[anything but this]
James & Joel
watching the hour glass drop to none
I really thought these times were done, but again, it’s only begun
promise after promise, passing out the broken hearts
bottle after bottle, watch me fall apart
I hope you’re more miserable than you’re pretending to be
I know I cared more than you did for me
quit your shit and just admit
the hole in my heart, you stole it’s best fit
my shattered heart, it’s all your fault
the outlook on love has just turned dark
my shattered heart, you tore it apart
I really hope you realize it’s all your fault
are you crying more tears then you had me believe?
or are you with him, forgetting me?
I hope you cant help but to scream my name,
and realize your eternity was a lie in shame
I hope you’re more miserable than you’re pretending to be
I know I cared more than you did for me
quit your shit and just admit
the hole in my heart, you stole it’s best fit
please, for me, tell me you’re wrong
and please, for me, hear this song
I hope you see what you’ve done to me
and how you’re completely lost without me
I hope you’re unhappy, I hope you see
you’re a real nothing without me
I hope you’re more miserable than you’re pretending to be
I know I cared more than you did for me
quit your shit and just admit
the hole in my heart, you stole it’s best fit
[takes two to play]
James & Joel
I’m just a sucker drowning in your fake kiss
you’ve played my strings so well
you know how to love me and hurt me
and I could never ask for more from you
Fill me up, my love, with your wine
then shatter my full glass at the wall
lead me on to believe that I have you
then break my heart again
you’ve got me tied into your game angel
I’m bleeding my heart out to you
I’m just no match for you at all
your lips are hard to resist,
and my heart is yours to break
I’ll be outside of your window tonight
to watch you give yourself to someone new
I’ll hear you when you tell me it was nothing
and I know you’ll be back tomorrow.
I’m just a sucker drowning in your fake kiss
you’ve played my strings so well
you know how to love me and hurt me
and I could never ask for more from you
call me sick, call me crazy
some day, I know you’ll get yours
I’m plotting out my revenge to you baby
I’ll slit your throat to set in your mind
then lick your every drip to show my love
you think you’re the one in control now?
open up your eyes and see
you’re not the only master mind
I’m just a sucker drowning in your fake kiss
you’ve played my strings so well
you know how to love me and hurt me
and I could never ask for more from you
[Waving white]
Ashton & Joel
Another usless day I live
I feel so dead inside
I lay in bed so cold and quiet
With disturbing thoughts in mind
I tried to live it through today
With my pills and fake smiles
But I cant seem to escape this
And I wont for quite a while
Cause I’m stuck in this state of mind
It’s like someone’s behind
Pushing me over the line
And this is my last good-bye
You’ve won the battle,
you’ve won the war
So just let me rot away
I’m fading
I locked myself up
Don’t you see me waving white?
You win and again I lose
I’ll be gone by midnight
What’s the point in beating
Someone when they’re dead?
