I do not know what to do, I do not know what to feel.
My heart has been broken and it needs time to heal.
I know I will always love you, that I will always feel the same,
But I am in so much confusion, and I am losing at this game.
Love is what I have for you, but your life I resent.
I thought that I would be with you someday, but to destruction my life went.
This sadness and depression is all too much for me.
I only wish you could find the love we had, I only wish you could see.
My heart aches with pain everytime I think of you,
And it hurts only more when I see you right there, too.
I know without you I would feel depressed and sad,
But when I am with you I feel the same, and I am never glad.
So here I sit, dazed and confused, not knowing what to do,
Knowing life will never be complete with or without you.
If only you would change, and be the girl I knew and more,
Then life would have meaning because our love would only soar.