Spike- Yea they did, they just couldnt say anything, because Buffy wasnt around. But now she's back, and Spike gets cast to the side. You know how it is.



Dawn-- that sux... well this is my stop *gives him his coat and prepares to shimmey up the tree

Spike- Need help?

Dawn-- nope... I got it *goes up to her window* Night Spike *whispers down*

Spike nods and walks to his crypt

Buffy-- sitting in his chair...

Spike walks in*- Well what do you know...*ignores her and goes to the fridge to get some blood*

Buffy-- I couldn't sleep

Spike- Too much on your mind? *drinks his blood*

Buffy-- guess... thought I'd go slay some more... wanna come? (Buffy buffy buffy...)

Spike almost spits out his blood and looks at her*- Much rather stay here, had and interesting night tonight...kinda tired...*yea right*

Buffy-- interesting? (don't care... I don't care...)

Spike- Yea...*hmm*- Got my fill tonight.

Buffy-- well... good. So I'll be going now...

Spike sighs*- You can stay, unless you want to go, then go.

Buffy-- Why would I stay? I just came to... *blanks*

Spike- Right then, off you go...

Buffy-- Did you go thru any cemetaries? I mena other than this one... maybe one crawling with vamps? (anything to stay... whore)

Spike- yea, sure. Got em good.

Buffy-- oh... so there's *picks up some dust on the floor and let's it flow from her fingers*

Spike- What?

Buffy-- you killed them?

Spike- Isnt that what's supposed to be done? Why are you here? *Stupid, you know why she's here*

Buffy-- well then there's nothing left for me to do...

Spike- What do you want? Seriously? You push me away, but you come here, just talk to me, tell me what you want.

Buffy-- I'm sorry *stands* I shouldn't have come...

Spike stops her and pins her against the wall*- Just tell me Buffy...

Buffy breathes hard-- it doesn't matter... *shuts her eyes, waiting*

Spike- Look at me.

Buffy opens her eyes...

Spike- It does matter...*starts touching her* It matters because, I know you feel something...you need this and you need me...

Buffy-- why do I have to need you? Why can't it just be? *moans* ohhh

Spike continues*- No one understands you like I do, You love what I do to you...and its not just a fuck...or else you wouldnt be coming back to me...I know you feel it.

Buffy-- stop talking...

Spike kisses her8

Buffy helps him out of his shirt...

Spike helps her out of her clothes and takes her against the wall*- Tell me you dont love this...only me...you're mine...

Buffy-- Spike... *scratching his back... giving it back just as hard*

Spike- God, I love you Buffy...*harder*

Buffy-- don't say that... please don't...

Spike- You're everything...you just dont realize it because you're so miserable...I'll make you feel better..

Buffy-- yeah... make me feel...

Spike thrusts hard*- Am I disgusting now? *kisses her neck*

Buffy-- no no... don't stop... harder...

Spike does* Tell me what you're feeling now...

Buffy-- you... just you...

Spike- One day you'll love me...*close, reaches to bring her off*

Buffy-- *pulls his hair kissing him*

Spike kisses her, plays with her*

Buffy-- oooh God...

Spike- Oh, Buffy luv...*cums and pulls her off...instantly dropping to his knees, going down on her*



Buffy-- Spike... Spike... Spike... OMG...

Spike throws her leg over his shoulder and continues*

Buffy-- *stops him... pushes him back and turns to she can straddle him and taste him at the same time*

Spike touches her and tastes her, all over*

Buffy-- cums over and over...

Spike licks it all up and turns her around*- Tell me you dont need me...

Buffy-- Why do you do that? I mean it was nice and then... you *pushes him away and looks for her clothes*

Spike gets up and gets his clothes on*- Predictable...go ahead, leave, run away...dont forget to kick me in the head...

Buffy-- Oh shut up

Spike- You know what?! Leave, I dont want you here!!!! *throws her clothes at her*

Buffy- *gets dressed* I... I can't give you what you want ok!?

Spike- You could, you just refuse to see it. Just go...*sits in his chair*

Buffy-- I can't find my shoe...

Spike gets up going across the room and picks up her shoe, hands it to her*- Anything else? *another excuse to stay*

Buffy-- I... no... no... *thinks* no. *heads for the door*

Spike goes after her and grabs her hand*- Let me come with you.

Buffy-- *doesn't look at him* Ok...

Spike- You mean it? *shocked* You know what I'm asking right?

Buffy-- Umm.. maybe not

Spike lets go of her hand*- Nevermind *looks away* Make sure you check up on Dawn when you get home...*grabs a bottle of whiskey and sits in his chair*

Buffy-- What? What wer eyou asking?

Spike- Doesn't matter, never going to happen...Like you would actually let me in your bed *laughs* Come on...*gets up* I'll walk you home.

Buffy-- oh...

Spike- Why do you keep coming back here?

Buffy-- I don't know... you make me feel... alive

Spike- You make me feel alive too pet, really you do...*takes her hand* Lets get you home.

Buffy-- I still don't like you...

8going with him*

Spike- I know...believe me I know...One day...I'll realize...But for now, I'll take anything I can get

*at the house*

Spike- Well, here you are.

Buffy-- you... wanna come in?

Spike just looks at her in shock and happiness*

Buffy-- don't get that look... it's just this once

Spike- Hey, I'll take anything I can get...

Buffy checks that the coast is clear and brings him in... "I want you gone by dawn..."

Spike- Right. *hell no I aint leaving....scoobies are gonna find out*

Buffy-- promise?

* in her room she locks the door*

*shit...nevermind* --Yea, I promise...

Buffy-- since it's just going to be the once... we could *shrugs* make it nice... *gets out some candles...*

Spike- Stop. Its not going to happen. I should go.

Buffy turns... "what?"

Spike- This means something to me that you'll never understand...this...*waves hand around the room* Its not going to mean the same to you...never does...*goes to the window opening it*

Buffy-- I was trying to be... nice. you always say I'm not... I... fuck you!

Go!

Spike turns- Oh, trying to be nice...Pity me? I pity you.

Wasn't pity







Spike- No, this whole deal, trying to be nice to the big bad vamp who's in love with you and would do anything for you...Oh, I'm sorry, I'm not allowed to say those things!!!! *loud*

Buffy-- what ar eyou doing!? Shut up!

*shushing him*

Spike moves closer*- Ashamed? *cups her face* Ashamed I'm the only one that can do it for you...*whispers*

Buffy-- don't... *starts to cry* please Spike, don't do this...

Spike- I'm only speaking the truth luv...shh..dont cry...

Buffy-- quit being... so... nice... I'm a bitch who pities you remember?

Spike shrugs*- Can't help it, I love you.

Buffy-- you do not!

Spike- I love you no matter what...*laughs* even when you kick me in the head, there's no denying it. You know this. I love everything about you...*kisses her shoulder* I know you'll never love me, but sometimes...I swear you do...But then, I remember, this is Buffy Summers, I disgust her...but I love her anyway.

Buffy-- Spike... you know I use you... it isn't love... how can you care about me? I... I'm so bad to you

Spike wraps his arms around her and kisses her*

So are you staying?

Spike- Why do you want me to stay *running his fingertips up and down her back*

*shuts her eyes* I don't know...

Spike- You dont have to tell me, I know...*kisses her*


Buffy-- *kisses him back*

Spike kisses her moving his hands to unbutton her pants, takes them off and sits her on the bed kissing her theighs*

Bufy plays with his hair (he can be so... damn nice)

Spike takes her shirt off and just looks at her while removing her panties*- You're so beautifal...*pleasures her*

Buffy-- can't be loud spike... ok? oooh...

Spike- Just gonna go slow...make this last...*continues*

Buffy-- runs her hands thru his hair...

Spike continues... doing what she likes...*

Buffy-- what do you do, memorize it everytime I moan so you can do it again later?

Spike looks up*- Of course...I memorize everything...*kisses up her body and lays next to her running his fingers over her tummy*

Buffy-- why?

