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Thursday, January 31, 2002

it was a nice dinner...out with the family (and Phong who's practically family)...it was cool...we had to wait to be seated for like, an hour, but it was nice spending time with loved ones you know? it was nice seeing my dad and my aunt and uncle...i really miss them...anyways...yeah...just wanted to blog that i had a nice dinner...i better get some rest - i've got tons of things to do tomorrow...gotta pick up food, clean, return some birthday gifts...so, yeah...that's it...ok, bye

posted at 10:40 PM

i don't really have much to say...i just felt like bloggin...ummm...it's been a long day today and i'm ready for a nice night out with some friends and family...hope all goes well...see you all later!

posted at 6:02 PM

it's been a long day everyone...thanks...your thoughts were all with me, you guys made my day special...i'd blog about it, but i'm tired...thanks again everyone!

posted at 12:31 AM

Tuesday, January 29, 2002

i'm about to watch the tape from tonight's gilmore girls, since i was at a SDYM meeting tonight...it was cool...nothing special, got some stuff planned, a ton of soup suppers to do...service, it's all for God, i just have to keep reminding myself that...

anyways, i had a great dinner tonight...Randy and i had dinner at this cool French restaurant...dude! did you guys know that there's a french restaurant in Eagle Rock?! whoa...Randy and i decided to try it today, and guys, let me just tell you, it was GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!! that's all i have to say really...good food, good company = a good time...

posted at 10:28 PM

i was just making my blog rounds, and i was reading Mark's , and i'm really glad that his first day of school is going well...i hope i'm not jinxing it now...haahaa...anyways, yeah, i'm happy for you...i guess i'm feeling that right now...i'm all into school. i'm enjoying it, and i'm actually more determined now than ever to actually finish! woohoo! go me! maybe it's about time that i get my shit together...huh? it's going good so far, it's fun, and thank God i only go twice a week! i think if it were any more than that, i'd be ready to quit! anyways, it's going pretty good right now, and i just hope and pray that i can keep it up, and keep going, and keep actually doing my homework! haahaa...anyways, yeah...i just wanted to blog...i better go, kuki has to print something out, then i have to type out our notes for our YM Certification class since we have a meeting tonight to do our homework!

talk to you all later!!!

posted at 3:58 PM

Monday, January 28, 2002

gosh...it was a long day yesterday...long but really full...

i had class yesterday, first day of class actually, it was cool...i got my Lion's Club pin guys..the "cabinet" was officially inducted yesterday afternoon, it was cool - food was whack - but it's cool chillen with your friends...hit swork with bobby, Mark, and Ariel...then since i was hungry, we headed out to have my favorite...mmMm...Sushi on Brand!!!! whoohoo!!! thanks Ariel! it was goooood! next it was off to my house for my meeting with Herbie, Jason, and Jorge...it was a really good meeting guys! Thanks Jason, you are great!!! You're gonna be sooooo good! Jorge, Herbie, you did a good job too - we had a good planning session, our week's gonna be great! thanks guys...after that, we AGAIN attempted to watch a movie, but AGAIN, didn't get to see one...let's not talk about that...instead chi, paul, Mark, and i headed out to eat at Denny's...yeah, fun in the sun...good conversation, good friends = a good time...good day yesterday...long, but good...let's pray today goes well too...

posted at 7:03 AM

Saturday, January 26, 2002

i don't know guys...everyone keeps asking me what's up for tonight...I DON'T KNOW...why don't you guys plan something and invite me (ahem...ARIEL)...i'm down for whatever...i guess i'm just feeling too lazy to plan it...i'm feeling too lazy to blog...maybe i'll tell you all about Billie's bday party later...bye all...

posted at 8:26 PM

okay...another not so good day at work today...jeez, i went to work 2 days today, and i felt like it was the whole week! it was just that bad...terrible...

on the up side, i've had a pretty good night with "my girls" tonight, it was cool...pretty chill, reminiscing and laughing about the past. the night was full of "remember when's..." and "i miss..." sometimes its good to have those...it reminds you of where you're from...thanks guys, it was fun...jay, teen...let's do it again sometime!

posted at 12:25 AM

Thursday, January 24, 2002

today was a terrible day...i shouldn't have even gotten up today, let alone gone to work, or school, or anything...today sucked...

