i was on tv!!!!!
posted at 11:00 AM
so guess what...my computer is funny. it's not broken again, but for some reason kookee and i both arent accessing any frikin angelfire sites, meaning my blog, her blog, kris's blog...and i dont know what else! i guess i'll just have to catch up with everyone's lives tomorrow at work...
anyways...today was a super long day! i had originally tried to cancel our wayne brady taping for today cuz mandy moore wasnt gonna be on anymore, but i couldnt get out of it so we went...it was pretty cool actually. today they filmed the halloween episode and we had some really goooood seats! it was fun. i love wayne brady! he's entertaining no matter who the guests are! that's a great fundraiser anytime!
anyways...after wayne brady, we headed out to the Warner Bros. lot to just pretty much walk around. dude, i love that place. it always fun just to walk around...and of course look for stars! haahaa...this time we saw the neighbor from gilmore girls- i think her name in the show is babet or something like that...it's cool though...it was fun. so yah...walk, walk, walk - it was fun...
next! we came home and were about to just chill and rest when...i got a call for a tv show taping! a taping for the american idol christmas special! free concert!! woohoo! well, to be honest, i wasnt really gonna go cuz i was a little tired, but kookee wanted to so we went...im glad we went. those american idol people can really sing! im just sad that i didnt get to see justin guarini! he's actually my favorite...hahaa...not that i know that many of them, but yah. it was fun. and im happy, and im very tired cuz it was a long day, and now im going to bed. good night!
anyways...today was a super long day! i had originally tried to cancel our wayne brady taping for today cuz mandy moore wasnt gonna be on anymore, but i couldnt get out of it so we went...it was pretty cool actually. today they filmed the halloween episode and we had some really goooood seats! it was fun. i love wayne brady! he's entertaining no matter who the guests are! that's a great fundraiser anytime!
anyways...after wayne brady, we headed out to the Warner Bros. lot to just pretty much walk around. dude, i love that place. it always fun just to walk around...and of course look for stars! haahaa...this time we saw the neighbor from gilmore girls- i think her name in the show is babet or something like that...it's cool though...it was fun. so yah...walk, walk, walk - it was fun...
next! we came home and were about to just chill and rest when...i got a call for a tv show taping! a taping for the american idol christmas special! free concert!! woohoo! well, to be honest, i wasnt really gonna go cuz i was a little tired, but kookee wanted to so we went...im glad we went. those american idol people can really sing! im just sad that i didnt get to see justin guarini! he's actually my favorite...hahaa...not that i know that many of them, but yah. it was fun. and im happy, and im very tired cuz it was a long day, and now im going to bed. good night!
posted at 11:18 PM
does anyone wanna go to the taping for the wayne brady show this thursday? Mandy Moore is the guest! IM me: gail9611 or call me, or tag my board and i'll give you the details for the taping!
posted at 9:46 AM
dude...all these fires are crazy...i was listening to the radio this morning and they were talking about how one of the news anchors had driven all the way in to work this morning cuz he thought the fires were far enough from his house to worry about it, but little did he know that he'd have to just turn right around and head back to the house...anyways, the dj's started talking about their stuff. what would you take with you if you had to evacuate? one of my friends said she'd bring her sneakers...and you know i honestly dont know what i'd bring. i'm really not the super materialistic type, but on the other hand, im a stinking pack rat. i think i'd try to grab as many of my pics as i could. the frames and stuff. i'm such a softie...dude, but if i had time, now that i think about it - i'd try and grab as many of my dvds as i could! haahaaaa....i better get my money's worth out of those suckers! haahaaaa....but seriously, what would you guys bring with you?
posted at 10:30 PM
have you ever thought about friendships? not certain friendships with particular friends, but more on the thought process of dynamics of frienships...
i guess i've just been thinking about a lot of my friends lately...there are so many types of friends. there are the friends that you hang out and chill with. the friends that you just talk to when you see them, but when you do see them it's great. there are friends that you used to be friends with but now just are friends wtih sometimes...and then there are the friends friends. the onese that are the best. the ones that no matter the distance between you guys or the time spent apart, they're the ones that you can count on regardless of what life throws at you. they're the ones that you can call and they'd drop just about anything to help you out...they're the ones that listen, that comfort, and that give brutally honest advice cuz you need to hear it...those are the ones that are hard to come by...