Spike...because I love you...*- Because, I like knowing what makes you feel alive...*leans over and kisses her unclasping her bra*

Buffy-- you really don't need candles do you *laughing*

Spike- Guess not.

*gives him... everything she can...*

Spike *gives her everything she wants*

Bufyf cums a lot through the night...


"let me do something for you... what... what do you want?"

Spike- being here in your bed is enough...never thought that would happen...*holds her*

*falls asleep*

Spike- watches her*

Dawn-- *gets up and goes to the bathroom*

Spike gets up putting his clothes back on...stubs his toe on the corner of the bed*- Bloody Hell!!!

Dawn-- Spike? *goes to Buffy's room and knocks*

Buffy wakes up... "huh?"

Dawn-- Buffy? You ok?

Spike- Shh..Buffy...go back to sleep..I'm leaving...*whispers*

Buffy-- wide eyed *shoves Spike in a closet* uhhh... hold on... *goes to the door and sticks her head out* what?


Dawn- Whats going on in there? I heard something...Are you ok?

Buffy-- oh uh... *looks to make sure Spike is hidden* yeah... I must have been dreaming

Dawn *see's Spike's duster*- Oh..Ok..*pushes past her*- So, are you going to make breakfast, or should I?

Buffy-- *wearing a tshirt* Hey get out of my room and is it that time already?

Dawn looks around the room and then at Buffy*- yea, its that time...I'll make it, will you be down? *walking to her door*

Buffy-- just... uh... yeah... soon *shuts the door*

Dawn- Mmm..hmm...*walks downstairs*

Spike- Safe to come out?

Buffy-- uh.. *locks door*


Spike--Right then *gets off* I guess I 'll be going now...front door right? *goes for her bedroom door*



Buffy grabs his arm* Spike!

Spike- What? *grins*







Buffy-- you can't!

Spike- Why not? Its rude to kick a person out, and on top of that make him go thru the window...where are your manners? *smirks*

Buffy-- if you don't knock it off I'm going to throw you thru the window! *looks out* OMG! Daylight!

Spike- I'm not going anywhere...I dont have a blanket. *sits on her bed* Today is not my day to burn...



Buffy-- OMG! You're going to be hear all day!



Spike smiles*- Yea...*lays back* Feels like home it does...now that you let me in your bed...I know you feel something, Buffy...*sits up* I know you...

Buffy-- and blanket my ass... you love it! Don't even finish that sentence!

Tara *walking to the bathroom* Buffy? Dawn's wondering if you're coming?

Spike whispers*- She will be...

Buffy-- *points at him* shut up!!! *whispers*

Tara- Buffy?

Buffy-- ummm... yeah... be right there

Tara-- ok cya down there

Buffy-- what am I going to do with you!?

Spike- You could do a couple of things...

Buffy-- ar eyou going to stay in here an be quiet or do i have to tie you up?

Spike grins*- Tie me up eh? ...I'll be quiet...*dont make me promise*

Buffy-- I mean it Spike... please?

Spike takes his duster off*- yea, sure...

Buffy goes over and kisses him "thank you" *heads downstairs, comes back up... puts on panties and shorts and heads back downstairs*

Spike grins and takes his shirt and boots off, gets under the covers*

Dawn- Hey Buffy...feeling better?

was I sick?

Dawn- No...just you were acting all wierd..I made pancakes *smiles*

ohh, good kind or experiemental kind?

Tara-- *waves behind her to not eat them*

Dawn- They're experimental...But good..try!

Buffy-- you know... not so hungry

(starving... damn spike...)

Dawn frowns*- Spike would eat them....*seeing buffys reaction*

Well... ummm *drinks her juice*

Dawn grins and sits at the table eating her breakfast*--So, today is Saturday and all, I was wondering...up for some sisterly bonding...considering you havent been around much?

oh... like what? getting out of the house? shopping or something out?

Tara-- I thought we could... watch girly movies...

Dawn- Oh, I was thinking you know...manicures...Ooh yea..girly movies...you know that saps...that's good Tara...You up for it?

Buffy-- but at the movies right?



Dawn- No, here...we could rent them.

Tara-- well Willow just bought all these dvds... and what we don't ahve we could rent...

Dawn- Sounds like a plan.
buffy- but...

Dawn- No buts...You're never around Buffy...please? Am I that bad to be around?

oh no... no Dawn, why would you say that?

(maybe he went to sleep... this is the time he sleeps...)

Dawn- You're never home...even when you come home from work...you're gone again...and you patrol alot longer now...sometimes not coming home until the morning...





((guilt me why don't you?)) Ok... we'll do this movie thing ok?

Dawn- Nevermind. *puts her plate in the sink* I'm going to Janices' *goes upstairs to change*

fuck... *follows her* Dawn, I want to. I do. Really I do.

Spike sits up*

Dawn- Its ok, Buffy...you dont have to *smiles* I'll be back tonight, ok?

No... I thought you wanted to hang? We can hang...

Dawn- You really want to?

yea... it will help me keep my mind off of other things... *like spike in my bed... what WAS I thinking?*

Dawn- Oh, Ok *happy* Do you wanna come with me and Tara to get the movies?

you know... I'm not dressed... you go ahead...

Dawn- Ok...we'll be back soon *goes downstairs*

*goes in her room* Ok they are leaving... you have to go...

Spike- No, I'm all comfy...*grins* So, movie day is it...

Spike! Get up!

Spike sighs and gets up*



Where ar eyour clothes!?







Spike- Shut your mouth, they're over here *grabs them*

Don't talk to me like that!

Spike- My apoligies...*gets dressed*

what's wrong!?

Tara-- I forgot my blockbuster card...

Spike- Would you stop yelling, please?!

Dawn- Ok, i'll wait here.

Well stop being annoyed because you're not a cherished guest!

Tara-- *goes in to get it and heads upstairs*

Spike- That's not what you were saying last night slayer! You wanted me here!

*looks away* So what if I did?

Tara's eyes widen at the top of the stairs... (Buffy's got a guy here)

Spike- But still you dont feel anything do you? You give me the one thing that I have wanted most...to be invited in to your bed, and it still means nothing to you...Well YOU'RE wrong!!!!!!!!

Spike- You do feel something. I know you do...

tara-- (it's Spike!!!)

stop it... just go

Spike- RIght then...I guess I'll be seeing you when the sunsets..right? *opens her bedroom door and bumps into Tara*- Uh....

Tara-- h.hh..hh.hi

you jerk... you'll be lucky if you ever see me again! *comes to the door* oh God...

Spike- Not what it looks like...came to kill her I did.



Tara-- I thought this *points to spike* was over?

Buffy-- relapse...

Spike- Oh, so the bird knows...Not a bloody relapse....

Spike...

Tara-- I... I forgot the card... *goes to her room for it*

Spike pushes Buffy againts the wall and kisses her*- You told her about me?

*pushes him off* what are you doing!?

Spike- What? she knows...its ok, luv...*kisses her again*

*starts to fight him off and then feels that stirring in her loins*

Spike grins knowingly*- Want you, Buffy...*kisses her neck*

ohhh



Spike- I like movies...*begs with his eyes for Buffy to let him stay*

I guess we could... tell Dawn you came over while they went movie hunting...

Tara-- smirks... be back in about 30 minutes... no longer

Spike- Hey...I'll take whatever I can get...

buffy says:

I guess we could... tell Dawn you came over while they went movie hunting...

Tara-- smirks... be back in about 30 minutes... no longer

Spike- Hey...I'll take whatever I can get...

Buffy says:

Tara leaves**

Buffy says:

No sex... I know what you're thinking and the answer is no

Spike says:

Whatever pet. Like I want that. *going downstairs* You got anything for me to...drink?

Buffy says:

*he doesn't want sex...* Uhh yeah there's a bag in the crisper.

Spike says:

fixes his mug...imagining taking Buffy up against the island...*- You coming down, or are you staying up there all day? *hollers*

Buffy says:

*gets dressed and comes down* hey... you know she's coming back with lots of tearjerkers right?

