Father of Mine


You treat me like shit, yet think I should be there for you.
I don't understand the way your mind works, what do you want me to do?
I love you because of who you are, but not the things you do.
How can I love someone, when they can't even be true.
I hate the lies you tell me, and all the things you've put me through.
I hate the way you act, like you don't have a clue.
Sometimes I wish you could be a part of my life,
but realize I'm better off without you.
I don't need you in my life, it took me 3 years to see.
I can be someone without you, I don't need your shoulder to cry on.
You were hardly there anyway, it's no different when you're gone.
It took me awhile, to love the person I am.
To realize I am somebody, even if you don't give a damn.
I thought you were what I needed, to make my life complete.
But I realized, I was facing an endless feat.
I don't beat myself up anymore, over the fact that you're not here.
The one person I thought I needed to love me, just disappeared.
But, I'm moving on with my life, and discovering a new me.
The one that never did need you, and the one that can now see.




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