NeW GriPEz AnD DiRT

if you have a problem with pissed off people i would leave right now you dumbass-

So HOW BOUT THEM F-ing POSERS EH?

Avril little f-ing La-vagina, you are the most horrible person in the entire world. Not only are you uncool, but you sure do smell funny. You say you're punk eh? Well for one you always talk about how you are really lazy and you're such a tom-boy and you never take time to get ready. Well if this were true you sure as hell wouldn't be punk. You'd be much more grunge. YOU GAVE UP WEARING DEODERANT BECAUSE IT GIVES YOU CANCER??/ huhhhuhu?????? maybe you just want everyone to love you because you smell but guess what asshole? YOU LOST MY VOTE!!!!!! seriously, it is sad to me when i open my door on my faveorite holiday (halloween) and see all the little preppy blonde chicks i hate from my school with skate boards and straightened hair. I grab my egg carton and shells start flying.

no i dont call myself punk personally, i am FAR from punk. If any kind of punk i would be westcoast skater punk cuz i wear hurley and listen to like blink 182. SO SHUT THE HELL UP MEG!

CHRISTMAS SUCKS SO MUCH HAIRY MILK THAT IT IS NOT EVEN FUNNY! my family hates me, i hate my family and i want therapy really badly so at least one stupid ass person would help me deal with all of these trivial issues clogging my brain waves. Yeah, OH I AM SO SORRY that IT IS INNCONVINENT FOR EVERY OTHER DAMN PERSON IN THE WORLD IF I AM SAD!!!!!! SO GET MAD AT ME FOR BEING SAD! MAKE ME CRY EVEN MORE WHY DONT YOU? I AM SORRY I AM SELF ABSORBED AND I AM IGNORING EVERYONE! YEAH I SUCK MAJOR ASS!!! thats me!! LITTLE OLD ASS SUCKER! i am the worst friend ever, the worst person ever, the worst conception of valuable brain space that is being wasted by my wonderous ever communicable thoughts! WHOOPS I WAS BORN! LETS JUST THROW AWAY ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS TO DO WITH ME!!! DENY ME OF MY RIGHTS TO BE HUMAN AND HAVE FEELINGS CUZ IT INNCONVIENENCES SO MANY OF YOU DAMN SELFISH PEOPLE!!! no one cares? why should they??! i mean, all i am is that little happy punk girl who sits in the front row of your civics class right? i will admit there are a few who do care... BUT KEEP IN MIND THIS PAGE IS NOT ABOUT YOU! (britt, dane, CC, pat etc...) This is about the bastards who think i am perfectly fine! I HAVE NO PROBLEM!!! I SHOW NO FUCKING SIGNS OF A PROBLEM!!!! WOW! THIS OBLIVIOUS STATEMENT MUST BE TRUE!! BECUZ IT WAS SPIT OUT OF MY STEP MOTHERS MOUTH! HMMMM.... OK seriously take this as a fucking clue! look at this page! I HAVE WRITTEN A BITCH LOAD OF SHIT ABOUT HOW I HATE LIFE!!!!!

TAKE A CLUE!!! CUZ OBVIOUSLY YOU NEED ONE!!!!!!!!!!

what IS THAT SPOt ON MY CELING!!!!!?????? IF NEONE CAN TELL ME I WILL BE ETERNALLY IN DEBT TO YOU! and if you can get it out of my room then i will give you a five and kiss you on the cheek.

alright, i am sitting on the couch watching larry king live with jesse ventura, and my mom and me and my stepdad some how get on the subject of teachers being allowed to abuse children in schools. i personally think it is really wrong and should never be legal ANYWHERE! seriously, and then my mom tells me that she thinks it should be put into effect everywhere and i am like "no way, that is really retarded" and shes all "why?" and i am like "for so many reasons! DUH! yeah you think i wanna be put in a school with all these psycho teachers, becuz we know that we get on the teachers nerves sometimes so badly that we know that they wanna hurt us, but then for the teachers to actually HIT US, that is wrong," i am thinking fuck i would hit back, if i was in a mood to piss off a teacher enough for them to hit me, then i would have to have been provoked by the teacher a lot in some way. but yeah if they hit me, i would hit back. i always hit back, no matter who it is. unless of course it is like a little kid, but if you like come up to me and hit me i will hit back. and then i am watching jesse our stupid governer who is focused more on being a celebrity than being an actual government figure. and he is talking about vegetables and he like mispronounces SPINNACH! how can you do that? (SPiN-aCH) wow, thats hard! stupid retard of a governor. i am sorry if you dont agree with my opinions but you can shove it up your ass! jesse ventura sucks and he has a butt hole chin that he probably hides all of our school budget money in.

SCHOOL SUCKS-yeahhoo kids! now i get to go back to school and be grounded for forever again! how FUN!!!!!!! you know what? i am so just gonna turn into a really bad kid if they ground me, i will go out and like vandalize everything just so they will send me to a psychiatrist so SOMEONE listens to me. i will egg trees and TP houses and fucking spray paint cars and crap! i will.... no i will never subject myself to drug use if that is what you are thinking, and if you were thinking that, you obviously dont know me at all so sHUT UP!!!!!!! i will like stay up all night and i will eat all the food in house including like the chicken in the freezer and the hamburger and i will get really fat and ugly so they have to look at me. and i will melt butter and put it in my soda, and i will dump their wine and EXPENSIVE alchohol down the drain... or give it to one of my druggie friends.... if they PAY ME! and i will torture them with my conversion from punk to really loud death metal music blasting from my attic, and i will pierce my bodyparts and dye my hair horribly, and i will dress like goth, and i will play my guitar and turn my amp up to full blast and i will play whats my age again for 4 hours and i will jump up and down on my floor right over their bedroom at like.......midnight, and i will sing in the shower (yes, it really is as tourturous as the rest), and i will +GASP+ EAT FOOD IN MY ROOM!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! NO EATING IN MY ROOM! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i will like get sleeping pills and like sleep all day snd not go to school. and i will spray horrid air freshner all over my house and i will .................... basically, this year will be fun,