Spike says:

That's fine...*puts his mug down and walks towards her*- Anything to be close to you...*runs his hand up her thiegh*

Buffy says:

I said... no Spike...

 

Buffy says:

*gets dressed and comes down* hey... you know she's coming back with lots of tearjerkers right?

Spike says:

That's fine...*puts his mug down and walks towards her*- Anything to be close to you...*runs his hand up her thiegh*

Buffy says:

I said... no Spike...

Buffy says:

 

Spike says:

Just have me thinking...letting me in your bed...letting me stay and watch sappy movies with your friends...*still touching her*...

Buffy says:

I didn't let you in my bed... I... uh...

Spike says:

You what? ...cause I think you did.

Buffy says:

I didn't want to be alone ok? That's it. That's all it was.

Spike says:

I dont think that was it...*unbuttons her pants and slips his hand inside*...Its more than that...

Buffy says:

Spike... they'll be coming soon...

Spike says:

You'll be coming soon...

Buffy says:

Why... (can't I stop you...) do you do this?

Spike says:

Because you want me to...because you like it, because you want me...because you...

Buffy says:

I tell you to stop all the time...

Spike says:

Then stop me...right now...stop me Buffy...*kisses her*

Buffy says:

*pushes him away* Stop!

Spike says:

Right...*licks his fingers and sits down drinking his mug*...

Buffy says:

*pouts* (he listened! bastard) You know... Tara... found out... I didn't really tell her.

Spike says:

And how was that?

Buffy says:

how? how. how... umm well you see...

Spike says:

Are you going to tell the rest of the scoobies? You know they are going to find out sooner or later.

Buffy says:

Tell? There's nothing to tell! We... nothing!

Spike says:

*sighs* Please Buffy...Its really getting old. Just admit to yourself.

Buffy says:

Admit? Fine. We had *quieter* sex.

Spike says:

Admit that you keep coming back...that you want me.

Buffy says:

I don't... I want nothing!

Spike says:

Shouldn't lie to yourself, luv.

Buffy says:

You keep coming around and... ok well... and... fine. I like having sex with you. Ok?

Spike says:

*grins* Knew that already...you just have to admit the other...*stands up going to her*

Buffy says:

There is not other!

Buffy says:

no^

Spike says:

One day you'll see...*kisses her and goes into the living room getting all comfy.*

Buffy says:

I hate him

Buffy says:

*does the dishes*

Spike says:

*sits on the couch watching the tv*

Buffy says:

(I'm not going in there, he can sit hi white ass on my couch all by himself! i'm not even going to talk to him the rest of the day... I'm not even going to look at him!)

Spike says:

*notices a throw blanket on the back of the couch...imagines what he's going to do to buffy under that blanket while they are watching movies...grins...*

Buffy says:

*picks up the empty blood bag and yell at him* Do you have to leave these things lie all over the house!?

Spike says:

*ah, it worked...gets up and goes to the kitchen, already seeing her throw it away*- You're one to talk...*grins*

Buffy says:

How's that?

Spike says:

Well seeing how I no long "have" to steal your panties....you just leave them all over the crypt! ...but you can keep on doing that...I dont mind one bit...*grins*

Buffy says:

I do not! *looks affronted*

 

Spike says:

Its ok luv, I like it.

Buffy says:

I don't do that! (I hardly ever even wear them anymore)

 

Dawn- We're back!!!!

Spike says:

Spike- Great...*steps away from her*

 

 

Buffy says:

We have company...

Spike says:

Spike- See that...

Spike says:

Dawn- Spike! *acting surprised* What are you doing here...during the day?

Spike says:

Spike- Uh...

Buffy says:

Tara- yeah Spike...

Buffy says:

Buffy-- he just dropped over...

Spike says:

Spike- Right..and I hear its movie day at the Summers home and decided to stay...

Buffy says:

Tara-- mmm hmmm *puts the ice cream away*

Spike says:

Dawn- Yea..ok...Well we got...Notting Hill...and Runaway Bride...Julia Roberts you know?

Spike says:

Spike- You've got to be kidding! (those are good movies...)

Buffy says:

romantic movies?

Spike says:

Dawn- Well yea...we also got Thelma and Louise...

Buffy says:

Uhh... no. I'm not in the mood for that one (mmm cowboy)

Spike says:

Dawn- You sure? Mom did tell me once when you two rented movies this was your favorite...But mom never let me watch it and now, well I'm older..and I wanna watch it.

Buffy says:

Oh... umm, well *fuck*

Spike says:

Spike goes into the living room*

Spike says:

Dawn- So come on....*goes into the living room setting it up*

Buffy says:

Buffy-- sits on the couch and kicks off her shoes*

Spike says:

Dawn sits on the floor*- Ready?

Spike says:

Spike rests his arm on the length of the couch*- Yea bit....

Buffy says:

Tara sits between Spike and Buffy and smiles. "I just love this movie, don't you?"

Spike says:

Spike removes his arm...*- Yea. Great. (damn)

Buffy says:

looks at Spike and smirks...

Buffy says:

tara-- I mean she's so pretty... her red hair... reminds me of Willow

Spike says:

Spike- Isnt Red upstairs? (you should go upstairs and tend to her)

Buffy says:

Tara-- No she's helping a Professor at school

Spike says:

(damn)...moves uncomfortably in his seat...and turns his attention unfortunately to the tv...*

Buffy says:

After about an hour tara gets up to get something to drink... "Anyone want anything?"

Buffy says:

I'd like something cold.

Spike says:

Dawn- Soda!

Spike says:

Spike- nothing for me...

Spike says:

(something cold....yea I know what she wants...looks at Buffy and grins*

Buffy says:

*kicks him in the thigh*

Spike says:

*whispers* Flirting with me, luv?

Buffy says:

you wish

Buffy says:

Tara-- coming right up... *brings everything in on a tray*

Spike says:

Dawn- Thanks...*sips her soda*

Spike says:

Everyday...*grins*

Buffy says:

Tara-- so what did I miss?

Buffy says:

Nothing... they are about to run into Cowboy...

Spike says:

Spike rolls his eyes*

Spike says:

Dawn- OMG that's Brad Pitt! I didnt know he was in the movie!

Buffy says:

*a little breathless* yeah... he is...

Buffy says:

Tara-- whatever... Gena Davis is so much prettier

Spike says:

Spike watches the movie...thinking...he has nothing on me...*

Buffy says:

Tara-- whatever... I'm fixing some popcorn

Buffy says:

*watches enthralled*

Spike says:

As Tara goes, Spike leans in*--Do I need a cowboy hat? *grins and puts his hand on her thiegh*

Buffy says:

*looks at him and pushes his hand away* stopit...

Spike says:

Spike rolls his eyes and looks around before cupping a breast*- Shh...there's a blanket...*scoots closer*

Buffy says:

*but... *looks at Dawn*

Spike says:

Don't worry...she wont know...

Buffy says:

but...

Spike says:

*pulls the blanket over their laps..*- Just say you're cold or something...*rubbing circles on her stomach*

Buffy says:

please Spike... don't do this... not now...

Spike says:

*takes his hand away but the blanket is still covering them and turns his attention back to the movie*

Buffy says:

Tara comes in sees them and sits in the chair... "so is the gratituious hetro- sex over with yet?"

Spike says:

Dawn- Unfortunately...

Spike says:

Spike cocks an eyebrow.

Buffy says:

Scuse me??

Spike says:

Dawn- Oh..nothing...

Buffy says:

Tara-- what? I'm tired of the industry forcing me to watch hetro's have sex!

Spike says:

Spike laughs*

Buffy says:

Tara-- what? Don't you get tired of vamps being portrayed as... well, no i guess you wouldn't...

Spike says:

Spike- If you didnt want to watch this movie you shouldn't have gottin it. That simple (quit your bitching..leave the room..want more Buffy time...)

Buffy says:

Tar gives him a look (got it for you asshole!) *pulls the tape out and puts in a movie about vamps being slaughtered.*

Spike says:

Spike- Hey now! That's not right...I didnt pick out the movies!

