I want to die,
I do not want to live anymore.
It hurts to cry,
Love destroys me to the core.
I do not wish to be around,
My heart has taken too much.
My knees have fallen to the ground
And depression I can touch.
My life is fading before my eyes,
And I can feel it leave.
The apologies will not help the cries,
And happiness, I cannot achieve.
The pain is so very great
That nothing can be done.
I know it is not from something I ate,
It is something that cannot be won.
I do not know what to do
Or how to cope with it.
This pain has made me blue,
But it is what I chose to get.
Though I will never kill myself,
The thought is always there.
I will just have to live without love's wealth,
Though dying does not give me a scare.