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Monday, September 23rd, 2002

11:47am My life fucking sucks. People tell me I should get out more so when I do try to it seems to fuck up my life even more. I mean Jerome was ready to fucking seduce me last nite until he found out I was a fucking virgin. But it's not like I was gonna let him seduce me anyways. Mr. Hazlett is a fucking dick. I should just fucking drop out of school. I wanted to hang out with David today but he was sleeping and his Mom said he wasn't gonna wake up til 4. And I have to go to sleep at like 6 or 7 for work.

Thursday, September 19th, 2002

8:55am I am a freakin' moron! I don't know why the tiniest things send me into an emotional turmoil. I keep having a lot of mood swings where I'm in a great mood one moment and fuckin' depressed the next minute. Hanging out with David was really fun. But now that it's the day after it feels weird. Like me and David are two totally different types of people, but I mean I don't have a problem with that. We get along great and stuff and I respect what he's into and vice versa. But I'm gonna have to say I'm only getting the friend vibe with him. And also, in public, we look like two people that totally wouldn't be hanging out together. Like when we went to my old place of work to see a movie, people were probably thinking "What the hell is she doing with that guy?!" What am I doing hanging out with a 29 year old guy? I really don't know, but I've always stuck with the "age doesn't matter" thing. But I dunno, I guess I'm just weirded out that we've taken our friendship outside of work instead of just at work. And Fred's flirtatious ways just don't have the same charm as they originally did, they are getting old and it's hard to play it up with him when I totally don't see him in that way. As for Matt, he's having a get together on Friday. I guess I'll go to see what it's like hanging out with everybody from work and because I have been asking about it and stuff, I feel obligated to go. Or actually, if they never call me, I don't have to go. Because Matt and Fred and David are the ones basically getting this thing together so they should call me. And Matt gave me a ride home from work today so I guess I should be excited about that little tid bit, but I'm actually not. I'm neutral. I still am looking forward to hanging out with Jerome, but am not really looking for anything but just friends hanging out together. Well actually I don't even know Jerome that well to begin with so I guess we'll be getting to know each other. I'm even considering calling up Sonia and Max sometime...

Wednesday, September 18th, 2002

9:06am Omg! I feel like a little 'playa' or sumthin. I've given my number to all the guys at work and I constantly flirt with them and of course they flirt back. When I first started working GM I was shy and just nice, but now I'm all flirty like the guys too. ;-) David is gonna call me today at noon and we're gonna hang out. I've reserved Saturday for Jerome. Matt is going to call me sometime... We talked about hanging out on Friday. I started being way more flirty with David today, especially since Fred told me that he has a crush on me. Cause he's a sweet guy and I would give him a chance. I dunno what is up with my feelings toward Fred. Like he's the only guy that I just can't see myself with, so it wouldn't be fair to give him a chance just to be nice if I didn't feel that way whatsoever. It wouldn't be fair to me or him. But I also feel bad that I'd give a few of the other guys chances and not Fred. I was totally flirting with Matt on lunch break right in front of Dena, and when she saw us exchange numbers she was like "Bad Jenn! Go sit outside for a time out right now!" or something along the lines of that. Basically I saw Matt had his cell phone out so we were both looking at each other's cell phones and comparing so I asked him what his number was and programmed it into my phone. And I was looking at his phone and I was like "I'm in here, right?" and he was like "Not yet," so I gave him my number and he programmed me in.   And for half of lunch break I sat talking with Matt and David. Omg! The sexual jokes! Heehee! And it's so cute how I would say "Hi David..." like all seductively so he'd put on a goofy shy face. Heehee. Man, do I have to pick just one guy??? :-(