posted at 10:48 PM

hi all...my last day of being off has finally come and went...back to work for me tomorrow..boohoo...sad for me - plus it's even going to be a long day! we have a staff meeting until 430...

anyways, today was pretty chill...finished cleaning my room, ran some errands after i picked Kookee and her friends up from school today, then it was off to confirmation...good class tonight guys...just came home from Lion's Club (Denny's) a little while ago...

nothing much to blog about...it was a chill day...now i better get to bed...i gotta get up for work tomorrow! nite all!

posted at 12:29 AM

Tuesday, January 22, 2002

well...another day had just passed us by...woohoo...one more day of not having to work! yay!!!

anyways...it's been a pretty productive day today actually...i got a lot of things done today. i cleaned my room, i headed out to woodbury and finally got my books for my class, and i even got to start my homework - and i have tons of it! then i had an appointment this afternoon, and then it was off to dinner with two really good friends of mine, Aileen and Paul...

let me just tell you all, those two are funny. aileen has a thing for interrogating the guys whenever we have them on a one on one kinda basis, and she likes to pick their brains on how they think and all that stuff...i've heard aileen do this questioning before (with Phong, with Drew, etc...) but this time was different...this time paul actually turned the tables on leen - he started asking her questions! Now that's just the beginning...they really trip me out cuz those two are soooo alike it's funny. they're both sooooo stubborn and soooooooo stuck in the way they think it was funny to listen to them cut each other off while they were talking, and seeing them try to understand each other's thought processes and junk like that - it was hilarious! and what made it even more fun for me was that since i guess i can say i know each of them better than the other (did that make sense?) - meaning i know aileen better than paul knows her, and vice versa - it was funny to watch them try to come to understandings while i knew the whole time what they were getting at! haahaaa...they went around in circles sometimes and it was just sooooo funny to me. it was good though, we got to share a lot of thoughts, and everytime aileen does this thing, i learn something new about all of them as well...good conversations tonight guys!

posted at 11:31 PM

hi all...i'm home...another "sick" day. but now i'm bored. i know i should be cleaning this dump i call a room, but...i'm feeling a little lazy, and a little antsy to go out, but guess what guys, i'm starting to feel a little on the broke side! i have to send out some bills tonight...maybe i'll have something more interesting to blog about later...bye all

posted at 10:36 AM

Monday, January 21, 2002

okay kids, i have just had a loooooooooong day. don't get me wrong, it wasn't bad. it was just long...pretty full actually. i'm actually feeling kinda sick today. my throat is hurting from all the coughing i've been doing, and you know that head ache you get when you keep coughing? yeah - i've got that. thank God it didn't start until now that my day is already over.

anyways, my day started off with breakfast with Kris at Pete's (my absolute favorite breakfast place!) then off to st. dom's for skit practice - I'M NOT EVEN IN THE SKIT, but aynaT and i were there for moral support. They did really good practicing, hopefully the kids'll like it, and most importantly, see the meaning of it. after skit practice, we headed out to ISLANDS to visit Mark and of course, eat there for the hook up! haahaa...that was pretty cool. it's pretty cool kicking it with the other leaders sometimes. they're great. they're funny. today i actually talked to Adam - like had an actual conversation, and Kathy too! Granted they weren't the deepest conversations, but still, they were conversations. it was great getting to spend time with a wider group of people, not just the same ol' leaders. they're all cool.

let's just say today was a day of just kicking it, lolling around, mulling around, and just going wherever, just cuz we wanted to basically. we went to the gal - well that was necessary to return paul's shoes - but then we went to the house and chilled, headed out to Best Buy after to check out some dvds, just cuz we could, then headed out to the Eagle Rock Plaza cuz Tanya and i wanted to hit the Waldenbooks closing sale...woohoo! new books! Then to top off my day, dinner at buko with my good friend, Mark ! it was a good day overall, nice, kick back, with good friends...thanks everyone...thanks Mark !

posted at 11:37 PM

it's weird. i have tons of feelings going on in my mind...it's all so confusing, i'm lost. i'm not sure where i'm going - i'm not sure what's happening in my life.