things i STRONGLY DISLIKE (there you go bijan)-

pasty corn, having the hole in my sleeve be bigger than i want it to be, having practically arthritic hands, hail in the middle of the night, my stupid big room which takes an hour to vacuum, missing out on fun stuff, my whole family be incapacitated, diet jello, parties with the power out, wanting more that isn't in store, when ska goes pop, when punk goes pop, when actresses go pop, when the spice girls broke up (lol), SCHOOL, brain farts, when my brother farts,

my brother, not having a good summer, when i stab myself with my bracelets, when my song skips, when my CDs get crappy,swiffer sweepers (its not as fun as it looks), being in debt, not being able to go newhere even when i'm NOT grounded, my stupid yippy dog... i will kill her, 4 hour drives up to my cabin and then i cant even drive when we get up there cuz cambodia leaves the truck at home, when aj's dumb friend breaks my bike, yucky whores, ABERCROMBIE!!!!!!, preps, being sick in the middle of the summer, having millencolin and mest NOT be at warped, wanting a friggin guy, not having a guy, feeling like i want a guy, drugs SUCK!, people who dont know crap about crap.. its so crappy, hoyle board games, sum 41 who turned popish, mountain dew with gold tops, my hair, me gaining 10 pounds and only losing 5 so far this summer, weighing more than everyone although 'i dont look like it'...?, when ry and shemesh kiss in front of me cuz i get jealous cuz i wanna kiss a dude and then harry potter wants me or somthing but whatever like that would ever happen i am not that desperate, this dam jimmy eat world song +(even though i love them and Jim sings really good) the song is not that good, people who smell, people who suck, when i feel sucky, when i suck at guitar, people who are still sensitive about 9/11 even if they didn't die, we didn't die in 9/11 and it is probably very likely no one we knew died so SHUT UP ALREADY!!!!! im giving up and i dont give a FK!

breaking my guitar,LIFE IN GENERAL (hey), feeling sad, crying, my parents gounding me for more than a whole year, when my parents don't let me go to concerts cuz my grades are "bad.", kleenexes without lotion, my parents not taking me to get a hair cut when i want one, when my dad won't drive 2 MILES so i can get a new tuning nut screw for my guitar, being a girl, being ugly, being stupid, being lameo, using lameo words like lameo, liking people and them not liking me back, SCHOOL again, pervey guys who think i need to look more slutty in order for them to like me, people hating me cuz i am different, coca cola, root beer, PIZZA ish, suspenders, rhinestones, stupid expensive shoes, being broke, being irresponsible, Cds that cost more than 13$, SAM GOODY (ah they have all my cds but they cost like 17$ a pop), not getting a mountain dew when i need one, not being able to belch primos anymore, my hair, my fingernails, my little ears, socks, when i hold the door for people and they don't say "thnx", not being able to drive, making my bed (who cares i will mess it up anyways), when my parents have a party and tell me to clean my room and i am like 'why no one will see it', and they say 'yes they will,' and then me picturing a old fogey couple making out in my room (YUCK), cleaning my room, MY GRADES, having to walk 10 miles home from the community center cuz stacy's mom is a jark ars, having to buy a new derailer for my bike when i am broke and have no money, when they run out of graham cracker stuff at DQ so i can't have a S'more Galore, not having spell check online, DRUGS CUZ THEY MESS EVERYONE UP AND I HOPE THEY DIE!!!!!!!!!! wimpy poopy pink dressed girls who think they have so- many problems but they have NO idea, people who are pissed at me cuz i am pissed at them, Being a girl again, the WEIRD LOOKING SPOT ON MY CELING!!

-bad grades, britney spears, and whores in general, people who make me feel like i am dirt, church, pizza, my stupid computer monitor, clothes that don't fit me anymore, my stupid brain, my website cuz it sucks, damn self centered people who don't ever care how you feel EVER, my dad, my cable box being fried, not having floor seats for pop disaster, t*m C. f-er, PREPS, school (if it wasn't for school i would probably have no gripes at all), people who copy my homework and don't even say thnx, when people melt my brain, being grounded, pop music, R&B music, when i run out of hot water in the shower, when someone flushes the toilet when i'm in the shower, when i get shampoo in my eye, my cold basement, my hot room, cleaning under my bed, headaches, cleaning my room, snow, winter, ice, rain, clouds, WEATHER, bitchy preppy slutty people, when i don't know exactly is going on and where i'm going, when my mom won't let me go online, when my dad won't even get the internet, when my brother shits in the bathroom and makes the whole house smell, eating at old country buffet cuz it is my brother's FAVORITE, when i spell things wrong, when i know i haven't finished my homework and i will get in trouble for it, life in general, when i scratch my CDs, when my CDs get EATEN by my dog, when my CD player is broken, when i can't buy a certain CD cuz i have no money, being broke, boys being mean to everyone (not all guys), football, basket ball, PREPS again, when my damn pictures don't show up online, when my website gets shut down, when i want to go somewhere and people are too lazy to drive me, lazy people, when people won't stop laughing, when peoples parents piss me off, when my parents piss me off, when i have to have gross stuff for dinner, when my dad is being a bung, TRL, accidentally burning myself, when my stupid neighbbor friend breaks into my house to steal a pack of cigarettes and then lies about it to me, my tv getting taken away, getting teeth drilled, the dentist, the doctor, having cold fingers, feeling like i've been used,

i know i have more but it is depressing me, go back