i guess i've just been thinking about a lot of my friends lately...there are so many types of friends. there are the friends that you hang out and chill with. the friends that you just talk to when you see them, but when you do see them it's great. there are friends that you used to be friends with but now just are friends wtih sometimes...and then there are the friends friends. the onese that are the best. the ones that no matter the distance between you guys or the time spent apart, they're the ones that you can count on regardless of what life throws at you. they're the ones that you can call and they'd drop just about anything to help you out...they're the ones that listen, that comfort, and that give brutally honest advice cuz you need to hear it...those are the ones that are hard to come by...
posted at 11:39 PM
another very long day...
- got up bright and early to head over to st. dom's to help set up for the fiesta.
- went to lunch with the bishop - will be starting a young adult ministry at st. dom's so if you're between the ages of 18 and 39 - call me! let me give you the 411 on our new ministry!
- BINGO~!! I'M FREAKING ADDCITED!!! ANYONE WANNA GO TO PACHANGA?!
- bingo marker is a bitch to wash off your arms
- silly string if fun
- the movie game is always, ALWAYS fun!
- we're never kidding when we say never-ending BBQ!!!
- got up bright and early to head over to st. dom's to help set up for the fiesta.
- went to lunch with the bishop - will be starting a young adult ministry at st. dom's so if you're between the ages of 18 and 39 - call me! let me give you the 411 on our new ministry!
- BINGO~!! I'M FREAKING ADDCITED!!! ANYONE WANNA GO TO PACHANGA?!
- bingo marker is a bitch to wash off your arms
- silly string if fun
- the movie game is always, ALWAYS fun!
- we're never kidding when we say never-ending BBQ!!!
posted at 12:13 AM
so im freaking tired...this means that this update is going to be relatively short...
CONGRATULATIONS HERBIE!!!
i'm so proud of you! graduating college is a major accomplishment and we knew you could do it! thanks for letting me be a part of your family...i love you!!!
ST. DOMINIC'S PARISH FIESTA THIS WEEKEND...COME SUPPORT US!!
i'm so proud of you! graduating college is a major accomplishment and we knew you could do it! thanks for letting me be a part of your family...i love you!!!
ST. DOMINIC'S PARISH FIESTA THIS WEEKEND...COME SUPPORT US!!
posted at 11:56 PM
when you put me, tanya, herbie, bobby, n gary together it equals a loud ass group of friends having fun!!!
posted at 12:00 AM
another day, another adventure...
today started off really jittery, well, with me really jittery and i've decided just to say fuck it and "let go and let God". i really love that saying. it's a great philosophy to live by i think, so im gonna try and really adopt it. so yah..then after the day started it went on, and on, and on...i bought new sunglasses! umm...and...yah...
i have found a new show to watch, well, a new show that i'd watch if i had time to watch another show - rock me baby - we had originally been hesistant to see it, but dude...it was a funny show. i was actually kinda surprised that it didnt drag and that we enjoyed it. plus, of course, there was the usual eye candy. dude, i just just know to always expectat least one hottie per show! Dan Cortese was it for this show. he's just such a cutie! and he drives a nice car too! mwwhhahhahahaa! no, im not a stocker...the pages at universal studios were bitches, but the seats were a lot more comfortable than at warner bros, but all in alli had fun tonight...thanks to kookee, monica, bobby, carlos, mark, shelly, baby, april, and mike for coming...you guys are great!~
today started off really jittery, well, with me really jittery and i've decided just to say fuck it and "let go and let God". i really love that saying. it's a great philosophy to live by i think, so im gonna try and really adopt it. so yah..then after the day started it went on, and on, and on...i bought new sunglasses! umm...and...yah...
i have found a new show to watch, well, a new show that i'd watch if i had time to watch another show - rock me baby - we had originally been hesistant to see it, but dude...it was a funny show. i was actually kinda surprised that it didnt drag and that we enjoyed it. plus, of course, there was the usual eye candy. dude, i just just know to always expectat least one hottie per show! Dan Cortese was it for this show. he's just such a cutie! and he drives a nice car too! mwwhhahhahahaa! no, im not a stocker...the pages at universal studios were bitches, but the seats were a lot more comfortable than at warner bros, but all in alli had fun tonight...thanks to kookee, monica, bobby, carlos, mark, shelly, baby, april, and mike for coming...you guys are great!~
posted at 10:51 PM
so im up and it's 1230am and i should totally be sleeping cuz i have to wake up early for work tomorrow, but i cant sleep. i dont know if it's cuz im hot or cuz im thinking about a whole bunch of junk or what...but i cant sleep, so im about to blog a bunch of randomness...