have you ever felt that someone you trusted so much couldn't be trusted? like, no matter how much you wanted to trust that person or their motives, you just couldn't cuz of the past? cuz of what you've learned? cuz you've just simply grown up? yet you can't let go of it? how do you just say fuck it and fuck them for not being trustworthy? how do you learn to open up yourself to the possibility of their growing up too? how do you allow yourself to let that person back in? how do you get past the fact that you still feel like you're being used?

an old friend seems to be popping up in my life a lot lately, why, i don't know, but i'm not sure how to take it. this person really hurt me before, and because of all that, i have a hard time trusting. But what do you do when you know they want to regain something they lost? what do you do when it's obvious they want to re-establish that connection? that trust? what if i can't? what if i don't know if i actually want to...what do i do then? what if sometimes it seems like you're being used? what if that person doesn't really want to re-establish that friendship? what if you're just "convenient"? what if that person makes you feel that way? then what? just say "good bye" and walk out of their life? or push them out of yours? what do you do? what should i do?

posted at 12:18 AM

BLACK HAWK DOWN was a good movie...long, but good. it's being highly recommended - everyone go out and see it!

posted at 12:07 AM

Saturday, January 19, 2002

hey all...here are the results from a quiz i got off of Mark's site...

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

i wonder what this really means about me...you think it's accurate? email me and let me know!

posted at 8:49 AM

wow...it's been a really long day today. i can't believe it. but even though it was long, that doesn't mean it wasn't good. it was quite the contrary actually. i got up early on my day off to go and run some errands with michelle. at around 1030, i headed out to Ugly's house to pick her up so we could head out to CSUN to go and buy books. *My Management professor had told me that CSUN sells my Mgmt. books for a lot cheaper than our library does* it was cool. i didn't get my management book there (i could find the stinking thing), but i did find some of my critical thinking books, so it's cool. it wasn't a total waste of a trip. besides, after lunch, ugly and i headed out to her favorite restaurant out there - Shogun Sushi - that place is soooooooooo good! Mika and i had soooooooooo much food we came back ready to just drop...it was cool. We ate, and we chilled, we sat for a LONG time just sitting and talking. it was nice. it's been a while since the two of us have sat down and really talked. it was really great...

anyways, this afternoon we (Kookee and I) went to drop my mom off at the airport - don't ask, she went away, but she'll be back at the end of the week. after dropping her off, Paul, Jay, (Kookee and I went to see the movie, THE LORD OF THE RINGS. let me just say (i know you all thought it), This movie was sooooooooo loooooooooooooong! it was cool though...hey PAUL, i only watched it for you punk...you better be really happy! haahaa, j/k. i'm excited to read the book now though...

oh well... Mark , I hope your night got better - i'm sorry i couldn't spend some time with you...next time alright? call me tomorrow, maybe we'll chill...smile...k?

alright guys, i'm sleepy, i have to work tomorrow, i'm outie...

posted at 2:18 AM

Friday, January 18, 2002

whoa...we just kinda had an impromptu kinda SDYM meeting. it was cool, we listened to each other, we respect each other, and we work hard to understand each other. It's wonderful to share responsibilities - especially when you share them with your best friends. Thanks guys. you make service fun. Thanks Randy for really showing you care...it really, really, REALLY meant a lot to me that you just wanted to listen (not that i doubted that you ever would)...we had a really good talk tonight, it was great. Thanks.

hey everyone else reading this blog...
HI EVERYONE!!!

can you tell that i don't have anything else to say?! haahaa...nite all!

posted at 12:56 AM

Thursday, January 17, 2002

YAY!!! I've just finished updating my site...i just put up THE FLOI CHRISTMAS PARTY pictures, and pics of some of my "posse" as jay would call it...so check it out guys...

i'm off...i gotta get dressed, we're gonna head out to sworks for some coffee and ariel's supposed to pick me up right now...

posted at 7:20 PM

YAY!!! i just finished updating my website...i added the pics from our

posted at 7:14 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2002

okay...blogger's trippen...i don't know what the hell happened to my last post...piece of shit...hopefully it'll work later...

anyways, what i was saying was i saw this really intersting thing, let me share it with you all...

