Reflections


As I look into your eyes, I see us fading,
Maybe we've already become a memory.
It's back to just you and I, instead of the we that we planned.
It scares me to look into your eyes,
for I am afraid of what they might show.
Hatred for me and the things I have done to wrong you,
or total lack of interest in me.
As I sit back and watch you interact with other people,
I sometimes wish I was them,
just to hold your interest for awhile.
Just to be able to laugh with you,
and to have you hang on my every word.
It frightens me, this love I have for you,
because it seems as if I've fallen too hard.
I fear that you don't love me as much as I do you.
I have distanced myself from everyone that I love,
trying and hoping to become stronger inside of me.
Trying to prepare myself for when we become just, you and I.





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