Tuesday, September 10th, 2002

3:48pm OMG! NEVER ever again will I babysit in my entire life!!! Babysitting Dena's kids was pure hell and I don't know what the hell I did to deserve that!!! I don't even need to go into detail, I'm just gonna say that it was hell, and Dena got back 1 1/2 hours later than she said she'd be and I got 3 hours of sleep before having to go to work! And I did nothing but price changes my entire shift and it was hard matching up all the tags and having to look at all the UPCs and shit when I'm fucking tired! I was delirious!!! I gave Matt my number though. ;-) And I didn't even have to bring it up! He was like "Hey! You never gave me your number!" so I gave it to him and the manager, Mike, was like "You want my number?" and he flipped Matt off. Heehee. I don't think he likes how all the guys flirt with me at all! Oh yeah and I was walking past Victor and untied his apron since the strings were just dangling there waiting to be untied. >;-> And he's like "I'll get you back!" and I'm like "Sure!" and he's like "Girl, you don't even wanna dare me!" and I was like "Bring it on!" and he's like "Alright then!" but he never did get me back! Heehee! What a shame... I would've let him... >;-> I tie my apron in the front! >;-> And another surprising thing! This guy, Jerome, who is one of the vendors that comes in, gave me his number!!! I mean I know he always says hi to me and stuff, but omigod! It's so obvious he likes me too! Now I got Fred, Matt, and Jerome's attention! In a way I like the attention, it definitely is a confidence booster, but I also fear relationships. :-/ Anyways, I think I'm definitely gonna drop my Japanese class to make things easier on me between school and work and because it's way too fucking easy especially being that it's like a little over 2 hours! I'll just take the next level next semester...

Monday, September 9th, 2002

9:01am Well I only worked for 2 1/2 hours today but omigod!!! EEEE!!! (screech of ecstatic-ness) :-D!!! The boys were mega flirting with me as usual. Well Fred and Matt for the most part, and a little bit from Jose. I get attention from all the boys. ;-) I was shy at first but now I kinda like it and I play along. ;-) I so have a crush on Matt!!! And he finally flirted with me again today!!! :-D!!! So even though it just wasn't really my day at work, the boys made it fun. Like I was doing go-backs, and someone had put a bloated juice in the cart I was going through, and I failed to notice it was bloated. And while sorting through the cart, the bottle fell and opened up and sprayed me!!! So I was all wet and sticky and smelled like juice. And I was whining about it to the guys. I was saying things like "Man! I'm sticky and wet!" And Matt was like "I'm sorry, Jenn" and he and the boys had a good laugh over that. But hey, I enjoyed it too. >;-) Matt was talking about trying to get my number and address and stuff and I'm not sure if he was just joking or not, but I was ready to give him my number and stuff. I even wrote it down and was gonna give it to him, but I chickened out, and I also didn't get a chance to give it to him completely alone. I didn't want anybody to see me give it to him, especially Fred. Oh yeah, and I was sorting through the go-back carts and since I'm short I was leaning over to reach stuff and Matt was coming by and was like "Hey, you better be careful!" and I was like "What do you mean by that, Matt?" of course knowing exactly what he meant. >;-) And he's like "You know what I mean!" Heehee! >:-) I'm just not used to getting this kinda attention from guys at all! So I'm gonna enjoy it! >:-> Oh yeah, and then Victor was joking with Fred saying that me and him broke up and he can't believe I was like that and stuff. And Fred was like "So then you don't mind if I date her right?" And Victor went on to say stuff like I stopped returning his calls etc. And I was like "No no no, it wasn't like that. You just didn't tell me you were married!" And Fred's like "Oooooh!" Heehee! ;-) Well I cut class today. Even though the whole point of getting off early was so I could go to class. But I've got homework and Dena pressured me into babysitting her kids. Which I haven't babysat since I was 13 or 14. So I'm a little nervous. And I'm just too nice a person to say no, cause I know she's in a bind today and needs someone. And it's only for like 3 hours. But I can't baby sit all the time. If I'm free then I will, but like in the middle of the week I've got nothing but school and work so there's no way. Well guess I'd better work on my homework so I can get it done before I baby sit. God...

