.:Hi. I`m Beth the Beaver.:.

11/10/02 MAN! I`m SO sorry you guys! I haven`t updated in FOREVER!!!! Gosh! My life has been kinda weirded out last week...I was still cooping w/Heather`s death. I think I`m okay now, though. It was just so shocking and unexpected! Gosh. Okay, since then, I went to 68 degrees last weekend. I seriously think that is what I needed. It really helped to get my mind off of things. We saw some kids we knew from the Mission Trip and also met knew people that we chilled with. It was ALOT of fun! The band was great, too, and that made the Worship awesome! Sunday I went to Heather`s vistiation and man oh man did she look different. They put so much make-up on to cover her bruises. But she still looked as beatiful as she alwayz was. I went to youth immediatly after and they, too, helped get my mind off things. Monday, was Heather`s funeral and it was jam packed there. I think there was over 200 people there. Probably alot more. It was really sad, but awesome to see the community come together like that. Friday was the last football game, and we made it into the play-offs! (shoot...I dunno how we did that! We really suck!) But the game was SO MUCH FUN! I chilled with so many people and I still think that Thomas, your a perv! -lol- I spent the night @ Carrie`s house Friday and we stayed up watching The Panic Room and then Austin Powers:The Spy Who Shagged Me. Saturday I did alot of stuff, but it was kewl. Me and Carrie went to the Middle School to see Patrick (oh la la...go Carrie!) play his tennis match...but w/our GREAT luck, he left, right before we got there! So yea, um we chilled for a little bit', talkin to Justin, Alex, Andrew, that other little kid, and watching T.J. play some kid from another school. Then we got bored so we called Carrie`s dad (on MY cell phone! -lol-) and went to the mall and walked around for about an hour. Then we went back to Carrie`s house, ate and started to watch Summer Catch, but then Patrick called. (:P) We went BACK to the Middle School (wow! Twice on a Saturday! -lol-) and that was alot of fun! The play was REALLY good and HILARIOUS! (Michael was a GIRL! ha ha) Today I don`t plan on doing much...just doing that thingy for band @ the Legion Hall and then going to youth tonight...it is a Pajama Worship! Hee hee! TTYL! Keep holdin on guys...we`ll make it through the tough times! -♥- alwayz, Bethy Baby