Spike says:

Dawn- Tara...

Buffy says:

Tara-- what?

Buffy says:

what's wrong? Spike you made her mad! Do you know how hard it is to make her mad!?

Buffy says:

<she got it knowing buffy liked cowboy...>>

Spike says:

What did I say?

Buffy says:

Tara-- I'm tired of you complaining!

Spike says:

How am I complaining..you're complaining!

Spike says:

Now take that movie out..Dawn..take it out...

Spike says:

Dawn- uh...I'm going up to my room...*goes upstairs*

Buffy says:

Tara-- *puts the other one back in and goes to the kitchen*

Buffy says:

be right back* Tara? What's wrong?

Buffy says:

^want tara?

Spike says:

Tara- Nothing...

Spike says:

Tara- I'm just going to go upstairs for a while....Ok? I'll be back down.

Buffy says:

I can stake him for you...

Spike says:

Dawn comes downstairs...*- Oh, the movies back on! Good. *sits back on the floor*

Spike says:

Spike- Great...

Spike says:

Tara- No...well...*laughs*

Buffy says:

He's infuriating isn't he?

Spike says:

Tara- Little bit. Are you doing ok?

Buffy says:

You would get Thelma and louis...

Spike says:

Tara laughs*

Spike says:

Tara- Is it that hard...to you know...resist him?

Buffy says:

*looks down* I don't know why...

Spike says:

Tara- Its ok sweetie...really, only you know whats right..Not anyone else..just remember that...

Buffy says:

you didn't tell Willow did you?

Spike says:

Tara- No of course not..I just mean...well me..doesnt matter what I think, I'm your friend no matter what.

Buffy says:

What do you think? Tell me? *upset*

Spike says:

Tara- I think you need to do whatever makes you happy. Thats what I think. And if he makes you happy. More power to you...even though right now, he isnt in my highest regards...But he is nice, and he helps you out alot...

Buffy says:

Come watch the movie... if you don't... if I'm... alone with him...

Spike says:

Tara- Are you sure? I was planning on seeing Willow, but if you want, I'll come watch...

Buffy says:

With Dawn here... and he's... tempting... *really ashamed*

Spike says:

Tara- Come on...do you want me to sit inbetween you two again?

Buffy says:

*laughs*

Spike says:

Tara- You have nothing to be ashamed about, remember that..ok? Now lets go watch that damn movie...

Buffy says:

let me wash my face... I'll be right in

Buffy says:

Dawn's been rewinding and rewatching the cowboy scene over and over

Spike says:

*laughs* Ok...

Buffy says:

I'll take tara back, less u want her?>>

Spike says:

Nope, she's all yours>>>

Spike says:

Spike- Dawn, will you knock it out..just let the movie play.

Spike says:

Dawn- Gah! Fine.

Buffy says:

*washes her face and comes back in... the cowboy scene... again* Who did that?

Buffy says:

Tara-- think it was spike... *grins*

Spike says:

Spike- Pfft. *grins at Buffy and pats the seat next to him* Sit down put your feet up..(in my lap...)

Buffy says:

Buffy sits...

Spike says:

You cold? *eyes the blanket then her*

Buffy says:

uhh...

Buffy says:

Tara-- I think it's fine in here

Spike says:

Right then...I wouldnt know or anything...(I smell you slayer...damn Tara! ...oh yea, and the Bit...)

Buffy says:

*looks over at him... looks away quickly*

Spike says:

Spike...wants a smoke...damn the sunlight...*

Buffy says:

Tara-- something up Spike?

Spike says:

Spike- Nothing...*bloody hell*

Buffy says:

tara-- oh... you looked like something was wrong...

Spike says:

Spike-- No, nothing...*looks at the tv*

Buffy says:

*laughs a little*

Spike says:

*glares at her*

Buffy says:

*puts her feet in his lap* rub

Spike says:

*shocked*-....(I should say no....)- Ok...*rubs her feet*

Buffy says:

*leans back on the pillow* thanks...

Buffy says:

Tara-- watches the movie*

Spike says:

*rubs her foot into his hardness letting her feel it then moves her foot back to his lap and rubs...*

Buffy says:

*eyes flutter and she shoots him an evil look*

Spike says:

*grins and plays with her toes...licking his lips...*

Buffy says:

*pulls her feet away*

Spike says:

*rolls his eyes*

Buffy says:

8sticks her tongue out*

Spike says:

*runs his hand inbetween the cushions so Tara wont see then runs it under her ass giving her a good pinch*

Buffy says:

Buffy jumps

Spike says:

*pulls his hand away and smiles*

Spike says:

Dawn- You ok there?

Buffy says:

Yeah... sorry

Spike says:

Dawn turns her attention back to the tv...*

Spike says:

Spike pulls her feet back in his lap*


Buffy says:
*glares at him*


Spike says:
rubs*


Buffy says:
*sits up* I want some tea... anyone? Ok be right back... 8goes to the kitchen*


Spike says:
Spike gets up*- Uh, I'm...thirsty...*goes into the kitchen*- Did I do something wrong, pet?


Spike says:
Dawns too engrossed in the movie that she didnt hear them.*


Buffy says:
*turns* No... no.


Buffy says:
Tara... wonders if she should check on Buffy


Spike says:
Spike- Is that so...*leans her into the island*...So, I did something right..

.
Buffy says:
I didn't say that either


Spike says:
Ah, well...something tells me different...*grins and leans closer to her*



Buffy says:
*whistle blows* I have to... make tea

Spike kisses her then lets her tend to the tea*


Buffy says:
Do you want a cup?


Spike says:
sure...*sits on the island watching her*


Buffy says:
*fixes him one* You want the extra ingrediant in yours?


Spike says:
*watching her ass*- Uh, yea...thanks.


Buffy says:
*pours some blood in his* (What am I doing? being the good little domestic...) *hands him a mug and goes back to the couch*


Spike says:
Spike laughs a little...she wants me...goes to the couch*


Buffy says:
Tara-- ooh this is a good part


Spike says:
Spike- Is this when they die? I havent watched in forever...


Spike says:
Dawn- SPIKE!!!!!! Gah!


Spike says:
Dawn- I havent seen this!


Spike says:
Spike- Oops...


Buffy says:
*hits him in the leg*


Spike says:
Hey! Sorry Niblet.


Spike says:
Dawn- Whatever.


Buffy says:
*hits him again, hard*


Spike says:
*glares* what was that for?!...


Buffy says:
for ruining her day!


Spike says:
Dawn- He didnt ruin my day...jsut the movie!


Spike says:
Spike - Whatever...did you really think they were going to get away? *blocks a hit from Buffy*...leans in*- Now you know that is like third base with me...dont want to push me do you...*whispers*


Buffy says:
Tara-- it's ok Dawn... we'll Talk thru Sid and Nancy


Spike says:
Dawn- damn right! ... Do we even have that movie?


Spike says:
Spike grins...and scoots a little closer...


Buffy says:
*shoves him off*


Buffy says:
tara-- yea


Spike says:
*sighs and resumes his spot on the other end of the couch*


Buffy says:
*frowns and hits him*


Spike says:
Bleeding hell woman!


Spike says:
Dawn- Will you shut up!


Spike says:
Spike gets up and goes to the kitchen*


Buffy says:
*laughs*


Spike says:
*goes through the cabinets*


Spike says:
*comes out with a bag of chips sits on the floor leaning against the couch*


Buffy says:
*tosses a leg over each shoulder laughing*


Spike says:
(why is she doing this to me....) *eats a chip and ...leans his head back...*


Buffy says:
I could pop your head off, so no more spoilers... got it?



Spike says:
Yea yea...die a happy man...*rubs his head...there*


Buffy says:
*blushes and takes her legs off of him*


Spike says:
*leans his head up and brings her legs back...*- Wont do it again...