Friday, September 6th, 2002

4:27pm Well it's been quite a week. I am sooo tired today. I guess everything from the week is weighing down on me now. But since it's the weekend and I only have work and no school I'll be able to get some extra sleep. I so have a little crush on Matt! But it's like now he won't flirt with me! And I'm so stupid. He asked if I would ever date someone as old as him (25 or 26) and I didn't answer. Because the answer is that I would, but I wasn't interested in him at the time so I didn't want to say. Fred flirts with me shamelessly as usual. David has fun annoying the hell out of me. But in an amusing funny way. My credit card bill was sooo low! I was shocked! I guess because I've been making gradual payments I don't owe anything for this bill, so I just paid $10 just in case. So I have like $200 personal spending money!!! Woo hoo! I'm going shopping this weekend! :-D!!! And I need to call Nicolette and make some plans, because she's leaving for the army in like 2-3 weeks!!! I've got a lot of homework this weekend too. :-p Well guess that's all for now.

Sunday, September 1st, 2002

9:27pm Wow, I think me and Amanda just narrowly escaped getting in a fight with each other. Jeremy told her that I told him about that half naked picture of Brad. Which I didn't intentionally tell him, but it just came out when me and him were talking about how Amanda's changed and stuff. So Amanda was like "Thanks for telling him" and I just put *shrugs* and she's like "Well a shrug sure says a lot." But then when she asked if it was intentional and I said no it steered away from the direction of fighting that it seemed to be heading in. Ok---nevermind---we got to talking about Jeremy and his problems with Amanda and Mandy cause he disapproves of Brad and I guess he implied that I agree with him and stuff. But I think I should get some credit! I have not ever said a word or complained or got on their case about it! I tried to just be a friend and listen even if I was sick of hearing about him! And if I didn't want to talk to Mandy or Amanda that was relatively easy considering they don't IM me much anyways. And I'm not like Jeremy where I have a million reasons why I hate this guy. I don't really know much about him. I just believe Mandy and Amanda have changed and that I'm just not close friends with them anymore, since apparently they have a new close friend. And maybe it's upsetting that Amanda is gonna meet this guy Brad that she's only know like what, a month or two, when me and her and Mandy haven't even met in person. I mean, no matter how close I felt to someone that I met on the net and knew only about one or two months, I would not just run off to meet them right off the bat. Suckiness... There life goes fucking with me again. I have this wonderful week and now I get shit as I usually do...

2:40pm
It's sooo fucking hot today!!! I gave up on doing anything because it's just too fucking hot!!! I finally got some things accomplished on this page though, so that's good. There's a profile about me so people that actually read this can better understand me. Speaking of better understanding me, I may sound like the most pissed off person in the world, but I'm not like that in person. This page is a place for me to vent my frustrations that I keep held inside all the time. I finally sat down and wrote down a list of the most annoying things as a courtesy clerk and also got a links page up.

Saturday, August 31st, 2002

9:00pm
Test time! Wee!

Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.
Well I think that totally covers the truth except for the dysfunctional family part. I have a dysfunctional bitchy sister if that counts. Shit that pic of the girl even sorta looks like me! Scary...

108:27pm I knew my wonderful week was too fucking good to be true! I was fucking scheduled during the day today and I couldn't get anyone to fucking take it! And it was fucking shitty of course! Fucking Derek came in late, and I'm surprised Blake actually showed up, more or less, is still even employed. And fucking Lorea! That bitch! Yesterday she has the nerve to fucking tell me I should get a fucking car!!! I'm gonna kill the next person that fucking tells me that! And today she's asking about raises and stuff and I'm like "How long have you been working and already asking about a raise?! Yeah right!" and she fucking gives me attitude! And like I told Amanda, Lorea was lucky that I was delirious last nite from lack of sleep so I didn't jump down her throat about the car thing, but I told Amanda the next time Lorea was a fucking bitch I would! And so I did! And my Mom has the fucking nerve to tell me not to jump down her throat just because of people pissing me off at work!!! Fucking bitch!!! She's lucky I didn't go off on her too bad! And I'm scheduled during the day on fucking Monday cause I get paid less working days then nites so of course they won't schedule me Labor Day at nite cause I'd be getting like twenty something an hour! So that's fine, but I don't ever want to work days again!!!
Current Mood: ready to kill someone

