It hurts to be in love,
it makes me want to die.
It hurts to hear the word "no,"
it makes me only cry.
I have waited for so long,
and tried all I could try.
But in the end I get nothing,
and again I am a lonely guy.
I have survived the past 17 years,
but I had to survive alone.
I have never felt real or true love,
I have only cried and moaned.
This life I lead is nothing but pain,
and pain is what I get.
I have had to go through so much pain,
and so much stupid ****.
But that is what I will always feel...
Until that girl makes my life real.