Buffy says:
Buffy-- gonna get something... *goes to the bathroom*


Spike says:
*always leaving...*


Buffy says:
*calms her breathing, goes back and sits on the couch... *looks around, pulls on his collar so he's up there with her*


Spike says:
*liking this...puts his hand on her thiegh and gently rubs back and forth...*


Buffy says:
*falling a sleep against the back of the couch... slowly... starts... leaning... against... spike...* zzzzzz


Spike says:
*smiles...and watches the movie..*


Buffy says:
*shivers a bit.. * "cold" *mumbles*


Spike says:
*puts the blanket over them*



Tara-- could be the ice pillow she's got?


Spike says:
*glares at Tara*...RIght...*leans Buffy to the other side of the couch and puts the blanket over her*


Buffy says:
*puts her feet up in spike's lap*


Buffy says:
Tara-- Dawn? Want to go get some lunch?


Spike says:
*smiles and runs his hands up and down her legs*


Spike says:
Dawn- Um..sure...Movies over anyway...


Spike says:
It is...(didnt notice)


Buffy says:
Tara-- come on, you can pick something out for Buffy


Spike says:
Dawn- Sure. *gets up and see's Spike and Buffy and smiles...gets her shoes on*...Ready!


Buffy says:
Tara-- gets her purse and they go


Spike says:
Buffy?...


Buffy says:
"mmm?"


Spike says:
Nothing...*pulls her up so her head is resting in his lap and strokes her hair...wishing everyday could be like this..*


Buffy says:
*mmm* Lay with me...


Spike says:
Um...sure...*leans her up and pushes is boots off..and lays with her bringing her close*


Buffy says:
holds onto the arm that's wrapped around her and sleeps better than she has in weeks



Spike *holds her*

Tara-- *to Dawn* Do you like Spike?

Dawn- Yea...why?

Tara-- I think he likes buffy

Dawn- Um. Duh! Where have you been...*laughs*

Tara-- *looks at her*

Tara-- ok... what if buffy liked him back?

*laughs harder* Yea right...

Tara-- I was thinking about it... when I watched the way he looked at her... he's strong... she could use someone like that.

Dawn stops laughing*- Have you talked to Buffy? I mean...about Spike...I think they have something going on...but she would never tell me...

Tara-- I don't know. I want to know what you think

Dawn- I think it would be great if they were together...Spike...he loves her alot, would do anything for her...Maybe...I dont know...He took care of me...you know when she was gone....

tara-- I know.

Dawn- Yea...I went to her room today...I saw his duster there...and I noticed that when we were watching movies...he still wasnt wearing it...*smiles* I know whats going on...

Tara-- maybe she got cold or something...

Dawn rolls her eyes*- Please Tara! I'm not that stupid. But, she can keep it from me...She keeps everything else away from me...I'll just act really suprised if she ever tells me.

Well if it is happening... how do you feel about it?


Dawn says:
It would be so cool, you know! I think...well if he makes her happy than that is all that matters. Right?


Tara says:
Even if he is a vampire?


Dawn says:
So...Angel was a vampire...and Spikes more fun!

Tara says:
Well... I guess we'll wait and see


Dawn says:
I guess...I should tease her...that would be fun...


Tara says:
No! Don't... I mean we don't even know...


Dawn says:
Thats true...*yea right* Fine...I wont...


Tara says:
If you want me to ever talk to you about things again I suggest this stays between us


Dawn says:
I wont say anything..geez...sorry.


Tara says:
Good


Dawn says:
So...what time does Willow come home today?


Tara says:
Umm, *looks at her watch* I think she said four


Dawn says:
You wanna milkshake...I'm going to get a milkshake...*gets up and gets a milkshake*


Tara says:
Thanks...


Dawn says:
*comes back* There ya go...*sips on her drink*


Tara says:
yummy... thanks Dawn, but I don't want you to spend your money on me


Dawn says:
Eh..Buffy's money. I'm surprised she actually gives me an allowance...


Tara says:
Why?


Dawn says:
I think...I dont know...I think sometimes she tries to hard...but then...its not enough...its never right down the middle, like either she's there...like in your face or not at all. Its weird.


Tara says:
She's busy Dawn..

.
Dawn says:
Yea yea...


Tara says:
I have talked to her about it...


Dawn says:
Whatever, yea she came back and yea, I'm sorry for that...for what you guys did, but...I dont know...I dont want to talk about this anymore? *gets up* You ready to go back?


Tara says:
We did have movie day today, that's a start right?


Dawn says:
Yea in which we are missing the rest of the movies...


Tara says:
let's go watch the rest, I just thought we could get lunch.


Dawn says:
Ok.


Tara says:
Tara and Dawn head back after getting some Taco's for Buffy and Spike


Dawn says:
*walks in...*- We're back! *goes into the kitchen*


Tara says:
Tara sees them on the couch... Spike's arm wrapped around Buffy... her leg between his, her face in his chest...


Spike says:
*looks up and nudges Buffy*- Buffy....*nudge* Slayer....


Tara says:
not now Spike... I'm tired


Spike says:
Fine with me...but They're back...*holds her tighter*


Buffy says:
mmm hmm *throws arm around him and kisses his neck* ssh... lemme sleep


Tara says:
*goes over and shakes Buffy* Buffy!


Spike says:
*grins*


Spike says:
Hey now! She's trying to sleep!


Dawn says:
*comes in* Whoa...


Dawn says:
*I was right....go me!*


Buffy says:
Damnit Spike! *hits his shoulder and wakes up* I told you I was tir... *looks up and sees Tara and... Dawn* oh... *gets up*


Dawn says:
So...are we still on for uh...movie day?


Buffy says:
Buffy-- yeah... I... yeah, I must have fallen asleep.


Spike says:
*shakes his head...*- Ok...so movies...why dont you put one in then.


Spike says:
*sits up*


Dawn says:
*does that, and sits back on the floor*


Buffy says:
So what we going to watch? *looks down to make sure she's still dressed*


Spike says:
*looks at Buffy*


Dawn says:
Um...I dont know..this is Tara's pick..what movie is this again?


Spike says:
Oh wonderful...*to self*


Buffy says:
Oh fine Spike, you pick something!


Spike says:
*smirks....*- Uh...how about some action...you got any action movies? You know..that Mel guy...or Nic Cage? ...


Tara says:
We have the one where he's on the plane... but the only good lines in it were written by some guy named Joss Whedon... and they didn't keep most of his lines...

Buffy says:
That's right! He wrote about the irony of being on an airplane and singing a song about a band who died in a plane crash!


Tara says:
I wish they'd give him a tv show or something...


Spike says:
*rolls eyes* Whatever..just put the movie in


Dawn says:
*finds it and puts it in*


Tara says:
Hey we have food


Spike says:
Not hungry.


Tara says:
what? what did you get?


Tara says:
Who said we got you any? *gives the tacos to Buffy*


Spike says:
*looks at Tara then at Buffy and then the movie*


Buffy says:
mmm tacos... *eats*


Spike says:
*looks at Buffy and laughs*


Buffy says:
what?


Tara says:
gets a blanket and puts it around her as she curls up in the easy chair


Spike says:
Nothing besides the fact that you have cream on the corner of your mouth...*leans in* I could lick it off you know...*grins*


Buffy says:
*looks at Dawn and Tara* yeah right before you... (stop looking at me like that) umm.. did something evil!


Spike says:
*scoots a little closer*


Buffy says:
*scoots away*


Spike says:
*closer*


Buffy says:
Stop it *whispering*


Buffy says:
*lightly dozes*


Spike says:
Buffy? ...*grins* Here..put your head in my lap...*puts his arm around her*


Buffy says:
*elbows him* Stop!


Spike says:
*sighs and moves to the other end of the couch*


Buffy says:
*feels bad... (why?)*


Spike says:
*watches the movie*


Buffy says:
*watches Spike*


Buffy says:
*falls asleep*


Tara says:
*pulls the blanket down and scoots closer to Spike*


Spike says:
*looks over at her at her and shakes his head...watches the movie*


Buffy says:
No?


Spike says:
*looks at her* No what?


Buffy says:
oh... you shook your head... I thought you were saying something... (idiot)


Spike says:
Just thinking...Is Glinda asleep? *whispers*


Buffy says:
*looks over* yeah...


