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The Story Of Us

NOT VERY OFTEN DO YOU MEET SOMEONE WHO MAKES SUCH AN IMPACT IN YOUR LIFE IN SUCH A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME. I HAVE MET SUCH A PERSON. SATURDAY, JULY 5TH, I WENT FIFTEEN FEET FROM MY FRONT DOOR TO NEXT DOOR AND MET A MAN I WANT SPEND TIME WITH AND GET TO KNOW A WHOLE LOT BETTER. I DIDN'T KNOW IT THEN BUT I DEFINITELY KNOW IT NOW. I WENT NEXT DOOR WITH ANA AFTER TALKING TO HER OUTSIDE FOR A LITTLE WHILE. I WENT INTO HER HOUSE AND SHE SAID SHE WOULD LIKE ME TO MEET HER BROTHER. SHE CALLED HIM DOWNSTAIRS. WHEN HE CAME DOWNSTAIRS HE LOOKED EMBARRASSED TO BE MEETING SOMEONE SINCE HE WAS JUST WEARING SHORTS AND A TANK TOP AND NO SHOES. I THOUGHT HE LOOKED GOOD. HE JUST SAID HELLO, SMILED AND LEFT THE ROOM. I STAYED TALKING TO ANA FOR A LITTLE WHILE ABOUT HER WORKING AT THE ANSWERING SERVICE AND THAT I WOULD GET AN APPLICATION FOR HER. I LEFT AND WENT HOME TO TRY AND GET SOME SLEEP BEFORE WORK. SLEEP NEVER CAME.

MONDAY, JULY 7TH, AFTER WORK I WENT TO THE ANSWERING SERVICE AND GOT AN APPLICATION FOR ANA THEN WENT HOME. I WENT OVER HER HOUSE AND GAVE IT TO HER. JULIO CAME DOWNSTAIRS AND WE ALL STARTED TALKING. I WAS GLAD THAT I STILL HAD WORK CLOTHES ON AND LOOKED OKAY. I CAN SEE WHY HE WAS SELF-CONSCIOUS WHEN HE MET ME SATURDAY. I STAYED OVER WITH JOSHUA TILL ABOUT NINE PM. I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE. I HAD SUCH A GOOD TIME JUST HANGING OUT AND TALKING WITH HIM, BUT JOSHUA HADN'T EATEN DINNER YET AND I HAD TO FEED HIM AND PUT HIM TO BED.

I HAD TOLD JULIO HE COULD USE MY PARKING SPACE IF HE WANTED TO SINCE I HAVE TWO AND I ONLY USE ONE AND HE HAS NOWHERE TO PARK. THURSDAY, JULY 10TH HE WAS PARKING HIS CAR AND I WENT OUTSIDE TO SAY HELLO. WE TALKED TILL AROUND ELEVEN. HE IS SUCH A NICE PERSON. WE TALKED AND LAUGHED.

TODAY IS MONDAY, JULY 14TH AND I HAD SUCH A GREAT WEEKEND. FRIDAY NIGHT HE CAME OVER AROUND NINE AND STAYED TILL ALMOST TWO IN THE MORNING. WE TALKED SO MUCH ABOUT SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS. I DON'T KNOW IF HE FEELS THE SAME ABOUT ME AS I DO ABOUT HIM. PROBABLY NOT, BUT I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE. HE IS SO FUNNY AND MAKES ME LAUGH. WE TELL JOKES AND STORIES ABOUT CHILDHOOD. HE SEEMS GENUINELY INTERESTED IN ME AND JOSHUA. BUT NOT LIKE A LIKING INTERESTED AS FAR AS I COULD TELL ON FRIDAY.

ON FRIDAY NIGHT WE TALKED ABOUT SO MANY MOVIES THAT WE BOTH LIKED, A LOT OF THE MORE RECENT ONES I HAVEN'T SEEN YET BUT I WANT TO SHARE THEM WITH HIM. SATURDAY HE BROUGHT OVER TWO MOVIES. ONE HE HAD TOLD ME ABOUT ON FRIDAY. UP UNTIL SATURDAY, WHEN HE HAD BEEN THERE ( ONLY 2 TIMES, BUT IT FEELS LIKE MORE), HE SAT ON ONE COUCH AND I SAT ON THE OTHER. SATURDAY SINCE WE WERE GOING TO WATCH A MOVIE WE SAT ON THE SAME COUCH. I DON'T KNOW IF HE FELT IT OR NOT, BUT I FELT SUCH A MAGNETISM TOWARD HIM IT WAS INCREDIBLE. I REALLY HOPED HE FELT THE SAME WAY TOWARDS ME. I CAN NOT IMAGINE A MORE WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING. WE ORDERED A PIZZA AND WATCHED HIS TWO MOVIES AND THEN "JERRY MAGUIRE". I HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL TIME WITH HIMI HOPE THIS FEELING LASTS A VERY LONG TIME.

