Everyone Else's Eyes


He makes me tired of living, he makes me want to die.
He makes me want to kill myself, because obviously I do
not deserve to live. He sucks happiness and life from me, as if it was blood.
He takes away everything beautiful, and makes it so ugly.
He takes my sunshine, and grounds it like dust beneath his heels.
He's taken everything sane from me, and made me an angry violent bitch.
He wonders why I'm like this, because he's made me this way.
So many lies and so much hate, I can't bear much more.
He takes everything familiar to me, and fills it with so much pain.
I hate everyone and everything, and yet he still wonders why.
He wonders why I have no love for him, why my love has turned to
complete and total hatred.
Because he drove me to this, with his constant lies and betrayal.
Constantly pushing me away and showing me he has no love for me.
Seeing the hatred in his eyes, because once again I got too close.
Seeing the joy in his eyes, whenever I uncovered a lie.
Like it was all a game, and he had so much fun.
I'm glad he enjoyed it, because he's ruined me from ever loving again.
I shall never trust, love nor hold dear to me, anyone ever again.
For I see the look he gives me, in everyone else's eyes.





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