"one. not exactly the loneliest number considering how unlonely i've been feeling since number two split. its not the loneliest number since after one phone call, one multiplies into two or three, sometimes even four or five. and even if one remains as one, there's still a number of things that one can do.

one"

I read that on this blog i was just surfing, thanks to Mark's superheroes (his links on his blog for those of you who haven't read it), and i saw that thought...it's from this girl Amaya's blog. i thought it was just soooooooo cool. i really related to her. she's talking about this loneliness she's been feeling, and i feel that sometimes too. for me, it's really hard when all your girlfriends have someone, you know? when you're the only one that's still searching. don't get me wrong, i'm really happy for them (well, most of them at least), but of course i have to feel lonely sometimes too...
yeah, i may date, but that's nothing near having that "special someone" in your life, having that "one" who you can always count on and who'll always be there...

but then again, like Amaya said...how quickly the number one could become two, or ever three or four - and i'm blessed with that...with just a simple call, i've got people with me, i've got friends, and i'm not "alone" anymore...i'm really, really grateful for all those people that are always there for me...i love you guys! Thanks Amaya (even though you don't know me, and may never read this)...

posted at 11:05 PM

"one. not exactly the loneliest number considering how unlonely i've been feeling since number two split. its not the loneliest number since after one phone call, one multiplies into two or three, sometimes even four or five. and even if one remains as one, there's still a number of things that one can do.

one"

I read that on this blog i was just surfing, thanks to . i was just crusing some of his links, and i came across this and i thought it was so cool. it's from this girl,

posted at 10:58 PM

hi all...i'm bored...i don't really have anything interesting to say, but i just wanted to do a little bloggin since i didn't yesterday...nothing really interesting happened to me yesterday, i had a good "fact" session with tanya last night, we had a good debate going at st. dom's, and...i went to work, and...yeah, that's it. i know, i know, i lead a very boring, but full life. is that possible? well, it is, i'm proof it's possible...anyways, i'm bored, but i think i'm gonna head out of here...i'm hungry...i'll blog more later...maybe...bye now!

posted at 5:17 PM

Monday, January 14, 2002

Thank God...the anxiety of the first day going back to school has finally faded, and now it's just a matter of continuing to go, which i don't really think will be a problem, since this stinking professor (whom seems to actually be okay) REQUIRES total attendance, (how often do you get graded on attendance in college?!?), and the whole second half of class in group work. i wouldn't want to ass out my group, so i guess my ass'll be there ever monday...i think i've decided to always take monday classes spring semester. i was talking to this girl at school today and she was saying how she always does that cuz in the spring there are a lot of monday holidays, so she has a lot of days off of class during the semester...i was like, "hey! that's a good idea!", so yeah...monday night classes all the way! haahaa...anyways, class went a lot better than i had hoped, even though the teacher kept us until 21:15! THAT'S THE WHOLE TIME!!! but it's cool, at least it wasn't DEATHLY boring, it was just BORING. haahaa...if there's really a big difference...

anyways, aoubt everything else i had blogged about earlier...sorry, i was just mouthing off, i had a lot to say, and i couldn't stop my fingers from typing...i'm over it now, i've decided that DRAMA is not worth losing sleep over, and sometimes, you just have to say, it's in God's hands, and there's nothing i can do to change things anyways, so i might as well enjoy my life -- so that's what i'm going to do. i love my family very much, but sometimes we just hurt each other too much... OH! and thanks PHONG...you're the best, thanks for listening to me, thanks for understanding, and most of all, thanks for just being there...

everyone else...i'm outie...peace OUTside!

posted at 10:07 PM

im nervous...i'm off to start my new school today...pray for me guys! i hope i can last from 6-930!

posted at 4:34 PM

jeez...i was having a great day yesterday...i had a great brunch with two of my best friends, went to see OCEAN'S 11 (yeah, i know again), and even had time to go to mass with Henry, but why did she have to go and kill it?

jeez...I HATE DRAMA!!! can i just tell you that?! i know sometimes you can't avoid it, but do you know the best way to avoid drama? LISTEN to each other, try to UNDERSTAND and be MINDFUL of what other people are feeling! jeez...! what the hell is so hard about that?! i know, i know, sometimes it's hard to listen, but PLEASE! give each other the chance to at least express themselves...shit and when they do express their feelings, BE OPEN to them!!! Shit, i talk and i talk, and it seems like you're not listening! WTF?! do we just have to stop talking to each other?! why can't we accept that sometimes we're ALL wrong?