Friday, August 30th, 2002
108:20am Woo hoo! I got off 1/2 an hour early today! :-D So I can chill just a bit before dragging my ass to school. God, it's ONLY the 2nd week of school at Southwestern! I'm gonna die before the semester is over! I'm not a classroom oriented person and I so want to drop out!!! Maybe next semester I can cut down my classroom time by taking some classes online. Or I'll try to just get 1 hour classes. I'm skipping lab again for my computer class. It's such a waste of time for me. And god, my business communications class...too much frickin work!!! We haven't gotten started on the group project, we've only been discussing it. But it's gonna be a lot of work. :-p Nite crew is great as usual. The guys, especially Fred, are getting a little carried away with the flirting. It's starting to get uncomfortable...   English seems like it has potential for being a good class. Japanese is not looking good...:-p I know all the stuff already and the guy next to me, Carl, is always talking and talking and talking to me so I can't concentrate on the lecture 100%. Even if I know the stuff already, it's good review. But god, the class is fucking long!!! 2 hours and 15 minutes!!! Hmm...guess that's all for now.

Tuesday, August 27th, 2002
109:00am I just got off work 1/2 an hour ago and I'm about ready to take a nap before starting school at Grossmont College today. I'm really psyched. :-) Hopefully the English class won't be too boring. I'm only taking it cause it's a prerequisite for fiction writing. And I will once again be studying Japanese. Finally a chance to speak it again! I like nite crew. I saw John when I came in. I figured I would. It's too bad I won't see him for longer than 10-15 minutes since when I am coming into work he is getting off. Fred was being flirtatious again today, but today it just seemed a bit uncomfortable. :-/ I didn't really get to say hi to Victor cause I was really busy. Maybe I'll see him tomorrow then.

