sun. october 6, 2002

How do you deal with it when someone very close to you and who you care so much about tells you they want to kill themselves. Then when you ask why they say that it is because of you. I don't know about you all but I just can't. I positively cannot deal with stuff like that. I was a total wreck last year when my best friend told me she was pregnant. My parents tell me I need new friends. Friends without so many problems. What would "people with problems" do if all parents were like that? Would they just go through life having no one to even talk to? I bet. I refuse to listen to my parents. I am going to be grounded for like ever. Oh well, I guess that will give me more spare time to work on my site then, huh? Why? Midquarters come out tomorrow. That is really bad. Really really bad. I'm telling you. I am like failing most of my classes. My parents aren't used to this. They are used to my straight A's I have always gotten. Oh well, they will have to get used to the new me eventually, right?
insomniaC typed @ 9:41pm

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