shit...sorry guys, i just needed to vent...i just don't understand people sometimes. someone very close to me really upset me last night - actually it was my mom. her, my sister, and i really got into it last night, and it was just terrible...really, really bad...i never thought it would get this bad, but apparently it has, and i have no idea what i'm gonna do...i'm tired of playing referee, and i think it's time we all start acting our age, and we all start listening to each other...God please make them listen to each other!

posted at 7:04 AM

Sunday, January 13, 2002

i was having a great day today...and now it's been totally ruined

posted at 10:51 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2002

okay...i've just come back from a crazy meeting...now i know what Mark, Randy, and Herbie were talking about...talk about random. i went to my first ever Lion's Club meeting, and I have already been elected to be the "Charter Tail Twister" - whatever the hell that is! No, i know what it is, at least i think i do...i'm supposed to fine people. You know i can fine people for not smiling? that's crazy. i don't even know all these people! how the heck am i supposed to go up to them and fine them cuz they're not smiling? oh goodness, i've got my work cut out for me. i just have to keep telling myself, it's worth it, it's gonna look good on my applications, on my resumes, and all that other crap...a charter member - AND part of the "cabinet" what a job. haahaa...anyways, it's cool, i'm not really mad, it was just weird. it's cool though. it was fun chillen with my friends...

anyways, i better get offline now, paul should be here any minute, we're heading out to best buy (just cuz we can), and we're just gonna chill today...talk to you all later!

posted at 3:08 PM

hey everyone!!!

i had intended to blog sometime yesterday, but i had gotten so cought up with everything, and eventually ended up coming home really late, and...yeah...
anyways, let me tell you all about last night. i really had a great night. a night of good friends, good conversation, good drinks, and an overall good time. last thursday i had decided that since Tanya, Herbie, and I weren't gonna spend our Friday night watching Jesus Christ Superstar (Mary, Bobby, and Angelo highly recommended it), i was gonna spend some chll time with my homies, so i called up drew, leen, and phong, and tried to make appointments for their time, you know they're just such busy people (just kidding guys!). drew and i ended up playing phone tag, until friday afternoon when i finally was able to get a hold of him, and we made plans to do a dinner out. it was cool, it ended up being me, drew, and jay meeting up here at my house and heading out for a night of chill time. since drew had already eaten, jay and i were debating on where to eat, when i finally decided, jay's never been to elephant bar, let's head over there...and that's just what we did. it was really nice, since we got to sit in one of the semi-circle booths, we all got to see each other, hear each other, and have good conversation. sometimes you just need that, you know? they helped me finally decided once and for all what i'm gonna do for my birthday...if you have been spending time with me lately, you would know that i've been debating over having a part,going out to dinner, or just saying, "fuck it! 22's not a big deal, let's just stay home!", but they really conviced me that the party would be the best idea...so guys, Feb. 1st, my house...Happy Birthday to me! haahaa...

anyways, back to my story, yeah, drew, jay, and i had a really good time just chillen, that when teen, ugly and angel wanted to meet up with us, we decided to move to a more chill friendly place - with drinks. haahaa...we decided to head out to gordon biersh in pasadena, so right after work, they could have just headed out and met us there. it was cool, we ended up calling out paul and henry too, and they all met us up in pasadena. it was really fun. i got to spend some time with some of my best friends, it was great, chillen', drinking, and just laughing our heads off, cuz let me tell you, paul, henry, drew, and angel all together - HILARIOUS!!! it was fun...after gordon biersh decided it was closing time, we decided to head out the the late night, kick back spot, an old favorite, Sunday Cafe, drew, with a damn good buzz, decided to call out phong (who had been on a date), and told him to meet us there...and our group was almost totally complete, we were only missing Leen - who hates Sunday anyways...we chilled some more, talked more, and ate...finally, at 0300 we headed home, tired from our great night...it was fun guys! thanks...

anyways, now i'm about to head to Woodbury for my Orientation...i'm excited guys i start school on Monday...wish me luck!