Monday, September 23rd, 2002
11:47am	My life fucking sucks. People tell me I should get out more so when I do try to it seems to fuck up my life even more. I mean Jerome was ready to fucking seduce me last nite until he found out I was a fucking virgin. But it's not like I was gonna let him seduce me anyways. Mr. Hazlett is a fucking dick. I should just fucking drop out of school. I wanted to hang out with David today but he was sleeping and his Mom said he wasn't gonna wake up til 4. And I have to go to sleep at like 6 or 7 for work.
Thursday, September 19th, 2002
8:55am	I am a freakin' moron! I don't know why the tiniest things send me into an emotional turmoil. I keep having a lot of mood swings where I'm in a great mood one moment and fuckin' depressed the next minute. Hanging out with David was really fun. But now that it's the day after it feels weird. Like me and David are two totally different types of people, but I mean I don't have a problem with that. We get along great and stuff and I respect what he's into and vice versa. But I'm gonna have to say I'm only getting the friend vibe with him. And also, in public, we look like two people that totally wouldn't be hanging out together. Like when we went to my old place of work to see a movie, people were probably thinking "What the hell is she doing with that guy?!" What am I doing hanging out with a 29 year old guy? I really don't know, but I've always stuck with the "age doesn't matter" thing. But I dunno, I guess I'm just weirded out that we've taken our friendship outside of work instead of just at work. And Fred's flirtatious ways just don't have the same charm as they originally did, they are getting old and it's hard to play it up with him when I totally don't see him in that way. As for Matt, he's having a get together on Friday. I guess I'll go to see what it's like hanging out with everybody from work and because I have been asking about it and stuff, I feel obligated to go. Or actually, if they never call me, I don't have to go. Because Matt and Fred and David are the ones basically getting this thing together so they should call me. And Matt gave me a ride home from work today so I guess I should be excited about that little tid bit, but I'm actually not. I'm neutral. I still am looking forward to hanging out with Jerome, but am not really looking for anything but just friends hanging out together. Well actually I don't even know Jerome that well to begin with so I guess we'll be getting to know each other. I'm even considering calling up Sonia and Max sometime...
Wednesday, September 18th, 2002
9:06am	Omg! I feel like a little 'playa' or sumthin. I've given my number to all the guys at work and I constantly flirt with them and of course they flirt back. When I first started working GM I was shy and just nice, but now I'm all flirty like the guys too. ;-) David is gonna call me today at noon and we're gonna hang out. I've reserved Saturday for Jerome. Matt is going to call me sometime... We talked about hanging out on Friday. I started being way more flirty with David today, especially since Fred told me that he has a crush on me. Cause he's a sweet guy and I would give him a chance. I dunno what is up with my feelings toward Fred. Like he's the only guy that I just can't see myself with, so it wouldn't be fair to give him a chance just to be nice if I didn't feel that way whatsoever. It wouldn't be fair to me or him. But I also feel bad that I'd give a few of the other guys chances and not Fred. I was totally flirting with Matt on lunch break right in front of Dena, and when she saw us exchange numbers she was like "Bad Jenn! Go sit outside for a time out right now!" or something along the lines of that. Basically I saw Matt had his cell phone out so we were both looking at each other's cell phones and comparing so I asked him what his number was and programmed it into my phone. And I was looking at his phone and I was like "I'm in here, right?" and he was like "Not yet," so I gave him my number and he programmed me in. And for half of lunch break I sat talking with Matt and David. Omg! The sexual jokes! Heehee! And it's so cute how I would say "Hi David..." like all seductively so he'd put on a goofy shy face. Heehee. Man, do I have to pick just one guy??? :-(
Tuesday, September 10th, 2002
3:48pm	OMG! NEVER ever again will I babysit in my entire life!!! Babysitting Dena's kids was pure hell and I don't know what the hell I did to deserve that!!! I don't even need to go into detail, I'm just gonna say that it was hell, and Dena got back 1 1/2 hours later than she said she'd be and I got 3 hours of sleep before having to go to work! And I did nothing but price changes my entire shift and it was hard matching up all the tags and having to look at all the UPCs and shit when I'm fucking tired! I was delirious!!! I gave Matt my number though. ;-) And I didn't even have to bring it up! He was like "Hey! You never gave me your number!" so I gave it to him and the manager, Mike, was like "You want my number?" and he flipped Matt off. Heehee. I don't think he likes how all the guys flirt with me at all! Oh yeah and I was walking past Victor and untied his apron since the strings were just dangling there waiting to be untied. >;-> And he's like "I'll get you back!" and I'm like "Sure!" and