Life is kewl!!! It rawks!!!
Mood:  silly
Now Playing: I'm still in love with you- - - Sean Paul
Topic: life cant be any better!
For the last couple of days, I've been grounded and was banned from using the computer. Now, people would think that I'd sneak to the computer and use it. But surprisingly, I didnt even go near it... I kept my promise never to go near it and it all payed off today. Well, 1st of all, my mom let me use the comuter again... and there are so many more reasons why... just continue reading...

But before I go to why I feel so freakishly happy....I'll tell you a summary of what happened yesterday...

Yesterday, my best friend told me that people (including my crush!)were complaining that I changed so I felt bad... I thought that I would get his attention by being "bad", since boyz say they like bad gurlz.... but i guess my crush is an exeption... But since people were complaining that I changed too much, I decided to change back to my normal self.

Today, I was still bad trip and thought about giving up with rhannie (my crush). But when I went to the bus, everything changed. The whole world turned upside-down when I had my trip home. And I could not be any happier today!

Well, Rhannie(my crush!!) noticed that I changed back to my old self and he was finally smiling back at me and talking to me again. He was singing "Simpleng Tao" with me on the way home, and we talked about lots of stuff the whole way.

When we were half way home, he asked me out!!! I wanted to scream, jump, dance, sing and hug each person that crossed my path. But I also wanted to cry and tell him that I still love him and I want him back... But, obviously, I wouldnt do that. I acted normal and asked him why he wanted me to "hang-out" with him on saturday or "hang around in the mall" on sunday. He just said "wala lang".

---My best friend, En, once told me that her boyfriend said that if one says "wala lang" one is subconsciously saying "I miss you".---

So, I held all my happiness inside and I just said "um...okay then...maybe i could go".

After that, My whole life brightened up and I loved everyone! We kept talking to wach other on the way home, and even if he doesn't love me anymore, God gave me this opportunity, and taught me to hold on and never give up!

Anyway, ya'll know that I'm really happy, so there's really nothing more to say!

just remember to "always look on the bright side of life!"