- boys confuse the crap outta me
- school's great - go me! i got an A in my Accounting class!
- friends are weird...why is it that one minute you're best friends, and the next minute you barely have anything to say to each other?
- some friends are the best they listen to you no matter what...
- drama, drama, drama...sometimes i dont understand what the big deal is with people!
- YAY! I'M GOING TO NEW YORK IN DECEMBER!!!
- boys confuse the crap outta me
- school's great - go me! i got an A in my Accounting class!
- friends are weird...why is it that one minute you're best friends, and the next minute you barely have anything to say to each other?
- some friends are the best they listen to you no matter what...
- drama, drama, drama...sometimes i dont understand what the big deal is with people!
- YAY! I'M GOING TO NEW YORK IN DECEMBER!!!
posted at 12:40 AM
so i hate it when people ask you to talk to them and give them advice, then when you're trying to make time for them, they find someone else to talk to and forget that you were trying to help them...dude...that just happened to me - im so irritated!
posted at 10:16 PM
so im slowly making the effort to make the first move...im such a chicken...pray for me guys...
posted at 2:06 PM
i guess it's time for a weekend re-cap:
- didnt wake up saturday until 2 in the afternoon - dude! that's the latest in a loooooong time!
- did a bunch of cleaning in the house
- buko with kris, gary, ariel, n mary anne.
- chilled with gary - good talks...it's been a while since we've just sat and talked...
- caught up with an old friend...
- brunch with the parents
- paul finally fixed my computer!!!
- damon's with drew
eventful weekend, right?! that's all...nothing left to say...
- didnt wake up saturday until 2 in the afternoon - dude! that's the latest in a loooooong time!
- did a bunch of cleaning in the house
- buko with kris, gary, ariel, n mary anne.
- chilled with gary - good talks...it's been a while since we've just sat and talked...
- caught up with an old friend...
- brunch with the parents
- paul finally fixed my computer!!!
- damon's with drew
eventful weekend, right?! that's all...nothing left to say...
posted at 12:07 AM
Okay, so we went to Knotts Scary Farm last night - and dude! it was sooooo hilarious!!! haahaa...all the fun came from the oh so wonderful TANYA and HERBIE! those two are pure comedy...i must admit, i was quite hesitant about the whole going to Knotts thing with like a million zillion kids, but whatever - we made the best of it! dude - when you put, me, tanya, herbie, n randy together - it's just laughs all night! they are hilarious, and dude, tanya's being so scared got me a total workout with all her running around and junk. it was hilarious! we had a great time...i love those guys! haahaaa....that's all i have to say....
posted at 4:11 PM
for your enjoyment...and cuz i was bored...
1. WHAT IS YOUR Middle name?
Delago
2. WHAT kind of PANTS ARE YOU WEARING and what
khakis
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the tv behind me
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE ?
4194
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE
cassava cake at isla buffet with mis padres
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
grey
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
a little on the hot side...
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Kris - he called me to tell me that gary v. was on asap today - yah, we're fobs
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
clothes or their style...
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
sure...they're fun...
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
enjoying my day off...
12. FAVORITE DRINK?
strawberry lemonade!
13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
umm...malibu pineapple? i have no idea...i'm not much of a drinker
14. FAVORITE SPORTS?
basketball
15. HAIR COLOR?
black
16. EYE COLOR?
brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
sister - chi, 22, well, almost
19. FAVORITE MONTH?
JANUARY!!!
20. FAVORITE FOOD?
japanese - shrimp tempura rolls!!!
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
the rundown
22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
January 30th!
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
ummm...yah
24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING.
happy endings of course!
25. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter - i love the cold!
26. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate...yumMmmY!
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
umm...dont really care...
30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
i have no idea...
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
again...i dont know!
32. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
umm...i've already forgot the name of it!
33. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER?
a beach sunset
34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
does cranium count?
35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
dinner at buko with kris, gary, ariel n maryanne then chilled it with gary talking
36. FAVORITE SMELLS?
ummm...im not sure actually, fresh flowers i guess
37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
shit, i'm gonna be late!!
1. WHAT IS YOUR Middle name?
Delago
2. WHAT kind of PANTS ARE YOU WEARING and what
khakis
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the tv behind me
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE ?
4194
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE
cassava cake at isla buffet with mis padres
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
grey
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
a little on the hot side...
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Kris - he called me to tell me that gary v. was on asap today - yah, we're fobs
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
clothes or their style...
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
sure...they're fun...
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
enjoying my day off...
12. FAVORITE DRINK?
strawberry lemonade!
13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
umm...malibu pineapple? i have no idea...i'm not much of a drinker
14. FAVORITE SPORTS?
basketball
15. HAIR COLOR?
black
16. EYE COLOR?
brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
sister - chi, 22, well, almost
19. FAVORITE MONTH?
JANUARY!!!
20. FAVORITE FOOD?
japanese - shrimp tempura rolls!!!
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
the rundown
22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
January 30th!
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
ummm...yah
24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING.
happy endings of course!
25. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter - i love the cold!
26. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate...yumMmmY!
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
umm...dont really care...
30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
i have no idea...
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
again...i dont know!
32. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
umm...i've already forgot the name of it!
33. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER?
a beach sunset
34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
does cranium count?
35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
dinner at buko with kris, gary, ariel n maryanne then chilled it with gary talking
36. FAVORITE SMELLS?
ummm...im not sure actually, fresh flowers i guess
37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
shit, i'm gonna be late!!
posted at 3:43 PM
so let me just say that, i'm not an un-caring person. i totally am being supportive about this whole grocery store strike thingy, but goodness gracious! the whole horn honking! it's killer! if you've been to my house, you know how close it is to albertsons - and DUDE, when my windows are open - which they almost always are - I HEAR ALL THIS FUCKING HONKING!!! it happes at all hours of the day or night!!! i'll be lying in bed trying to get some sleep and next thing you know i hear BEEP, BEEP, BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! if this keeps up im gonna have to go down there and kill some people (only a figure of speech people!)! but GOD IT'S IRRITATING!
posted at 9:30 PM
i'm so freaking tired and i've got to get up early in the morning tomorrow, but i wanted to just say that tonight the SDYM crew almost felt complete (just one person missing in my mind, and you probably know who you are), and despite we had an added person (who im not quite so sure of yet), but it was fun and i loved it. no matter how tired i am, i love my sdym friends...good food, good conversations, good company...what more can a girl ask for?
posted at 12:40 AM
so i left work early today...not really to do anything in particular. i just was having some serious cramps, then i decided that i just didnt want to be at work anymore. so yah. i did a little cleaning in my room, rested up a bit, had lunch with teen n angel at buko, then...yah. OH! we finally booked our plane fares for New York, and this afternoon teen n angel came by and WE GOT OUR ROOMS TOO!!! im totally starting to get super duper excited for this trip! i've totally gotta get to saving that money of mine for this trip, and woohoo! im just so excited...that is all...
i better get ready for confirmation now...i'll blog again later...byebyebye!
i better get ready for confirmation now...i'll blog again later...byebyebye!
posted at 5:48 PM
so now im super tired and i'd really like to post something truly blogworthy - but you know what? i've got nothing. i'm sore from the gym and im tired. im going to bed
posted at 10:03 PM
posted at 5:29 PM
anyone wanna go see a tv show taping on tuesday? we're gonna go see this show and for me the added bonus is getting to see this guy. if you're cool, you went with us the last time...and if you're not that cool, you can come with us this time if you want! it's for a good cause - help sdym raise some money to go see the pope in germany! call me or email me if you wanna go!
posted at 9:28 PM
so for the last couple of days i've been feeling pretty crappy. really depressed, and really lonely. i guess i've been going through one of my "im all alone in this world" phases. it's weird. it's like one day i'm totally fine with being alone, and a few days later, im not. this is an example of one of those days - actually a few of those days. i dont know what it is, if it's the weather change or maybe even my finally getting my monthly visitor (which hasnt actually come in months), but i've been feeling this overwhelming sense of loneliness. it's not even just the sense of loneliness of not having a boyfriend, it's the loneliness of having friends who are all grown up and all have lives and dont really have time for you, it's the loneliness of not having that certain someone, that companion out there who you can just share everything with.
