reunited
we went to the movies
and half way through
i grabbed your hand
and smiled
because of its innocence
and afterwards
we walked to your car in silence
holding onto our thoughts
not wanting to ruin the moment
pulling into your driveway
my heart was pounding
as you turned the key
and turned towards me
that look was so familiar
and you leaned in
hesitating
because we both knew
that this shouldn’t happen
our lips embraced
and I felt my heart flutter
and break
because it felt so right
but I knew that this
was only temporary
and in this one night
it felt like we had made up
for the last 4 months
of being 2000 miles apart
i went home
and snuggled under the blankets
wishing my teddy bear
was you
i could still smell
your cologne and
i could smell the love
we shared
and its nights like tonight
that I think back
and hold my teddy bear close
wishing it was you
