That day, we went out together. We went to Bugis. Have our very first movie. "The Haunted Mension" I really enjoy that show very much. The way he hold me tight with his hands and the way he hug me.

We might seem to be laughing all about. But deep down, nobody know what the hell really happen in this relationship. At first, this relationship was perfect. But after sometimes, the relationship start to have cracks in between. I hate it, yet I still do nothing to it. I've never did anything about this relationship. Everytime we quarrel or argue with each other, he's always the one making peace out. Yet I still push him to face the wall till he feel very sorry about it. Even if it's my fault, he still insist saying that it was his fault.

About clubbing, I should have trust him more instead. Let him go to enjoy. Since I trust him. But I didn't. In fact I take it and keep arguing with him.. What's next? About meeting his friends up. I should have joined them. But why I don't want? Have he every though about his? He didn't. He don't even asked.

After my parents know about him, they became more and more strict. I don't know why. Maybe they just feel that it isn't the right time for relationship. Which I now then agree. I have to work at their place once in 2 weeks. That happen to meet him once in 2 weeks. Which means 14days only can see him for 1 day. Sad right? And I really want to put the whole day on him. Yet he didn't. He asked me to join his friends. How to? The truth was actually that, that day, his friends birthday. I only can meet him around evening time. And I have to get myself at home before mid-night. What to do? Have such a stict parents. He didn't even asked. He keep pushing me to the wall. Till I have nothing to say but to end it. Now? He didn't even respect me. Things really change as time go by. We getting lesser and lesser to talk over the phone. I get easily tired. [I don't know why] When night time come, my eyes are very heavy. Without waiting for his call, I went to bed. Last time can feel the vibration, but I guess I'm very tired that make me can't feel the vibration.. Like that he also not happy with it. Cause I sleep too much? But did he know about my part? I hate being attach because have to stay up till midnight to talk over the phone. And the very next morning will be very tired. If this continue for a very long time, who will fall ill first? After all I'm going to be the one suffer.

If he really care about it, he should have called me that late. And if he care, he shouldn't have went home that late. But he told me was to relax himself. How can I believe it? One day didn't went out with his classmate can die? I'm sorry for being so rude, but that's the truth.

Last time, when calls came in, I always stand beside him hearing the conversation. But this time round, he walked away. And SMS too. Usually he will show me, but no more. I guess there's really a crack in this relationship. Last time, whatever he do, he will "report" to me by SMS me. But this time, the number of SMS I receive per day is 1/2 of what he used to send. If I didn't SMS him, he won't even SMS me.

There was once, he met me after my school. We went to EastLink to have our dinner. After that he sent me home. Wehn I reach home, I realise that my parents won't be home that early. So I SMSed him to asked him to wait for me at void deck. I quickly took a shower and rushed down to meet him. He taught me Maths. He taught me until he nearly vomit blood. And it's so hot that he keep complaining. I still remember clearly that I clip us his hair. He keep saying that it's more cool. He left my place around 11plus. And I head home happy smiling.

The last time we went out together as a couple was on 23rd April 2004. We went to Novena. And had our interviews. He bought the friendship band for me to put on my leg. But I didn't put it. We went to Orchard after that and bought our key chain.[Right now I'm using it] And he also bought himself a T-shirt.

And the very next day, that was one month ago, we ended our relationship.