posted at 8:28 AM

Thursday, January 10, 2002

wow...today was a really chill day. well,kinda. i went to work this morning (i was almost late! i couldn't get myself out of bed!), and i barely made it on time. the day today was alright, you know how it is...is it possible to be busy and bored at the same time? if it is, that would be the best description of me at work. busy (at times) but generally BORED. story of my life.

anyways, tonight was cool, teen and i had a "double date" haahaa...me and my dad and her and her dad. it was fun. we went to dinner at saladang in pasadena, it was my first time to go there, and tito eddie like, raves about it. so he decided to take us there. it was pretty cool. that restaurant is pretty good - it's got the best calamari! anyways, after dinner, we all headed out to the amc in old town and saw A Beautiful Mind, you know that movie about John Nash (the one with Russell Crowe). it was a pretty cool movie. we liked it a lot. hopefully we'll be able to do that again...bonding, it's a wonderful thing...let's all be friends!

oh well, it's late and i wanna go back and read a little bit more of the Harry Potter book, let me just tell you all that Book Three is the BOMB!!! It is sooooooo good! okay, i'm outie, i wanna go and read, i'm determined to finish this book by the end of this weekend, if not week! haahaa...nite all!

posted at 11:32 PM

great class tonight guys...randy, dope ass talk, brittany, what were you worried about? you're prayer was wonderful, and monica, you stressed?! i couldn't tell, your closing prayer was awesome! you guys really did a great job. the whole night was just wonderful, eventhough we had to be a little more "firm" with the some of the leaders, you guys were the bomb tonight! good job - see guys, when we work, we produce good work! it was grrrrrrrrrreat!

anyways, you know what else happened today? today has been like, a total day of randomness (is that a real word?). anna called me this afternoon, and it's been a while since i've talked to her, and dang, it really feels good to talk to your best friend. sounds funny, huh? well, most people have best friends that they talk to everyday and see all the time, but not me. this best friend of mine is the kind that no matter what i know she'll be there. it's one of the best feelings in the world. knowing that no matter how much time passes, when we come back, it's like it's never changed. you know what that's like? it's a wonderful feeling...anna, if you ever read this (which i doubt), i love you girl...you're the best friend ever!

OH!!! guess who else i heard from today?! EMILY!!! whoa...that's another name from the past, isn't it? cazy, i've missed that girl too! it's been like forever. I was just thinking today about how i miss a lot of my old friends, sad huh? i've lost touch with a lot of people over the years. tonight i was talking to Kookee and i heard myself telling her about how as you get older, your views about things and your relationships with people change, and you know how hard that's hitting me now? it's crazy. i never would have thought, 5 (or 4) years ago, when i first met Tanya, that she would have been one of my closest friends - and she is. who would've thought that i would be so knee deep in SDYM that i would at times feel like i'm living at St. Dom's? who would've thought that leen and i would actually be as close as we are? or me and Phong? or me and Drew? Crazy, huh? Life takes us all over the place, and along the way, it's taught me a lot too...thank you God for everything you've given me, thank you God for blessing me with so much, thank you God for never leaving my side...God, please continue to bless me (and my loved ones, and my loved ones' loved ones), guide me, and walk with me every step of the way...

posted at 12:24 AM

Tuesday, January 08, 2002

i updated the pics again... New Year's Eve pictures are up...see, slowly but surely, i'm getting all the pics up!

posted at 10:34 PM

dang...this blogger thing's been whack lately. i've tried to log on three times in the last two days, and this is the first time it's working...but i don't really feel like blogging...i've got a lot of things on my mind...im really excited about starting school this week (well, on monday), and i'm excited about confirmation tomorrow. we're doing a skit for the class tomorrow, and eventhough it's been a long week (i've been doing church stuff for days now), i'm really hyped about a lot of the stuff going on in SDYM and hopefully we'll actually put a lot of the stuff into action...i'm also thinking about my friend...i hope you know who you are if you're reading this...i'm praying for you and if you need anything, i hope you know i'm here...alright...that's it...i'm outie...bye all

posted at 10:00 PM

Sunday, January 06, 2002

updated...Crew Christmas pictures party I and Crew Christmas pictures party II...i hope you guys enjoy them! Coming soon, pics of the familia New Year's party, Roscoe's Chicken N Waffles, and YM Certificaion weekent #2...don't worry guys, the pic'll be up soon. i just can't get to them tonight, i'm getting to be too sleepy. i gotta work tomorrow morning, i better hit the bed! nite all

posted at 10:50 PM

jeez...i had blogged earlier when i got home from my certification class, and piece of crap blogger didn't save it. darn it! well, it saved the currents at least, so if any of you guys are wondering, those currents on the side are from earlier this afternoon. i don't feel like updating them anymore...