he's like "Girl, you don't even wanna dare me!" and I was like "Bring it on!" and he's like "Alright then!" but he never did get me back! Heehee! What a shame... I would've let him... >;-> I tie my apron in the front! >;-> And another surprising thing! This guy, Jerome, who is one of the vendors that comes in, gave me his number!!! I mean I know he always says hi to me and stuff, but omigod! It's so obvious he likes me too! Now I got Fred, Matt, and Jerome's attention! In a way I like the attention, it definitely is a confidence booster, but I also fear relationships. :-/ Anyways, I think I'm definitely gonna drop my Japanese class to make things easier on me between school and work and because it's way too fucking easy especially being that it's like a little over 2 hours! I'll just take the next level next semester...
Monday, September 9th, 2002
9:01am	Well I only worked for 2 1/2 hours today but omigod!!! EEEE!!! (screech of ecstatic-ness) :-D!!! The boys were mega flirting with me as usual. Well Fred and Matt for the most part, and a little bit from Jose. I get attention from all the boys. ;-) I was shy at first but now I kinda like it and I play along. ;-) I so have a crush on Matt!!! And he finally flirted with me again today!!! :-D!!! So even though it just wasn't really my day at work, the boys made it fun. Like I was doing go-backs, and someone had put a bloated juice in the cart I was going through, and I failed to notice it was bloated. And while sorting through the cart, the bottle fell and opened up and sprayed me!!! So I was all wet and sticky and smelled like juice. And I was whining about it to the guys. I was saying things like "Man! I'm sticky and wet!" And Matt was like "I'm sorry, Jenn" and he and the boys had a good laugh over that. But hey, I enjoyed it too. >;-) Matt was talking about trying to get my number and address and stuff and I'm not sure if he was just joking or not, but I was ready to give him my number and stuff. I even wrote it down and was gonna give it to him, but I chickened out, and I also didn't get a chance to give it to him completely alone. I didn't want anybody to see me give it to him, especially Fred. Oh yeah, and I was sorting through the go-back carts and since I'm short I was leaning over to reach stuff and Matt was coming by and was like "Hey, you better be careful!" and I was like "What do you mean by that, Matt?" of course knowing exactly what he meant. >;-) And he's like "You know what I mean!" Heehee! >:-) I'm just not used to getting this kinda attention from guys at all! So I'm gonna enjoy it! >:-> Oh yeah, and then Victor was joking with Fred saying that me and him broke up and he can't believe I was like that and stuff. And Fred was like "So then you don't mind if I date her right?" And Victor went on to say stuff like I stopped returning his calls etc. And I was like "No no no, it wasn't like that. You just didn't tell me you were married!" And Fred's like "Oooooh!" Heehee! ;-) Well I cut class today. Even though the whole point of getting off early was so I could go to class. But I've got homework and Dena pressured me into babysitting her kids. Which I haven't babysat since I was 13 or 14. So I'm a little nervous. And I'm just too nice a person to say no, cause I know she's in a bind today and needs someone. And it's only for like 3 hours. But I can't baby sit all the time. If I'm free then I will, but like in the middle of the week I've got nothing but school and work so there's no way. Well guess I'd better work on my homework so I can get it done before I baby sit. God...
Friday, September 6th, 2002
4:27pm	Well it's been quite a week. I am sooo tired today. I guess everything from the week is weighing down on me now. But since it's the weekend and I only have work and no school I'll be able to get some extra sleep. I so have a little crush on Matt! But it's like now he won't flirt with me! And I'm so stupid. He asked if I would ever date someone as old as him (25 or 26) and I didn't answer. Because the answer is that I would, but I wasn't interested in him at the time so I didn't want to say. Fred flirts with me shamelessly as usual. David has fun annoying the hell out of me. But in an amusing funny way. My credit card bill was sooo low! I was shocked! I guess because I've been making gradual payments I don't owe anything for this bill, so I just paid $10 just in case. So I have like $200 personal spending money!!! Woo hoo! I'm going shopping this weekend! :-D!!! And I need to call Nicolette and make some plans, because she's leaving for the army in like 2-3 weeks!!! I've got a lot of homework this weekend too. :-p Well guess that's all for now.
Sunday, September 1st, 2002
