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November '02

11/03/02 (1:00 PM):Well, the Brown's game is starting, and to tell the truth, I could care less who wins, I don't care for the Steelers or Browns. Anyhoo, church was ok, interesting subject about taming the tongue since we all need work on that. Not a whole lot to report right now. I'm kinda debating on whether to go to Phillip's house tonight, I kinda don't want to, I'm not feeling sociable today, too much.....let's say stress. Well, I may write later. Cya.Later that day:Well, I went to Phillip's house after all. It was kinda boring in the beginning, though I got to talk to Mary (my adult friend) some. The best part, however (yes K, you guessed it), was how I got to "wrestle" (b/c it wasn't really the rules of wrestling) "someone." Long story short, I first fooled around, letting the person try and get me down, which cause the "trampoline to bite me," and after the person was unsuccessful, I finnaly pinned em down and pinned em down good. Though I'll give you credit b/c you were quite hard to get your shoulders on the ground, but hey, the whole thing was enjoyable and quite tiring. Well, pretty much it for the day. Night.

11/06/02 (9:55 PM):Well, the beginning of the week is crap. I'm having serious problems with a friend. I realize I have to watch what I say, but even when I don't mean it a certain way, I get yelled at. It's kinda weird, at first I get so angry and I want to yell back, but when I talk to her, the anger goes away and I feel almost weak to her. However, the bad part is when conversations don't get quite finished, anger stirs up again. Life as a teenager, as most of us know, is quite confusing and too much to handle. I could go into a whole sermon on my life and how I don't quite belong, but for the sake of space and also b/c I don't think people should know, I'm not going to. Well, hopefully my life will get better b/c right now, it's definitely not. Night.

11/09/02 (9:30 PM):Well, today went good, but boring in some cases. In the morning/afternoon I had a Bible Bowl meet at Clinton Church of Christ. Our team went 11-1 with 2,045 points getting first place. I placed 1st on the written test, Amber placed 2nd, Chris-4th, and Scott-19th. It was fun, especially with all the harrassment from Larry's children, but we gave it right back to Larry anyway, so it was all good. Well, guess there's not much else, I'm kinda tired. Night.

11/26/02 (10:10 PM):Wow, I guess I haven't really caught up with myself and put some crap in here for awhile. Anyhoo, all is well with the one friend, I'm quite sure everything has been for some time, I just forgot to tell ya. She apologized and so did I. However, another friend has begun another quarrel. It seems to be cooling down after I explained how it seems like he was trying to ruin my life, but it should clear up sooner or later, not too soon though. No one's really on tonight so I guess I'll just carry on whatever's on my mind. My stupid parrot attacked me tonight. I was kind enough to let him out of his cage and when I was playing Bond, he struck and was gnawing at the back of my head. I was cool at first, not letting my anger show even though blood was pouring out, but when I tried to shew him away, he bit my finger and wouldn't let go. So I flung him like I usually do, yelled at him and threatened to put him in solitary confinement, but I ended up putting him alone in a dark, dark room. Many of you are laughing, and I must admit, I find it quite funny myself. It reminds me of the time that stupic boy, Chris pushed the aqua cycle away from the dock when I was getting off at Round Lake. I fell in the freezing pond and when I got out, he had the look of fear as if he were going to die, but I laughed. Who knows why, but I did, and I still find it humorous today, unless you bugged me about it nonstop like some stupid childish llama (I realize that makes no sense, but keep in mind, I'm bored.). Well, this is quite long so I suppose I'll "hit the hay" as they say and dream away, about... well, let's leave that for only me to know. :-) Night.

11/27/02 (9:30 PM):Well, tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I'll be going to my grandmother's, but that's not the reason I wrote in today. I usually write poems sometimes here and there to speak out my feelings, well here's a new one for you all. It's called "What is Love?" And here it is: Love is nothing. The end. Thanks for reading. Happy Turkey Day. Night.

11/28/02 (11:30 PM):Well, I knew that feeling wouldn't last long. I've changed my mind on the subject of love, which I knew I would of sooner or later. To the person that brought it back to my life, you know who you are, thanks but again for doing so. After all, the dreams that ppl share should be cherished. Anyhoo, Thanksgiving was alright, same old same old stuff. It was going pretty crappy with things flowing through my head every minute, but the knowledge of things flowing through others' minds and the understanding of what was really going on, has put me up to my better mood. This truly is Thanksgiving, and I have much to thank about now, don't you? Why else would God show us what we should be thankful for if he didn't want us to? He does, and I am. Thank you God. And thank you...other person that most of you know about anyway. Yeah. Night.

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