i dunno...it all started on wednesday for some reason...so i called paul just cuz, and he was busy - like he is so much lately - but that's cool. im trying very hard to be the understanding friend. there's no need for drama, all there's need of is understanding. after that i decided to call ariel. he's really great. he never really says anything to make me feel better per se, but i dunno. sometimes just having him listen makes all the difference in the world...but whatever...i temporarily got over it. thursday and friday were both very sad days - no man days, but i kept myself occupied. i kept busy.
then today...wow. it was just weird. i had dinner with maryanne, ariel, anna, and phil. whoa. we went to tam o' shanter, and yah, the food was good, and the company was fun. it's cute thought cuz jay and mika were scared that i was gonna feel out of place since i was going to be 5th wheel - and to be honest, i was - but it was all good. the conversations were good, and i was reminded of how deep our friendships ARE. i had a night out with my best friends. it was wonderful, yet, it seemed bittersweet. when i got home, i was just again overcome with some great sadness. this immence feeling of loneliness and having no one to really talk to or confide in. i was feeling that if i were to call paul, he wouldnt pick up, if i were to call ariel, he wouldnt have the time to listen, if i called my sister she'd be out partying, if i called anna or phil they'd be putting ty to bed, so i just sat. see...that's how my thought process goes...but...
lo and behold...i got a call (at 2AM mind you) from another one of my best friends...my little brother kris. dude, talking to him tonight just totally lifted my spirits. i'm totally not one to be spilling all my feelings out on the phone to someone, so i didnt. i didnt tell him how sad i was, but instead i told him what was going on here in LA since he's in San Diego, but that was good enough for me. i was happy to know that i had a friend out there that was listening to me. i was happy out there knowing that i had someone to talk to. i was happy out there knowing that he still thought of me and remembered our friendship. i was just happy to be talking to someone i cared about. kris, you read my mind. for some reason you knew to call tonight. your call made me smile, it made me forget all that's been bothering me, and most importantly, it reminded me of my friends and how lucky i am to have them. it pushed me to stop thinking and believing that i wasnt loved, cuz i know that i am. thanks for reminding me kris-toes-purs!
damn it! i really need to get rid of these insecurities of mine...they're starting to kill me!
i dunno...it all started on wednesday for some reason...so i called paul just cuz, and he was busy - like he is so much lately - but that's cool. im trying very hard to be the understanding friend. there's no need for drama, all there's need of is understanding. after that i decided to call ariel. he's really great. he never really says anything to make me feel better per se, but i dunno. sometimes just having him listen makes all the difference in the world...but whatever...i temporarily got over it. thursday and friday were both very sad days - no man days, but i kept myself occupied. i kept busy.
then today...wow. it was just weird. i had dinner with maryanne, ariel, anna, and phil. whoa. we went to tam o' shanter, and yah, the food was good, and the company was fun. it's cute thought cuz jay and mika were scared that i was gonna feel out of place since i was going to be 5th wheel - and to be honest, i was - but it was all good. the conversations were good, and i was reminded of how deep our friendships ARE. i had a night out with my best friends. it was wonderful, yet, it seemed bittersweet. when i got home, i was just again overcome with some great sadness. this immence feeling of loneliness and having no one to really talk to or confide in. i was feeling that if i were to call paul, he wouldnt pick up, if i were to call ariel, he wouldnt have the time to listen, if i called my sister she'd be out partying, if i called anna or phil they'd be putting ty to bed, so i just sat. see...that's how my thought process goes...but...
lo and behold...i got a call (at 2AM mind you) from another one of my best friends...my little brother kris. dude, talking to him tonight just totally lifted my spirits. i'm totally not one to be spilling all my feelings out on the phone to someone, so i didnt. i didnt tell him how sad i was, but instead i told him what was going on here in LA since he's in San Diego, but that was good enough for me. i was happy to know that i had a friend out there that was listening to me. i was happy out there knowing that i had someone to talk to. i was happy out there knowing that he still thought of me and remembered our friendship. i was just happy to be talking to someone i cared about. kris, you read my mind. for some reason you knew to call tonight. your call made me smile, it made me forget all that's been bothering me, and most importantly, it reminded me of my friends and how lucky i am to have them. it pushed me to stop thinking and believing that i wasnt loved, cuz i know that i am. thanks for reminding me kris-toes-purs!
