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March '03

03/03/03 (9:55 PM):Well, haven't really talked all too much. The play is taking up most of my life. It is quite fun, although too much is being expected from me. :-( Oh well, that's life. Life has been somewhat better ever since I've been living by my new motto of "It Only Gets Better." It's a small phrase, but it does wonders. Also, God is really letting me know that he loves me. He hasn't talked to me or anything....but I just know, it's hard to explain, but it feels great. Well, I've created a song, and sorry it won't be posted on my website, as well as some other things haven't been...but anyhoo, if I want you to see it, I'll show it to you. It's not necessarily that I don't like you if I don't show you....it's more of...I don't think it's for your eyes. It's more of a "For You Eyes Only" thing where I show it to only certain people. Sorry. Many of you think that the poems on my site are me, but you only know half of it. B/c there is so much other stuff I have written. For example...I am currently on a novel that only my twin knows what it's about I think. Ah well, like I said life is going somewhat better. Talk Later. Night.

03/06/03 (10:05 PM):Well, things are going so so. The high school play I'm involved in is getting good finally. We have lots of fun doing it and stuff. A very interesting time indeed. And although I have hardly anytime to do anything b/c of it, I don't mind doing it. It may get boring and monotonous after awhile, but there's so much fun and laughter in the mess ups or what have you. Most of the actors are bearable. The underclassmen really have attitudes and act pretty much gay the whole time. Most of the people want to smack them to death for being so stupid and disorganized. The only good underclassmen (people) to me are Matt, Mallory, and Ashley, the rest are just gay. Oh well, it's still fun. That's pretty much the only thing to talk about since it's the only thing I got going on. I mean, geez, you'd be occupied a lot if you went to school, and then went to be with a dream-like family of your own with a wife and such. Especially a wife who henpecks you at times, but hey, I'm alright with it. A wife's a wife after all and ya gotta love em no matter what. :-) Well, that's about it. I'm out. Night.

03/15/03 (4:40 PM):Well, the first performance of the play last night was great! The lil' pizza party afterward was alright as well. The senior citizen one went well...Congratulations Nicole! Wow! Oh, and who can forget when Herb said..."What...Cody practices his 'horizontal trombone'?" LOL! Well, I hope the show goes great tonight. I had a blast! Well, besides the play, life is the same. Hopefully, I'll get some time to put up my new poems. I will leave with this note....well, these 2 notes...1-blaring the beatles and singing our hearts out sure is fun, eh Nicole? 2-(more serious)There are many things we regret in our past, and even though we can't change them, there's so much time to make it better. However, even the things we want most cannot be accomplished so easily, it takes time, and to tell the truth, who knows how much time we have left. Also...for all those people who think there is no hell and believe in reincarnation.....sorry, don't think so. God's not gonna give you a second life to make up the crap you gave him in your first. He may be compassionate, but only to those who are compassionate, caring, and believing toward Him. True...dat. heh. TTYL.

03/18/03 (9:45 PM):Wow, all I can say is...I feel like absolute crap. It seems I always get myself in complications when my mood goes depressive. I apologize if I'm not talking when I usually do. All I can say is...expect it now. Well, I have nothing else to say, b/c nothing else matters. Night.

03/22/03 (10:45 PM):Life kills, what can I say? I hate the painstaking decisions that I have to make in life, but there seems no other way. I don't want to live the life I've now set before myself, but it's too much pain to live the one I did. People tell me to try something new...so I am....it really kills, but maybe it will provide some way out of pain's way. I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused, especially for the decision I just made. I wish there would be another way, but unless it presents itself to me, I have no other choice. On the flip side, tonight was ok. Some friends and I went out to a movie and did some crazy crap afterwards. It was all good fun. Well, TTYL. Night.

03/26/03 (9:50 PM):Well, all is going so much better! Life is great once again, not perfect, but great. I can go around and act happy now and actually be happy. I think the people that know what goes on in my life know why I'm so happy, which I must thank that person...ahh heck I can say it on here...Thank you so very much, Kayle! Anyway, what has also helped was listening to good old Newsboys (actually, they're aren't and old band). It's a Christian group that lifts my spirits sometimes when I'm down. Well, I guess that's all. Although, Sunday my youth minister's wife had a baby at 6:32 pm...7 lbs. 5 oz.....19 1/2 inches long....it's name is Claire AnnaMarie Holsted. Yeah, a bit weird. Also, sorry I haven't been getting more poems up, I still have like 3 to post. TTYL. Night.

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