here and then some
I love j/ sittin on the beach early in the morning and j/watch and listen to everything going on around me. It gives me time to think, and when i think, i think with some hard core concentration. Next yr. is gonna be my senior yr. I'm looking forward to that, but my boyfriend matt is going away to college and i'm barely gonna see him. Thats not cool. Idk what i should do.... to stay w/him or break up w/him. I need some major advice. Matt is perfect and I love him and all but idk how i'm gonna react to not being able to see him for long periods @ a time. idk.... post anything if ya got some advice. I'm out...
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6/ 26/ 03
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Hey! Omg today was so much fun. I got up early and I got my braces off atlast. My teeth look great! Then i met Nichole @ the beach. We stayed there from 11:30 - 4 pm. I'm so burnt. No lie. We met this cool sophomore name Travis from C.N. Hs. HE was def. cute. Sh! Dont tell Matt....lol. Anywho, i got home and showered off the ocean salt and what not....then Matt picked me up and we had fun. Lots of fun, if ya know what i mean....ha! anywho I gtg... ttyl.. I'm sleepy. Bye!
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Life as it is
Summer is okay... not much had happened since Erin's death. I'm still in a dream state when-ever I think about her dying, its still unrealistic. Matt and I are doing just fine. He's leaving for JU in August. I get to start my senior year soon. Yay! I might be moving to Jacksonville as well. My parents loved it up there. Matt was excited to hear the possibility of that happening. What ever. I gtg. Talk to ya later....
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