damn it! i really need to get rid of these insecurities of mine...they're starting to kill me!
posted at 3:37 AM
so i am now home. i have finally gotten to see a movie! i think the last time i saw a movie was about a month ago. i swear it's funny how often i go through phases. i go from watching movies every weekend, to not going for a long time. dry spells and junk. but it's cool. tonight we went to see the rundown and that was pretty cool. i was kinda sleepy, but luckily the movie had some funny spots that woke me up. so yah. the last couple of weeks i've been going non-stop with no time to just sit and contemplate life, so i think i'm gonna enjoy the kick back vibe of this weekend. here's hoping for some good fun!
posted at 12:50 AM
so it's friday night...and i'm home early...yah, i went out, but now i'm home and it's early...haahaa...i think im on my way out again...just to keep myself occupied - gotta keep moving!
posted at 8:55 PM
i swear i was gonna post parts of my im convo with kris tonight cuz it was hilarious - but dude - it just might get me in trouble! haahaaaa....he's hilarious...GEO'S HILARIOUS!!!@!@!! let's just leave it at that...
posted at 11:39 PM
thought of the day...
how do you know if you're really vibing with a guy? dude, i met this guy a couple weeks ago, and i'm so freaking confused! it's like one minute, we're totally vibing, and the next, he's got some sort of complex, and it's him against the world. i swear, sometimes guys are just worse than girls. sometimes they dont know what type of vibes they're giving off either. like, a couple of days last week he and i were totally hitting it off, then a little while later in the week - he's barely paying any attention to me. what the hell is up with that? today for instance, i ended up helping him out with some stuff, and at first, he barely paid any attention to me (so of course, i didnt really pay any attention to him - cant make him think im into him, right?), but then by the time it was time for me to go, it was all good between the two of us again. like we're good friends and whatever...good grief. boys just give me a headache. boo on all of them...
how do you know if you're really vibing with a guy? dude, i met this guy a couple weeks ago, and i'm so freaking confused! it's like one minute, we're totally vibing, and the next, he's got some sort of complex, and it's him against the world. i swear, sometimes guys are just worse than girls. sometimes they dont know what type of vibes they're giving off either. like, a couple of days last week he and i were totally hitting it off, then a little while later in the week - he's barely paying any attention to me. what the hell is up with that? today for instance, i ended up helping him out with some stuff, and at first, he barely paid any attention to me (so of course, i didnt really pay any attention to him - cant make him think im into him, right?), but then by the time it was time for me to go, it was all good between the two of us again. like we're good friends and whatever...good grief. boys just give me a headache. boo on all of them...
posted at 4:58 PM
i'm home kiddies! back from yet another exciting trip to that great place we call Vegas. yah, i know, i just went last weekend, and that was cool. went with the girls, but this weekend was different. went with the fams. it was auntie tessie's birthday this week and she wanted us all to go to vegas together. it was like going back in time. we didnt stay in the same hotel (my fam and lola stayed at our time share, and the endoso's stayed at circus circus), but it was kinda the same drill. dan put it the best:
we all get up in time for lunch, have lunch with the families, the separate - me (dan) and kuya go play in the arcade, you guys (me and chi) play around the midway (for those of you who dont know us that well, we used to go to vegas every month and that was our drill since we couldnt gamble yet). then we all just meet up at the mcdonald's in midway for dinner. only this time, our arcade was the poker tables at the strip, and your midway was the vegas strip.
it was good times. it's been a long time since us 4 have gotten together and really talked. i've missed them. it was nice to just be with them.
BUT I LOST!!!
we all get up in time for lunch, have lunch with the families, the separate - me (dan) and kuya go play in the arcade, you guys (me and chi) play around the midway (for those of you who dont know us that well, we used to go to vegas every month and that was our drill since we couldnt gamble yet). then we all just meet up at the mcdonald's in midway for dinner. only this time, our arcade was the poker tables at the strip, and your midway was the vegas strip.
it was good times. it's been a long time since us 4 have gotten together and really talked. i've missed them. it was nice to just be with them.
