**8-1-03**
ok my second entry is going to be less exiting then the first. i was going to hang wiht stphinie and mabie billy today and go play tenis and curse at each toher since i got my period and cant go in hte pool, but it rain so i stayed inside. i was watching this show called lizzie mcguore or somthing mostly bacause she looks like exactly like kelly and i found that to be very curious (very curious indeed)i havent seen her since i got back from florida, plus i missed her b-day n didnt get her a gift (i dont think shell mind cause it would of been from a quarter mechine anyway) but ill scratch up somthing. im gunna go my dad just came over so im gunna hang wiht him, hes my guitar teacher so mabbie we'll jam or somthing...im out love ya bitches
Mood: drained of emotion
Well im so very board, and so very pissed that i missed tom green, god damn! well im gunna sit here and bore wiht my nonsence if u wanna read it since i bothereedx to dit here a write it. i dont know why buf for a while iv been very anit fun and just wanna sleep late and drink snapple. i havent seen half of anyone since i got back from florida. i kinda left my dignity there after bersting into tears in the middle of MGM because of a fght wiht my moms dumass bf! another strange felling i hvae is rollorcoaster withdrawl ever since going on hte hulk (BEST RIDE EVR) it was such a rush u forget about everthing else but the ride and none of my petie teenage girl prpblems and concerns mattered. but i kind of want to not think about florida anymore or anyrthing concerning ralf (moms bf).......i found this little black notebook under my bed, i think my dad bought it for me from hotopic it has like (du laugh because im differnt i laugh because ur all the same on it.....its all beat up n shit to. but inside i had thes funny stick drawings of people i hated and it made me laugh for a while (theres one of my sis that almost made me piss my self...even though i drew it) be there are also some of these songs that i wrote a while ago....a few are really good im gunna have to put some music to it or something but it has a stupit meaning its about a fight i had wiht like my favorite close friends that almost ened of friendship ( i had a bad day n kinda let it out on them) Everyone almways come to me wiht there maeningless problems i dont wanna point fingers but its mostly MEGAHN mor then anyone else! shes really dependent, she always comes to me when things go wrong in her life becasue of her shitheaded antics. i dont find it air that when she has a problem she can expexct me to make it better, but who do i havae to go to wiht MY problems if im busey wiht everyone elses (this is for megahn to worry about mostly cause really shes the only one wihtout the brainpower to fix her own problems. but for anyone who is still reading this i would liek to clear up one rumer about me that i found extreamly stupit and untrue....kacie once asked me why me n megahn hated her and montana. i dont know about megahn but in my case this is a ridicules thing to say i adore kacie! and even though i have very recently ben aquanted to montana she is so sweet and i would like anyone who beleaved this rumer to foerget it and go to hell! (i wannted to clear that up even though its summer) well im gunna go and eat uhh ohh oreos until i fall asleep peace
Mood: half asleep
**7-31-03**
YAY MY FIRST ENTRY! OK....so all i did today was go out to buy doughtnuts....god i need a life, i hvaent seen like anyone since i got back from vacation on tuesday and lets just say that i will never ever EVER go on a vacation wiht my moms b/f. But im gunna go 2 sleep or atlest watch tom green or play guitar till i get tiard. im gunna put a new entry thing up when somthing worthy of its greatness happens.
Mood:Boareded to hell