9:27pm	Wow, I think me and Amanda just narrowly escaped getting in a fight with each other. Jeremy told her that I told him about that half naked picture of Brad. Which I didn't intentionally tell him, but it just came out when me and him were talking about how Amanda's changed and stuff. So Amanda was like "Thanks for telling him" and I just put shrugs and she's like "Well a shrug sure says a lot." But then when she asked if it was intentional and I said no it steered away from the direction of fighting that it seemed to be heading in. Ok---nevermind---we got to talking about Jeremy and his problems with Amanda and Mandy cause he disapproves of Brad and I guess he implied that I agree with him and stuff. But I think I should get some credit! I have not ever said a word or complained or got on their case about it! I tried to just be a friend and listen even if I was sick of hearing about him! And if I didn't want to talk to Mandy or Amanda that was relatively easy considering they don't IM me much anyways. And I'm not like Jeremy where I have a million reasons why I hate this guy. I don't really know much about him. I just believe Mandy and Amanda have changed and that I'm just not close friends with them anymore, since apparently they have a new close friend. And maybe it's upsetting that Amanda is gonna meet this guy Brad that she's only know like what, a month or two, when me and her and Mandy haven't even met in person. I mean, no matter how close I felt to someone that I met on the net and knew only about one or two months, I would not just run off to meet them right off the bat. Suckiness... There life goes fucking with me again. I have this wonderful week and now I get shit as I usually do...
2:40pm	It's sooo fucking hot today!!! I gave up on doing anything because it's just too fucking hot!!! I finally got some things accomplished on this page though, so that's good. There's a profile about me so people that actually read this can better understand me. Speaking of better understanding me, I may sound like the most pissed off person in the world, but I'm not like that in person. This page is a place for me to vent my frustrations that I keep held inside all the time. I finally sat down and wrote down a list of the most annoying things as a courtesy clerk and also got a links page up.
Saturday, August 31st, 2002
9:00pm	Test time! Wee! Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel. Well I think that totally covers the truth except for the dysfunctional family part. I have a dysfunctional bitchy sister if that counts. Shit that pic of the girl even sorta looks like me! Scary...
108:27pm	I knew my wonderful week was too fucking good to be true! I was fucking scheduled during the day today and I couldn't get anyone to fucking take it! And it was fucking shitty of course! Fucking Derek came in late, and I'm surprised Blake actually showed up, more or less, is still even employed. And fucking Lorea! That bitch! Yesterday she has the nerve to fucking tell me I should get a fucking car!!! I'm gonna kill the next person that fucking tells me that! And today she's asking about raises and stuff and I'm like "How long have you been working and already asking about a raise?! Yeah right!" and she fucking gives me attitude! And like I told Amanda, Lorea was lucky that I was delirious last nite from lack of sleep so I didn't jump down her throat about the car thing, but I told Amanda the next time Lorea was a fucking bitch I would! And so I did! And my Mom has the fucking nerve to tell me not to jump down her throat just because of people pissing me off at work!!! Fucking bitch!!! She's lucky I didn't go off on her too bad! And I'm scheduled during the day on fucking Monday cause I get paid less working days then nites so of course they won't schedule me Labor Day at nite cause I'd be getting like twenty something an hour! So that's fine, but I don't ever want to work days again!!! Current Mood: ready to kill someone
Friday, August 30th, 2002
108:20am	Woo hoo! I got off 1/2 an hour early today! :-D So I can chill just a bit before dragging my ass to school. God, it's ONLY the 2nd week of school at Southwestern! I'm gonna die before the semester is over! I'm not a classroom oriented person and I so want to drop out!!! Maybe next semester I can cut down my classroom time by taking some classes online. Or I'll try to just get 1 hour classes. I'm skipping lab again for my computer class. It's such a waste of time for me. And god, my business communications class...too much frickin work!!! We haven't gotten started on the group project, we've only been discussing it. But it's gonna be a lot of work. :-p Nite crew is great as usual. The guys, especially Fred, are getting a little carried away with the flirting. It's starting to get uncomfortable... English seems like it has potential for being a good class. Japanese is not looking good...:-p I know all the stuff already and the guy next to me, Carl, is always talking and talking and talking to me so I can't concentrate on the lecture 100%. Even if I know the stuff already, it's good review. But god, the class is fucking long!!! 2 hours and 15 minutes!!! Hmm...guess that's all for now.
Tuesday, August 27th, 2002
109:00am	I just got off work 1/2 an hour ago and I'm about ready to take a nap before starting school at Grossmont College today. I'm really psyched. :-) Hopefully the English class won't be too boring. I'm only taking it cause it's a prerequisite for fiction writing. And I will once again be studying Japanese. Finally a chance to speak it again! I like nite crew. I saw John when I came in. I figured I would. It's too bad I won't see him for longer than 10-15 minutes since when I am coming into work he is getting off. Fred was being flirtatious again today, but today it just seemed a bit uncomfortable. :-/ I didn't really get to say hi to Victor cause I was really busy. Maybe I'll see him tomorrow then.