BUT I LOST!!!
posted at 2:14 PM
okay, so i've been doing my regular blog reads, and i've seen some really interesting stuff, stuff that's really made me think a little...
well, it's weird. dude, i dont think i've been in a serious relationship in 7 years. well, at least 7 years, shit, it could be longer, it's been so long! but whatever. that's not the point. i dunno. it's weird. these past few years have seriously just flown by, and you know what? i've learned so much in them. i've never regretted breaking up with that last "special someone", and i've even found myself in a whole new kind of relationship with him - a deeper one, a more dependable friendship that no one else really understands, and i'm fine with that. what's weird now though is that i'm slowly starting to find myself searching for someone to be with. im starting to find myself looking for companionship. it's hard when most of your good friends are already spoken for, and sometimes, i find myself just wishing that i could have someone there to call, just to hang out. one that would be there to talk to, and share my life with. but im selfish. i like having my freedom. i like not having to check in with someone like some of my friends have to. i like going wherever i wanna go. i dunno. but you know what? it's starting to get super lonely. i think im ready to start opening myself up to another person. i think im ready to share my world. i think im ready to really fall in love. shit...i think my thought process is going in circles. but that just goes to show how confused i've found myself. this just shows what type of craziness i've been going through...it's gotten to the point where i just go back and forth - i want a boyfriend, i dont want a boyfriend...i guess i wont know until im faced with the possiblity - but am i ready to let someone come close enough for the possiblity to even arise?
sooo...this leads me to my next topic...what do you do when you find yourself attracted to someone, but you're just not sure? not sure it'll work out, not sure that you should, not sure that they even are attracted to you as well? what do you do? do you sit and wait? give those subtle signals that every girl gives in hopes that he'll pick up on them and respond by asking you out? or do you just tell yourself, fuck it, i'm gonna ask him out? i think part of the whole wanting a boyfriend/not wanting a boyfriend dilema comes from the uncertainty, and the fear of letting yourself be seen and known. the fear of rejection and heartache. i've had my heart broken many times, and i just dont want that to happen again. i dont know if i'd be able to handle it...
maybe it is just safer and a better idea just to always be friends...
well, it's weird. dude, i dont think i've been in a serious relationship in 7 years. well, at least 7 years, shit, it could be longer, it's been so long! but whatever. that's not the point. i dunno. it's weird. these past few years have seriously just flown by, and you know what? i've learned so much in them. i've never regretted breaking up with that last "special someone", and i've even found myself in a whole new kind of relationship with him - a deeper one, a more dependable friendship that no one else really understands, and i'm fine with that. what's weird now though is that i'm slowly starting to find myself searching for someone to be with. im starting to find myself looking for companionship. it's hard when most of your good friends are already spoken for, and sometimes, i find myself just wishing that i could have someone there to call, just to hang out. one that would be there to talk to, and share my life with. but im selfish. i like having my freedom. i like not having to check in with someone like some of my friends have to. i like going wherever i wanna go. i dunno. but you know what? it's starting to get super lonely. i think im ready to start opening myself up to another person. i think im ready to share my world. i think im ready to really fall in love. shit...i think my thought process is going in circles. but that just goes to show how confused i've found myself. this just shows what type of craziness i've been going through...it's gotten to the point where i just go back and forth - i want a boyfriend, i dont want a boyfriend...i guess i wont know until im faced with the possiblity - but am i ready to let someone come close enough for the possiblity to even arise?
sooo...this leads me to my next topic...what do you do when you find yourself attracted to someone, but you're just not sure? not sure it'll work out, not sure that you should, not sure that they even are attracted to you as well? what do you do? do you sit and wait? give those subtle signals that every girl gives in hopes that he'll pick up on them and respond by asking you out? or do you just tell yourself, fuck it, i'm gonna ask him out? i think part of the whole wanting a boyfriend/not wanting a boyfriend dilema comes from the uncertainty, and the fear of letting yourself be seen and known. the fear of rejection and heartache. i've had my heart broken many times, and i just dont want that to happen again. i dont know if i'd be able to handle it...
maybe it is just safer and a better idea just to always be friends...