Spike says:
*eyes the blanket and eyes her*


Buffy says:
You said no... *pouts*


Spike says:
When did I say that...Dont pout...come here...*pulls her closer*


Buffy says:
*looks over at Dawn on the floor*


Spike says:
Wont do anything...just...hold you...


Buffy says:
(let him... what's the harm... it feels good damnit!) * a tear falls and she gets up and goes to the kitchen*


Spike says:
*gets up and goes to the kitchen*- Buffy?


Buffy says:
*doesn't turn around*


Spike says:
*sighs and goes closer to her, wanting to put his arms around her..but keeps his distance...*- Do you want me to go? Did I get too close? You know..overstep the boundries that you put up?


Buffy says:
*puts her head down* (it's getting so hard to keep kicking him out) *shakes her head no*


Spike says:
Then whats wrong...*comes closer*


Buffy says:
Don't touch me... (I'll die)



Spike says:
Right...figured as much. *goes upstairs to get his duster*



Buffy puts her face in her hands and sobs
Spike says:
*comes back...*- Mind if I take the blanket? *walking to the living room and grabs the blanket*


Buffy says:
*wiping her eyes she ignores him*


Spike says:
Spike leaves*


Buffy says:
*goes back in the living room and sits on the floor next to Dawn* hey


Dawn says:
*sleepy and sits up* - Hey...Whats wrong? Have you been crying?


Buffy says:
No... I just wanted to tell you I love you.


Dawn says:
I love you too Buffy....*hugs her*


Buffy says:
*starts to cry* Do you?


Dawn says:
Oh..Buffy...of course I love you. *sad that she's sad* -Are you ok?


Buffy says:
I... we don't spend a lot of time together. I (I'm with him) I just wanted to tell you that I do care.


Dawn says:
I know...(well now I do) ...*looks over at Tara* Looks like she fell asleep...*laughs and hugs Buffy*- I love you. And I care...I just hope that you are ok...*kisses her cheek*- So you wanna watch the rest of the movie? *lays on the floor*


Buffy says:
Do you want to watch this? I mean it was Spike's pick... (and he's gone)


Dawn says:
Doesn't matter..I was about to fall asleep anyway...(long night last night) ...But if you wanna watch another one, I dont mind.


Buffy says:
Up to you Dawnnie *plays with her hair* You have nice hair...


Dawn says:
Thanks...You have nice hair too *smiles*


Buffy says:
You want to... do the girl make each other up thing?


Dawn says:
You're kidding right...?


Buffy says:
Ummm I wans't


Dawn says:
*smiles* Sure...*turns the tv off and gets up* I get to make YOU up! *smiles*


Buffy says:
Great! *they go upstairs*




Dawn says:
*pulls out her make up and starts painting Buffys face*



Buffy says:
don't make me look like a tramp


Dawn says:
I wont...*continues*


Buffy says:
*wonders what Spike's doing... who he's doing...*


Dawn says:
So...how's work going?


Buffy says:
slaying? same old...


Dawn says:
Had a good fight lately? I want to come sometime...and watch.


Buffy says:
Spike helps a lot... I would worry about you too much


Dawn says:
Oh come on! ...I wont get in the way..


Buffy says:
I'll think about it


Buffy says:
yeah.... no you arne't coming


Dawn says:
Hey, you better be careful, I am doing your makeup here

.
Buffy says:
this is nice isn't it?


Dawn says:
Yea, it is...Um...wait. (Oh now I know why she's up here) Where did Spike go?


Buffy says:
I don't know, home I guess


Dawn says:
Oh...*smiles* All done!


Buffy says:
Mirror!


Dawn says:
*laughs and hands it to her*


Buffy says:
What... Dawn!


Dawn says:
Doesnt look that bad does it? *sad*


Buffy says:
No... I like it


Dawn says:
Good.


Buffy says:
You... where'd you learn this?


Dawn says:
Um...Tara.




Buffy says:
Wish I had been the one to show you...



Dawn says:
Will you take me to the bronze tonight? *hopeful*


Buffy says:
Only if you let me do your hair and makeup and you do mine


Dawn says:
*happy* Ok!


Buffy says:
*pulls out some things*


Dawn says:
*sits on the bed* Whatcha looking for?


Buffy says:
Just a couple things I think would look nice on you...


Dawn says:
Aww..thanks...*smiles*


Buffy says:
*pulls them out* OK let's get ready


Dawn says:
Ok, I'm just gonna take a shower first, Ok? *goes to do that*


Buffy says:
Buffy dozes*


Dawn says:
*showers, comes out...gets dressed*


Buffy says:
*gets up and dresses* Dawn?? You ready??


Dawn says:
Yea- huh. *smiles*


Buffy says:
*fixes Dawn's hair and maekup*


Dawn says:
I love the curls...I was thinking of getting my hair permed you know?


Buffy says:
We could do that


Dawn says:
Cool.


Buffy says:
So you ready?


Dawn says:
Yea, lets book it.
Buffy says:
*they go*




Dawn says:
*they arrive*- Whoa, packed....



Buffy says:
That's cool... let's find some hotties...



Dawn says:
Sounds like fun!


Spike says:
Of course is there...watches...*


Buffy says:
*they weave thru the crowd*


Dawn says:
*they find a spot...Dawn starts dancing...*



Buffy says:
*dances with her*



Dawn says:
*grabs buffys hands and dances...*- This is sooo fun...


Buffy says:
It is! Should have brought you more...


Dawn says:
OOh buffy...2 o'clock...guy wants to dance with ya...*grins*


Buffy says:
*doesn't look* Is he hot?


Dawn says:
Yea-huh...tall dark and fine! *eyes light up*


Buffy says:
yeah? well I'm here with you...


Dawn says:
*grabs her hand again and move somewhere else...*


Buffy says:
uhoh... we got a group heading... right *some guy says hi to Dawn*


Dawn says:
*turns* Hey...*looks back at Buffy mouthing...HOT! and continues dancing


Buffy says:
I'm getting a drink... you have fun *wlaks off*


Buffy says:
Guy dances with dawn


Dawn says:
*hey dont leave me!!!! turns and dances with the guy...*


Buffy says:
*laughs and gets a drink. dances by herself by the bar*


Spike says:
*comes up behind her* -See you're feeling all better...


Buffy says:
*doesn't turn* Spike. Why am I not surprised that you're here.


Spike says:
Hey...you want me to leave? (not like i'm going to...)


Buffy says:
Like you care.

..
Spike says:
*sighs*- Why are you so, ...impossible?


Buffy says:
*turns* Fine... dance then. *knows he won't*


Spike says:
Pfft...I'll watch..*sits at the bar, pulls her imbetween his legs..*grins* - Now you can dance...


Buffy says:
*steps back* Don't dance fine... I'll find someone who will... *walks off*


Spike says:
*drinks his beer...I'm not going after her..Hell now i'm not...*sighs*- Bloody hell..*goes after her and turns her* - you wanna dance...fine. *drags her to the dance floor*


Buffy says:
What are you doing?


Spike says:
What you want..this is what you want right?


Buffy says:
I didn't think you... would


Spike says:
I wouldnt..not for anyone else. (wanker)


Buffy says:
*moves against him letting the music and drink work on her*


Spike says:
*puts one arm around her stomach pulling her as close as she can get...moves with her...a little bit..*


Buffy says:
*leans back and looks in his eyes*


Spike says:
Buffy...will you...be mad if...*kisses her neck*


Buffy says:
*shuts her eyes and pretends they are alone and keeps dancing*


Spike says:
*puts his hand inside her top...just running circles on her stomach with his fingers*


Buffy says:
*runs her arms up and around the back of his head* What are we doing?


Spike says:
*raspy* I dont know..but if you tell me to stop...I dont think I could...


Buffy says:
*turns around and puts her forehead against his chest, then just leans against him and keeps dancing*


Spike says:
*puts his arms around her savoring every moment*


Buffy says:
Dawn's here.

