I have wasted my entire life thinking what I should do.
My life has been no fun because all I thought was about you.
It would not be so bad, if you only loved me so,
But rejected me you have, and now nowhere I have to go.
I have never kissed a girl and I wonder if I ever will.
I have never had a girlfriend, and it is that same way still.
The past 17 years I have had to live this way
Because I chose a path that I somewhat regret day by day.
Now I sit here with nothing to do and no one to be with.
My life has been so crazy and such a lie, I think it is a myth.
All I can do is cry and wonder why I have to moan,
Because I have no life, and forever I will be alone.