anyways, i guess i have to blog about this weekend all over again. sorry guys, it's not really fresh in my mind. i don't really have a lot to say, plus, me, unlike Mark didn't blog during the weekend...i slept instead. haahaa...anyways, the weekend was pretty cool. it's always nice to spend time with good friends. I really enjoy spending time with them. plus, i don't think there are that many other people in this world i'd rather serve with - it's all about TEAMWORK guys, and we're definitely a great team. thanks for all the memories we've had, it's always fun and rewarding serving with you guys!

okay...after i came home this afternoon i couldn't go straight to sleep, so i blogged (even though it didn't show up!) and then i watched some tv and eventually i did fall asleep, but dude! my sister woke me up when she came home. terrible, huh? but it's cool. we went out to dinner. did the whole family dinner thing, you know? it was nice, i've missed them all...plus i love buko! it was fun...

now i'm done, i've got nothing else to say...byebyebye

posted at 9:37 PM

Thursday, January 03, 2002

whoa...i'm pretty sleepy guys...i just fell asleep watching the practice. i just wanted to blog a little before i hit the pillows...it was cool tonight guys. even though it ended up just being me, Kris, Mark, Bobby, and Monica, we had a good time. We all had met up tonight at Ghetto Star Cheapo Lanes aka All Star Lanes for all you not knowing people, and we had originally planned to actually bowl, but since no one else really showed up, we decided that we would rather head out to eat somewhere, especially since Kris was starving...so we debated, and debated (like i seem to always be doing when with friends planning last minute) and finally decided on hitting Roscoe's Chicken N Waffles since most of us haven't been there yet - actually only Kris and Bobby had been there before. Well, it was pretty cool. i would put the pics up here, but i know that Kris and Mark are gonna put their pics up, but don't worry guys, i'll put them up on the site later...under the page i have for my SDYM peeps...but not now, i'm too sleepy...

anyways, after our fulfilling dinner at Roscoe's Kris decided he wanted some coffee so we headed out to Swork for some coffee. It was pretty cool. We sat, chilled, and really just got to enjoy each other's company. it was great guys. I love talking to you guys...we have to do this again sometime...sometime soon!

oh well, i'm outie guys...bedtime for me...

posted at 11:37 PM

okay all...i've updated the site...got a new pic of the week (drew, you have to check it out!) and i put up my Family Christmas pictures...so if you want, check em out...

hmmm...what else do i have to blog about? well, today was our first day back to Confirmation after our long break (well, it felt long to me!) and it was kinda nice to be back. Back to the old routine, set up, shut up, meeting, lion's club...haahaa...lion's club=Denny's for all you peeps who don't know...long story, anyways, it was a cool night, good catching up with friends, it's been a while, i've missed them. plus, i think the class went pretty well for me and jorge, the kids were great. it started off a little hard, but we made it through it, it was a pretty good day...

oh well, i'm tired and i have to work in the morning...i better get to bed...nite all! i'll blog more tomorrow...

posted at 12:15 AM

Wednesday, January 02, 2002

wow...i'm tired...i just got home from a very long day - don't get me wrong, just cuz it was long didn't mean that it wasn't good, cuz it was. okay, i went to bed last night at around, 05:30, and do you know what time i woke up?! Drew woke my ass up at 09:30...he was scared i had left him...haahaa...he woke up this morning downstairs (here at my house) and couldn't find anyone. teen and angel had left, and rey was no where to be found...haahaa...and he was scared i had taken off somewhere too, leaving him stranded at my house without a car to get home...haahaa...that was funny.