..
Spike says:
I know...


Buffy says:
Of course you do... you see everything don't you?


Spike says:
Suppose so...*brushes hair out of her face*- You look amazing...


Buffy says:
*smiles* Me and Dawn bonded...


Spike says:
That's good, luv...Am I...? I'm gonna go...


Buffy says:
Oh... I have to slay later? *lets her arms drop away*


Spike says:
Right. (meet you then)


Buffy says:
you know... I don't see Dawn. Maybe we could look from the balcony? *not looking at him*


Spike says:
You sure? I...I mean...well yea, there is a better view from up there...


Buffy says:
Let's go then...


Spike says:
*takes her hand and takes her up there...*


Buffy says:
(why can't I stop...)


Spike says:
*kisses her*


Buffy says:
*pulls him into a corner and kisses him back*


Spike says:
Oh, God...Buffy...*puts his hand up her shirt...*


Buffy says:
*unbuckles his pants*


Spike says:
*closes his eyes...kissing her harder..opens and works her skirt up, running his hand up her inner thiegh...looks at her and cocks an eyebrow...*- No Knickers?


Buffy says:
*shrugs* I must have forgot...


Spike says:
Yea..guess so...*lifts her up and takes her*...


Buffy says:
*wraps her arms around him* Yes...


Spike says:
*kisses whatever flesh he can...*- Oh, Luv...


Buffy says:
*lifting up and lowering self down* Oh .... Spike...


Spike says:
(she said my name..she said my..Oh God...*goes faster, holding on to her...burys his face in her neck*)


Buffy says:
Ohhh... ooh ... God...


Spike says:
*kisses her bringing his hand down inbetween them...*


Buffy says:
*kisses him back* please..

.
Spike says:
*plays with her clit...*- God, Buffy..I love you...(great...gotta hurry...goes faster and kisses her*)


Buffy says:
*tries to ignore what he said* you shouldn't... oh damn... Spike... *digs her nails into his shoulders...*


Spike says:
*continues...and pushes her more into the wall, goes slow...and just looks at her...*


Buffy says:
don't... don't you fucking dare make love to me Spike. I mean it.


Spike says:
Right then...*lifts her up and turns her around and fucks her from behind...so she wont see how sad he is...*


Buffy says:
*cums* (I'm such a bitch)


Spike says:
*cums and steps away...zips up...turns to leave*


Buffy says:
*turns* Spike?


Spike says:
My work here is done, I suppose. You can get back to your life...*lights up a cig*


Buffy says:
*fuck him!* yeah... see ya *goes downstairs to find Dawn*


Spike says:
Spike leaves*


Dawn says:
*dancing*


Buffy says:
*gets another drink*


Spike says:
patrols and takes his aggressions out reeaaallly good on some vamps..*


Buffy says:
*sees Dawn* Hey... I have to... go to work...


Dawn says:
Is it ok if I stay here...or do you want me to go home?


Buffy says:
There's no one here with you Dawn...


Dawn says:
Fine...you gonna walk me?


Buffy says:
Of course!


Dawn says:
*they go*


Buffy says:
You know... some guys... (yeah give Dawn advice on men) well they say things they don't mean...


Dawn says:
I know that...whats wrong Buffy..you look all...Have you been drinking? ...alot?


Buffy says:
Just a couple... did you have fun?


Dawn says:
yea, thank you so much *hugs her*


Buffy says:
I got complimented on my new look.


Dawn says:
You did! By that hottie huh? He finally cought up with you? *smiles*


Buffy says:
*small smile* uhuh...


Dawn says:
Well that's good...You had fun?


Buffy says:
yeah... *quiet* Dawn? have you ever?... been with a guy?


Dawn says:
*blushes a bit...embarrassed...*- No...why?


Buffy says:
Will you talk to me? I mean if you have questions or anything?


Dawn says:
Of course...you know you are my sister...I look up to you...


Buffy says:
*thinks of Spike, which is why I will never be with him ever again... ever* I just want you to know you can talk to me


Dawn says:
Well, let me tell you that I can, and will...*see's the house* -Ok...well, see you when you get back, I'm sure I'll be up *hugs her*


Buffy says:
Night *hugs her back* follows her as gfar as the living room why she grabs a few weapons and leaves*


Dawn says:
puts on pj's and watches tv*


Spike says:
*dusting them vampires*


Buffy says:
*picks the one cemetary he's in* This is not my night...


Spike says:
*dusts a vamp...see's her walks away*


Buffy says:
Spike... wait.


Spike says:
*turns* What is it? You need something? Got an itch?


Buffy says:
I cna't do this to you anymore...


Spike says:
Full of yourself, eh? *turns around and walks* Save it.


Buffy says:
*blinks* huh?


Spike says:
*turns around*- What Slayer? Go ahead, get it all out, Make yourself feel better. *walks towards her*- Let me down easy...


Buffy says:
I ... *back away* I was only thinking of you...


Spike says:
*stops* Thinking of me? Yea, you do alot of that...*laughs*


Buffy says:
What's that mean!?


Spike says:
When it comes down to the point when I can't even look at you when we're shagging...instead you'd rather me fuck you like you're a whore...there is something wrong...with YOU!!!



Buffy says:
*just stands there lower lip quivering*


Spike says:
What? Did I say something wrong? Its only the truth...God, Buffy, you kill me...I dont know whether to smack you or kiss you anymore.


Buffy says:
I... I'm sorry... *little voice*


Spike says:
No you're not.


Spike says:
Don't say that.


Spike says:
I should know the rules by now, right? I shouldn't love you. Want you.


Buffy says:
You don't want me to be sorry?


Spike says:
My fault is all I'm saying...I mistake your willingness to be with me, crumbs..some sort of hope...*laughs* Nothing...*straight face* Nothing will ever come of this..I realize that now.


Buffy says:
I am fucked up... oh God... I'm sorry... Spike? I'm sorry.


Spike says:
Buffy? Don't lie to me, not anymore...I just can't take this.


Buffy says:
I' sorry... I...should go. I won't bother you anymore *like a whore... a crazy whore... *


Spike says:
Buffy? *takes a step forward* Just...tell me now..How do you feel? Just let me know.


Buffy says:
I cna't stay away from you... *cries* I don't know why...


Spike says:
You do..either you dont want to tell me because it would hurt me, or you dont want to tell me because...*stands in front of her and cups her face* I love you. Me a vampire, without a soul, loves you. I love you when you're happy, when you're sad, when you're a bitch...I love it all.


Buffy says:
You're a demon... *not looking at him*


Spike says:
Covered that with the whole..vampire w/o a soul bit, luv...


Buffy says:
Ok that's it. I cna't be with you. You are a... soulless thing!


Spike says:
Its sad...It seems I have more soul than you...*walks away* heartless bitch *kicks a tombstone and walks towards her* Just stake me. Do it now.


Buffy says:
I cna't stake you.


Spike says:
Why not?


Buffy says:
Spike you get rid of that chip and we're all dead. How can I be with you? And I won't stake you because!


Spike says:
I havent killed you. And believe me I have had moments where I could, and I didnt! God what is WRONG with ME!!!!


Buffy says:
Well then... I gues this is it...


Spike says:
Yea until what...tomarrow night, same time same channel...yea, see you then *grabs his crotch*



Buffy says:
*punches him*


Spike says:
*stumbles back* Oh...getting the motor running eh?


Buffy says:
No... I'm going home (God, I let him sleep in my bed!? I thought I was fallin... oh I so need help)


Spike says:
(fuck) Buffy?


Buffy says:
*stops walking*


Spike says:
I didnt mean it. I didnt mean to...you know...God. *sighs* I know you dont want to hear it, But I do love you. Love you with everything I have...you may not think thats alot, but...Its all that I have...and you...this whole thing...I love you so much, that I'll let you do this to me. I'll take whatever I can get.


