Journal

December 7, 2002 12:51am
Well, we went to go to New Symrna because my Granpa is in the hospital yet again. And he doesnt seem to be getting any better. He has pneumonia, whoo, took me a while to look up that word in the dictionary. Anyway so he is real sick and on top of that has a weak heart. Its really sad, me and my mom talk about it all the time, she wants him to be here. She has also told me that he may not be around longer. What do you really say to that. I was talking to my friend last night, and she started crying and was like "Not Granpa" I love him so much, andhe has been through so much, and Icare about him and everything, I cried once and that was when he was in the hospital 3 weeks ago, he had a mild heart attack right in front of me. Its just really weird. But as my friend was crying, I couldnt cry. I dont know why, and I wonder if that makes me a bad person. I dont think of myself as a bad person, but just cause of that I do. Its weird. Im just weird. Ok Goodnight, gonna get some sleep, I have to work 10 hours tomarrow. Whoo-hee for me! (yea right)

Yep, that is me on the right...The face behind SlayersGift...OOOOOOHHHHHHHHH....anyway, today (Nov 3rd, 2002, we decided to take pictures and well guess I wanted to put one on my site.


This is the work area for me and Mrs Muir. Thats her computer behind Summer and the one that Summer is at is mine although you cant see it.


This is my other bestest friend..we have known eachother for like ever. His name is Shaun and I have converted him to the Buffyverse. His fave is Faith and Dawn...go figure.


THis is one of many walls devoted to Buffy, I took more pictures but they didnt come out.

This is wall number two which is over my bed..Yes I am obsessed..Some people may see their manipulated artwork on this wall. Hint hint..(I liked!!!)