anyways, the day was pretty cool, we (me, drew, paul, phong, rey, and henry) had our now "traditional" New Year's Day breakfast - dim sum. We've decided that we're making that our new tradition since we've already done it 2 (or is it three) times in a row. Well, after our dope ass lunch at Sam Woo Dim Sum, Paul, Phong, Henry and I headed out to Glendale to go and visit Leen since her ass had to work today, and that was nice. I was really sad i didn't get to see her last night, but i was right - she fell asleep. Why am i not surprised? haahaa...oh well...after hitting the mall, we all decided we were tired and we were gonna head home, with plans of meeting up later to have dinner here at the house (i have tons of food), then a movie after, so now here i am. i've just gotten back from watching The Royal Tannenbaums, let me just tell you now, i have never fallen asleep in a movie until now. That movie was BORING...well, it had it's moments (some of the i was awake for), but jeez...it was a pointless movie. i honestly didn't see a point to it...i suggest you guys don't watch that - it sucked almost as much as vanilla sky did - and vanilla sky was really, really, really bad.

Goodness, it's late, i'm tired i have to work tomorrow, i just wanted to blog a little bit about my day before i head off to sleep...so the summary of the day, it was a nice chill, way to start of the new year. good times, with good friends...night everyone, and again, HAPPY 2002!

posted at 12:34 AM

Tuesday, January 01, 2002

well...it's definitely been an interesting night...like i said in my currents, i'm feeling quite a bit of mixed emotions right now. I was just reading Mark's blog and i was thinking about my year...well, it's been pretty good, and i've been pretty blessed, but like Kris feels, it's definitely been a wealth of peaks and valleys...or as i would say - a roller coaster of emotion.
Take tonight for example, it was really nice to spend more time with my cousins...they're great, and have i ever told you guys that my neice, Trinity, is like, the cutest thing? You all should see her going up and down the stairs...she loves that shit...

Anyways, it was nice just to chill, relax and see the familia - that was the good part...Then, if any of you guys know me, or really kick back with me, you know i've been thinking of having a new year's eve party here at the house for, like, forever...and anyways, i kinda got upset when i found out the guys weren't gonna come by tonight, cuz they had decided to just go and drink at henry's house instead...let me just say, i was a little hurt - ok, a lot hurt, but it was hard. everyone had told me that they were gonna be by the house and that we were gonna chill here, and then i find out at the last minute that they weren't gonna come anymore...that really hurt, these people were supposed to be my best friends, it stung a little. Well, Phong called me up at like, 12 something to wish me a happy new year, and he was trying to talk me into going to henry's, and i just didn't want to go, yet i didn't want to tell him that i was upset, and he kept asking me if i was sure, and telling me not to lie to him and all this shit, and i was like, "no, i'm not upset" even though i was...i don't know, it was weird...i knew he knew i was upset, but i knew he didn't want to push it, so that was it. Then later i realized that, shit, Phong is like, one of my absolute best friends, i never lie to him...why start the new year this way? so i called him up and just talked to him. i told him how i felt, and he apologized, and told me he'd be right over, cuz he never wanted to hurt me like that, shit, we're supposed to be able to talk about anything and really be friends, and he just was sooo sorry, and i was so touched. phong is the absolute best, no one wanted him to leave the party, but his drunk ass found someone (rey...i love that guy too!) to drive him over, and they came and chilled with me...lotsa bonus points for both of them...left the party (which i hear was pretty happening), and came just to chill with me...Thanks guys...you're soooo dope, you don't know how much you touched me, it means alot...

BUT WAIT! I'm not done...i wanna say thanks to teen and angel they're just too good to me too...thanks for coming over...i know you wanted to be back at henry's angel, and thanks for coming to keep me company, thanks for being here guys...Teen, you're definitely my girl. Thanks for being here, you knew it hurt, and it meant a lot to me that you come down over here...i love you guys too!

So that's my rollercoaster ride...happy with the familia, neglected by the friends, then onto feeling extremely loved...like Kris's friend said, life's like the stock market, lotsa ups and downs...trust me, i know!

Anyways, happy new year everyone, i hope and pray our year may be filled with love, hope, and fun times...see you all soon!

posted at 5:10 AM

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Date and time:
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shaaaaneeee...

Doing (besides blogging):
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Craving:
more excitement!

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