Buffy says:
it's not enough... I won't live like this anymore *wlaks home*



Spike says:
Spike watches her go...*



Buffy says:
*goes home and goes to bed... sobbing*


Spike says:
*walks to her house and stands at his tree...his Buffy watch tree...(yea he named the tree)*



Buffy says:
Buffy-- *makes her self sick*


Dawn says:
*wakes up, hears Buffy...*- Buffy? Oh, God, Buffy are you ok? *goes to her side*


Spike says:
*hears Buffy....starts crying himself...*


Buffy says:
*just hugs her* I just want a normal life...


Dawn says:
Oh sweetie..*hugs her*


Buffy says:
let's go somewhere... just leave... I mean Giles is gone... the council is gone I don't have to do it.


Dawn says:
Really? You..mean it?


Buffy says:
No more slaying no more stupid men with starnge jobs and no more vampires!


Spike says:
*listens...*


Dawn says:
What happened? You...Oh Buffy..*hugs her* You dont have to explain...


Buffy says:
I hate it I hate it all. I want it all and ... I'm not even going to see you grow up! *hugs her* I... want a normal boyfriend and... *mumbles and cries*



Dawn says:
Buffy...dont please..dont talk liek that....you'll see me grow up...*holds her*


Spike says:
*walks away...letting her go....(yea right)


Buffy says:
*gets sick again* I'm sorry Dawn... I shouldn't have said anything...


Dawn says:
No..no I'm your sister...it was right for you to talk to me...*rubs her back*


Spike says:
Why didnt she dust me...(to self)


Buffy says:
No matter what ever happens Dawn *takes her shoulders* No matter what... I have always loved you. Always.


Dawn says:
You're scaring me...(reminds her of the tower)



Buffy says:
I'm sorry, I just meant if anything happens or... if you hear things about me... none of that matters ok?


Dawn says:
I love you Buffy...*hugs her*


Buffy says:
Love you too *calming*


Dawn says:
And no matter what you do...you know...I'll always love you...I'll never judge you...


Buffy says:
*looks up at her* Why did you say that?


Dawn says:
Um...I thought it sounded good? (better in my head)


Buffy says:
That's all? (If she's heard anything...)


Dawn says:
Yea, that's all...thought that you know...I just want you to know that I love you unconditionally...


Buffy says:
Thanks... now we better get to bed right? *gets up and brushes her teeth*


Dawn says:
mines already brushed..goodnight Buffy...*goes to her room*


Spike says:
*drunk*


Buffy says:
*goes to her room and looks out her window* I'm losing it.


Spike says:
*walking towards her house...(what he has to make sure she's sleeping..and not heaving..)


Buffy says:
*thinking about Angel... and Riley... and Spike...*


Spike says:
*goes to his tree, pulls out a cigarette and does what he does everynight...listen to her heart beat...knowing he'll never have that...but ...she makes him feel like he is human...that he is somebody...when she's not kicking his ass and stuff like that...*


Buffy says:
Buffy-- *to self* I can't love him... I can't... damn chip...


Spike says:
*hears her...lights up another one watches her window...thinks how he'll never be welcomed in her bed again...*- What have I become? *lowers his head and thinks*


Buffy says:
*gets up to shut the window before bed* God I've got it bad, now I'm smelling his damn cigarettes! *slams window and goes to bed*


Spike says:
*laughs and sits*



Spike says:
Bloody hell!!! (he's catching on fire) runs to the porch...tries the door*- They always keep this door unlocked! *walks in*




Tara-- what are you doing here!?


Spike says:
Burning up I suppose.


Buffy says:
Bit early for you isn't it?


Spike says:
*looks at her and looks away*- I..uh...*sighs* Buffy, we need to talk.


Tara says:
At 6 am?




Spike says:
Uh, right...fine...can I just get a blanket, I'll be on my way..


Tara says:
Go on up Spike...


Spike says:
Thanks...*goes up...and walks in...*


Tara says:
*sleeping*


Spike says:
*stands by the door, (oh I'm dust...) walks towards the bed* - Buffy?


Buffy says:
*sleeps on*


Spike says:
*closer* Buffy...*touches her side*


Buffy says:
*mmm Spike?" *sleepy*


Spike says:
yea, pet its me...can I sit?


Buffy says:
no I hate you *sleepy, thinks she's dreaming*


Spike says:
*rolls his eyes and grabs her* Will you wake up!


Buffy says:
*sees him* Hi... *kisses him*


Spike says:
*pulls away* Buffy, you all right? *sits next to her*


Buffy says:
*shoves him, awake now* What are you doing here!?


Spike says:
*stands* Um...


Buffy says:
*stands too* *grabs his cock* Oh what? you come for a lil some some! *slaps him* Get out!


Spike says:
Buffy...I didnt come for that...I was outside all bloody night and awoke on fire, OK? (I'm pathetic)


Buffy says:
you're a twisted little stalker aren't you?


Spike says:
Fuck you. *walks out and goes downstairs*


Buffy says:
*slams her door and lays back down*


Tara says:
That went well... not


Spike says:
Yea, well you got a blanket, wont be coming round here anymore, You'll be happy about that, eh?


Tara says:
you want her?


Tara says:
you really want her?


Tara says:
then be what she needs...


Spike says:
And what exactly is that? I do whatever I can for her...I help her, I listen to her jammering...What is it that she needs...*sits on the countertop*


Tara says:
She needs to know she can trust you.


Spike says:
I think she knows that by now. She should anyway, Let her treat me like shit, and still I'm there, helping her...When she was gone I was with Dawn the whole time, taking care of her...


Tara says:
And if the chip was gone?


Spike says:
Tara? I can kill her right now. Do you see me doing it. No. Because If I were to kill her...there would be nothing left for me ...I couldnt do it. And that also means hurting you guys...she loves you all, and that would kill me to see her go thru that. And any one else for that matter...Pigs blood isnt that great but hey, I'm used to it now


Tara says:
What if you get hit in the head? Chip is gone... you have free access to this house... what then?


Spike says:
I wouldnt hurt any of you. Don't you trust me? You've known me...Whatever...you got a blanket?


Tara says:
*grabs his hand* dicardis


Tara says:
*chip is gone* Tara puts a protection spell around her*


Spike says:
Tara? *he doesnt know unless he tries to hit something* What was all that about?


Tara says:
Hungry? Been wanting some nice... fresh human food? I took away your chip.


Spike says:
*hops off the counter* You did? *feels his head*


Tara says:
Yes...


Spike says:
Now, now...why did you do that?? *walks towards her*


Tara says:
*back away* You think you canbe what she wants... let's test that theory


Spike says:
*vamps and walks towards her...wants her...hears the blood just pumping away...thinks about Buffy....Dawn...what this could mean....changes back...*- Oh, God. I can't...*leans against the counter* Why? I hear it...your blood...I crave it...I just can't.


Tara says:
uhuh... because it's me... what about the people out there... the ones on the street...


Spike says:
Stop talking...Stop patronizing me. You want me to kill? Is that why you did this?


Tara says:
No I don't want you to kill, I want to show you that you are killing Buffy! She can't love you. She can't be with you... because this... separates you!


Spike says:
I am not. She does it to herself. She's miserable and brings me along for the ride.


Tara says:
No you... can't be what she needs spike. And you know what? She isn't what you need. You're miserable too


Spike says:
is that so? I bring something out of her...Some thing that you scoobies can't. And I was fine before you did your FUCKING SPELL! God...why did you do that...You took away the one thing...Now whatever it is she came to me for...she wont anymore...You Bitch!


Tara says:
Is that your demon coming forward Spike?


Spike says:
Why are you doing this to me?!

Tara says:
To make you see... you aren't man enough for her


Spike says:
I think I am. You dont know what the hell you are talking about. Ok? You just dont know.


Tara says:
Have your chip back *gives him back the chip* and oh yeah, right, she's going to love a souless killer *goes upstairs*


Spike says:
*stands there*- Should have drained her. *shakes his head*


Tara says:
*everyone still in bed*


Spike says:
Wonderful...stalker it is...*sits on the couch flipping on the tv...remembers the day before...the cuddling...*- God, I'm really pathetic