Nothing seems to be the same as the year before.
I have no idea what it could be,
but I can't think straight.
Why can't I handle change?
Why can't I be strong?
It is not me, I cannot find myself.
Who am I? where have I gone?
Did I get caught up in the crowd?
I am lost, lonely, scared, confused, voice less to my own life.
Why, Why has this happened?
"Goodbye"
Look what you have put me through.
You should mean nothing to me.
But I still think about you.
I think about what you done to me.
I think about how many times you said Goodbye.
And how many times you hurt me, confused me.
Go ahead ignore me once more.
Then turn around and say I love you.
No more playing games with me!
I have falling out of love with you,
Now it is my turn to say Goodbye.!
"Wish I could forget"
I wish I could forget,
Forget all the good times,
Forget all the bad times,
Forget about you.
You controlled me.
Now I regret all the things I did for you.
Why did I do such stupid things?
All the things you said to me.
You got mad, said goodbye,
Then came back. Over and Over again.
You fooled me so many times.
You're the one that I thought I loved.
You had me fooled,
You took advantage of me,
But now things changed,
I changed.
It's finally over,
but I still can't forget,
forget all the good times,
forget all the bad times,
And can't forget about you.
"Predictable"
I hate you,
You hurt me to much,
It's over,
I cryed to many times.
You played games with my heart,
You knew how I was,
You just munipulated me.
Get out of my life,
Don't want to hear your name,
Don't want to hear your voice,
Stay away.
Just stay away!
"Don't think of me"
Please Just don't speak,
I don't want to come back to you,
I won't come back to you.
It's over.
Don't tell me You miss me,
Don't tell me you Love me.
Can't stand to see you.
You went back to her,
Then came back to me,
Well not anymore,
You can have her.
I don't want to hurt anymore,
So just don't think of me.
It's over,
No more.
"Nothing's the same:"
Nothings the same without you,
It has all been a blur to me. I treat you terrible, but yet I still love you.I want to say I love you,
I miss you,
I need you,
but i can't. Why?
I wish I had been nicer to you,
I wish i treated you better,
but it is done now,
I do not know if you'll forgive me.
I do not know if you'll read this.
But alls i know is I Love you, and Miss you.
"Love&Lust:"
Love is the sun that keeps getting stronger and stronger.
Lust is a weed which grows and grows then ends up dying in the end.
Love is like a four leaf clover, so hard to find, but you will never forget.
Lust is like when you are lost in the dark, so lost, can't even find yourself.
It's your fault!
The hell you put me through,
The lies you told me,
The way you used me,
The look you gave me,
You don't know how much i hate you!
I would have done anything for you.
You're the one who I loved, but now i know,
That your love was fake, it was phony,
You never wanted me after all,
So now it's over, and i'm through with you!
The way!
I ugre to touch you everyday
I wish to see your eyes shine into mine,
The way you walk towards me,
The touch of your lips against mine,
The way you talk to me!
The touch of your soft hands on my face,
The look you give me,
It all just makes me melt into you!
I love you so!
Deticated to:Dave R.!