Just sick of all the things
That’s rotting inside of my head
Cause I’m in a sick state of mind
It’s like someone’s standing behind
Pushing me over the line
And this is my last good-bye
You’ve won the battle
You’ve won the war
So just let me rot away
I’m fading
I’ll be gone by midnight
So let’s end this fight
And let me go
[Historic Murder]
Ashton & Joel
Murder of the mind this time
And unseen crime cause I’m so blind
I left it behind
Cause you could never find the time
To remain as mine as I fall out of line
Oh dear Cleo
I never knew
The real true you
Oh sweet Cleo
What I thought I knew
Wasn’t even you
Leave me for the next best guy
So let me lie and fake your cry
Let me die and you could try
Your pitty goodbye
But you’re the killer this time
Oh dear Cleo
I never knew
The real true you
Oh sweet Cleo
What I thought I knew
Wasn’t even you
Turn the tables if you want
Claim the innosence that you bought
But in the end of this battle we fought
You wont get what you want
Oh dear Cleo
I never knew
The real true you
Oh sweet Cleo
What I thought I knew
Wasn’t even you
[screw up of the year]
Ashton & Joel
She’s incredible – incredibly perfect
Perfect for him – leaving me alone
I always thought we’d be together
Until time runs out – but it ran short
So just take me home back to you
I miss you
Unspoken words
I had my chance
But I passed it up
Now it’s too late to say
That I’m in love
I think I’m losing it – I’m out of my mind
I need you to keep me sane and harmless
Without you I’m tearing
I’m tearing up the inside
and ripping down the walls
I’m so loveless without you
I miss you
Unspoken words
I had my chance
But I passed it up
Now it’s too late to say
That I’m in love
I’m driving myself crazy
Cause it was my fault
And now I don’t know what to do
To bring myself back to you
Unspoken words
I had my chance
But I passed it up
Now it’s too late to say
That I’m in love
With you
And I miss you
[Just fuck off]
Derek and Joel
Just another pawn in the master plan
To make everyone the same
There’s nothing wrong you said
But don’t ignore and don’t pretend
Cause I’m not a pair of blind eyes
Or deaf in the ears or numb to the touch
I know what’s going on around me
And I wont change to make you smile
I’m different and I always knew
I’m not you and it’s nothing new
I’m nothing like you
You wanted me below at first
But now you want me through
Well I’m nothing like you
What’s wrong with society today?
They claim equaility
But they wont accept me?
I’ll just hope another day
I may not be top student
Or in any committie
But I’m not a pair of blind eyes here
So stop trying to change me
I’m different and I always knew
I’m not you and it’s nothing new
I’m nothing like you
You wanted me below at first
But now you want me through
Well I’m nothing like you
[Emo Barbie Doll]
Derek and Joel
Your emo glasses and Raven black hair
Your frozen lips and your dead stare
You’re so low and cold
Sarcastic and psychotic,
You say it like it is and its all so automatic
You don’t know that I watch you
Every moment that you’re near
You know how hard it is
For me to not have you here
You stand center stage
Of a bursting black cloud
Your tears drill down your cheeks
As the rain comes falling down
And here you’ve got me waiting
Ever so anxiously
I’m sitting by the phone
I’ll wait for an eternity
Just to hear you say
That you’ll be here with me
I’ll sit by you until you fall
asleep in my arms
I’ll stand by you, night and day
For you I’ll hold strong
I’m willing to do anything
Just to make you mine
I just wanna keep you happy
Until the end of time
And here you’ve got me waiting
Ever so anxiously
I’m standing out side your window
I’ll wait here an eternity
I just need to here you say
That you’ll always be with me
Thinking about you every day
There’s nothing I won’t do for you
Thinking about you every night
Cause I’m in love with you
And here you’ve got me waiting
Ever so anxiously
I’m standing in the rain
I’ll wait for an eternity
I need to hear you say
That you’ll stand next to me
My emo Barbie
You’ve got me waiting
Ever so anxiously
I’m standing in the rain
I’ll wait for an eternity
I need to hear you say
That you’ll stand next to me
My emo Barbie
(My Emo Barbie)
I want you here with me
(My Emo Barbie)
I’ll love you eternally
My Emo Barbie
[Untitled] (Incomplete)
Ethan and Joel
these pictures in these albums
they’re no help and no excuse
seems like there’s no way around it
just live day by day and try to move
you burned a hole in me darling
and nothing nor no one can fill it
so I’ll just try to live day by day
and try to make a best fit
you seemed so right, we seemed so right
why didn’t we that light?
I guess that the seemed doesn’t seem so right
cause you and me aren’t together tonight
are you thinking about our times and missing it too?
I hope you miss me as much as I miss you
I wish things were different with you and I
but things are what they are, and I cant lie
wonder what it would be like if it worked out
wish I could change the ending of the script
but what can we do now? you’ve moved on out
so I’ll just try to make a best fit