posted at 10:38 PM
i added some new links...my favorite sister, and my favorite cousin in the philippines
in other news...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AUNTIE TESSIE!!! not that i think she reads this, but i figured i'd say it anyways... the confirmation team meeting was good. spent some good times with the new leaders, then had some good convos at Pete's with Mark n Kris...it's good times...i've decided that Kris is gonna be my replacement for Kris since he's in San Diego now. haahaa...a replacement. funny...good times with my sdym peeps, gotta love it!
in other news...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AUNTIE TESSIE!!! not that i think she reads this, but i figured i'd say it anyways... the confirmation team meeting was good. spent some good times with the new leaders, then had some good convos at Pete's with Mark n Kris...it's good times...i've decided that Kris is gonna be my replacement for Kris since he's in San Diego now. haahaa...a replacement. funny...good times with my sdym peeps, gotta love it!
posted at 11:23 PM
reading Caroline's (Hi caroline! *waving*) tag on my board just made me realize that i didnt blog about my SECOND FRIEND'S TAPING!!! so i figured better late than never, huh? anyways...dude, friday was a super busy day, from homework, to the gym (yes guys, i've found myself going back to the gym!!), to rushing for lunch and the taping, then leaving for vegas...
the morning stuff is quite inconsequential, so on to the taping 411...so we were rushing. we had originally planned to leave my house around 115, but due to hunger, unpacking cars (to get ready to leave for Vegas), and just general lagging, we ended up leaving the house around 140 - but it's all good - we still made it to the WB by 2 which was perfect to get to the lot and to get good seats still. it was all good...we got there, checked in, then waited around for a little bit before getting shuttled off to the wb lot and the friends set. dude...it was fun...i got so much free stuff. over the past two tapings (wed and fri) i've accumulated 2 friends cast pictures (one for me and one for drew), a friends keychain, a friends waterbottle (given to drew), a friends pencil (given to alex), and a friends sitcker (given to paul). damn, now all i need are the hat (which bobby got) and a t-shirt (which im still dreaming of!!!)
anyways, we ended up walking a little bit through the lot and then finally settling into our uncomfortable wb chairs...whatever. yah, we stayed there 8 hours watching taping, then watching them re-write, then watching the same scene again with just minor changes, but for some reason, no matter how many times i saw the scene - it was still funny to me. that show is just amazing. i'm so amazed at how it's been on the air for going on 10 years now and the writers continue to create ingenious plots and storylines that keep us so entertained. it's great. i love it. the show we saw was HILARIOUS! i would totally go into detail but i dont wanna spoil any future storylines for any of you out there...it's great...i'm loving that show...i cant wait for the 6th and 7th episodes! so everyone tune in to friends this season! it's gonna be a great one!!!
the morning stuff is quite inconsequential, so on to the taping 411...so we were rushing. we had originally planned to leave my house around 115, but due to hunger, unpacking cars (to get ready to leave for Vegas), and just general lagging, we ended up leaving the house around 140 - but it's all good - we still made it to the WB by 2 which was perfect to get to the lot and to get good seats still. it was all good...we got there, checked in, then waited around for a little bit before getting shuttled off to the wb lot and the friends set. dude...it was fun...i got so much free stuff. over the past two tapings (wed and fri) i've accumulated 2 friends cast pictures (one for me and one for drew), a friends keychain, a friends waterbottle (given to drew), a friends pencil (given to alex), and a friends sitcker (given to paul). damn, now all i need are the hat (which bobby got) and a t-shirt (which im still dreaming of!!!)
anyways, we ended up walking a little bit through the lot and then finally settling into our uncomfortable wb chairs...whatever. yah, we stayed there 8 hours watching taping, then watching them re-write, then watching the same scene again with just minor changes, but for some reason, no matter how many times i saw the scene - it was still funny to me. that show is just amazing. i'm so amazed at how it's been on the air for going on 10 years now and the writers continue to create ingenious plots and storylines that keep us so entertained. it's great. i love it. the show we saw was HILARIOUS! i would totally go into detail but i dont wanna spoil any future storylines for any of you out there...it's great...i'm loving that show...i cant wait for the 6th and 7th episodes! so everyone tune in to friends this season! it's gonna be a great one!!!
posted at 1:54 PM