I am done playing this game that you put me in,
I am done seeing people live their lives in sin.
I have tried to make a difference in all that I do,
But I feel I am wasting all my efforts on all of you.
I am pulled in every way and people mess with my mind,
They play tricks and games and I am beginning to become unkind.
They think they will benefit and reap from all of this,
But it is making me mad, and in their faces I will piss.
This game of life is getting old very fast,
I am not sure how much longer I can last.
I used to take it all in and act happy all the time,
But again it has been a waste, for I have lost every dime.
Life has a killer, one who has no mercy,
Its name is love, and it blinds everything you see.
It is a waste of time because it brings only pain,
And makes you feel crappy and eventually you will go insane.
I had no intention of this happening to me,
But nevertheless, it is now all I can be.
I have let it eat at me and destroy my life,
I have let it take hold of my future and give me no wife.
Life's game is dangerous and it is pointless to all,
It is no wonder why so many people give up and fall.
But I have to stay in this game and see things through,
Because I have destroyed my life by falling in love with you.
Even though this life sucks and it feels like hell,
I know things should get better, at least that is what they tell.
I suppose I still have hope, even though it is hope that killed me,
But hopefully life will get better and I will be all I can be.