you know, i tried to blog last night but something was up with this stupid site, and i couldn't get it, so i was like, "fuck it" and i went about my business, and just ended up watching tv instead...haahaa...i'm totally becoming a tv-aholic - a totaly couch potato, except for the fact that i lie in bed and watch my tv...lazy, huh? well, i have also gotten caught up on A LOT of the reading i've been meaning to do. i've got a lot of books crossed off my list which is cool. it's been pretty cool lately too, cuz i haven't had class, cuz of the holiday and stuff, so it's pretty kick back for me right now actually.

anyways, as you can see i don't really have much of a life...well, with the exception of the fact that every once in a while someone calls me out to go and do something, and it's a great feeling, to actually get out once in a while. Take Tuesday, well, Connie and I had originally planned to go to this advanced screening for some movie (i forgot what it was called), so I decided I'd invite Rey to come along since it's been forever since we chilled, so, yeah...we made plans to meet up here at my house, then meet connie and ric, but of course what ended up happening was Connie and Ric flaked...of course, we it was just me and Rey. it was really cool, we ended up going to dinner at Max's, and then watching Rollerball...let's just say the movie was weird - not good, and not bad - weird. but otherwise, the company was good - really good. it was nice spending time with him.

on a totally different note, i've been reading blogs lately, well, Mark's actually, and i totally feel him on the whole missing your friends thing. i was actually just telling rey this the other day, it's weird, there was a point in time when you saw your friends everyday, and then, of course, things change, people get their own shit to do, and their priorities change, but that doesn't mean that you stop caring about the other people, or you think less of them. it's weird. i've been feeling a lot of the things Mark's felling, weird, huh? It used to be that I was spending all my time with my "Church friends", but that's not even the case...it's weird, i miss all my friends, and i guess i'm just feeling a little nostalgic lately. i miss kicking it with the guys, i miss my days with "FLOI" aka the Immac girls, i miss my best friend, Anna, i miss the fun the SDYM crew had during th summer, i miss...i miss lots of things...but hey, life goes on, we move on, we grow, but hopefully we don't forget what we mean to one another, hopefully we don't forget the fun we had, we don't forget that no matter what and where life takes us, we're still friends...i hope all my friends know this...and sometimes, i hope I know this...i guess i just have to keep reminding myself...