YESTERDAY, SUNDAY, JULY 13TH AROUND NINE PM THERE WAS A KNOCK ON THE DOOR, IT WAS PAPO, HE SAID HE HAD GOTTEN SOMETHING IN HIS MAIL FOR ME. I WAS KIND OF SAD THAT JULIO DIDN'T BRING ME THE LETTER. I THOUGHT FOR SURE THEN THAT HE MUST NOT BE INTERESTED. BUT THEN, HE SAID HELLO AND I LOOKED AND HE WAS STANDING OVER TOWARD HIS FRONT DOOR. I THANKED PAPO FOR THE LETTER AND TOLD JULIO THAT HE COULD MOVE HIS CAR TO MY SPACE WHEN MY MOTHER LEFT. I DIDN'T KNOW HOW HE FELT BUT I WANTED HIM TO KNOW THAT IT WAS MOM AND NOT SOME GUY OVER MY HOUSE. HE SAID THANK YOU AND PAPO LEFT WITH JONATHAN AND I WENT BACK INSIDE. A FEW MINUTES PASSED AND I COULDN'T GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND. A LITTLE WHILE LATER, I WENT NEXT DOOR TO TELL JULIO THAT HE COULD MOVE HIS CAR NOW. A FEW MINUTES LATER I HEARD HIM OUTSIDE, SO THEN I FELT EVEN MORE STUPID BECAUSE I WENT OUTSIDE LIKE I NEEDED SOMETHING FROM MY CAR, JUST SO I COULD SEE HIM AND SAY HELLO. I AM SOOOOOO GLAD I DID. MY LIFE WILL NOT BE THE SAME AGAIN.

WE STARTED TALKING AGAIN AND I INVITED HIM IN. HE HAS SUCH AWESOME EXPRESSIONS IT JUST AMAZES ME. HE KEPT GETTING A LOOK ON HIS FACE LIKE HE WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING BUT THEN HE WOULD STOP.

I ENJOY HIS COMPANY SO MUCH IT IS SIMPLY WONDERFUL. FINALLY, I SAID , "YOU KEEP LOOKING LIKE YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY, PLEASE JUST SAY IT." HE TOLD ME YES HE DID HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY, BUT HE DIDN'T WANT TO OFFEND ME. I TOLD HIM NOT TO WORRY ABOUT IT AND TO PLEASE JUST SAY. THEN HE TOLD ME THAT HE LIKED ME. THOSE WORDS BROUGHT SUCH A RUSH OF FEELING I COULDN'T EVEN IMAGINE. I TOLD HIM I LIKED HIM TOO. A LITTLE AFTER ELEVEN I WALKED HIM OUTSIDE, WE STOOD OUTSIDE AGAIN FOR A WHILE TALKING. HE STILL LOOKED LIKE HE HAD SOMETHING TO SAY. I ASKED HIM JUST TO SAY EVERYTHING THAT WAS ON HIS MIND. HE WANTED TO KISS ME. I'VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY ABOUT A KISS I HADN'T RECEIVED YET. I TOLD TO KISS ME THEN IF HE WANTED TO. HE DID. WE WERE HOLDING EACH OTHER SWAYING BACK AND FORTH LIKE A DANCE WITHOUT MUSIC.

THIS JUST GETS BETTER AND BETTER. TONITE AFTER I GOT HOME FROM WORK, I WAS PLAYING OUT ON THE PATIO WITH JOSHUA, HE CAME OVER. THE OTHER TIMES HE HAS BEEN OVER IT HAS BEEN IN SHORTS AND T-SHIRT, TODAY HE CAME IN JEANS AND SHIRT AND SHOES AND COLOGNE. HE SMELLED SO GOOD. I HAD SAXOPHONE MUSIC PLAYING INSIDE JUST RELAXING. WE WENT INSIDE AND WERE SLOW DANCING. JOSHUA CAME IN AND WANTED TO BE PICKED UP, SO THE THREE OF US WERE DANCING. I GUESS THIS IS THE FEELING THEY SAY YOU WILL KNOW WHEN YOU GET IT.

YESTERDAY WAS JOSHUA'S BIRTHDAY. HE CAME OVER LAST NIGHT AFTER I GOT HOME FROM HIALEAH. WE TALKED AND HAD A GOOD TIME.

LAST NIGHT HE SAW MY ROOM FOR THE FIRST TIME. AND LAYED ON MY BED. I INVITED HIM TO JOSHUA'S PARTY ON SATURDAY, HE SAID HE HAD TO HELP HIS MOM MOVE. I TOLD HIM I WOULD SEND JOSHUA HOME WITH MY DAD AND THEN GO HELP HIM AND HIS MOM MOVE IF HE WANTED TO COME. HE SAID YES. I WOKE UP THIS MORNING (FRIDAY) AND COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT I HADN'T ORDERED JOSHUA'S CAKE, I WENT TO PUBLIX AT 7 AM AND ORDERED IT, I AM SO GLAD THEY DIDN'T NEED MORE THAN A DAY.

A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED THIS WEEKEND. SO MANY THINGS ARE GOING THROUGH MY HEAD, MY HANDS CAN'T TYPE FAST ENOUGH, AND I TYPE PRETTY FAST. FRIDAY NIGHT, I WENT TO DAD'S FOR ISABEL TO SEW THE OUTFIT I'M WEARING TO JOSHUA'S PARTY. I HAD TO GO TO PARTY SUPERMARKET TO GET MORE PARTY STUFF SINCE EVELYN, JUNI AND JOHNATHAN WERE COMING TO THE PARTY. JULIO CAME OVER AND HE SLEPT OVER. HE SNORED ALL NIGHT LONG. I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL. HE LEFT IN THE MORNING TO DO SOME ERRANDS.

THE PARTY WAS GOOD AND I HARDLY SPENT IT WITH JOSHUA. HE SLEPT PART OF THE TIME. KELLY SAID JULIO AND I WERE VERY OBVIOUS THAT WE HAD SOMETHING. I DON'T KNOW, ALL I DO KNOW IS I COULD FEEL HIM LOOKING AT ME AND I LOVED HOW IT FELT. I TALKED TO ISABEL LATER ON AT MY HOUSE SHE SAID SHE THOUGHT HE LIKED ME. I DON'T UNDERSTAD MYSELF. I HAVE SUCH STRONG FEELINGS FOR HIM BUT YET WHEN SOMEONE SAYS HE LIKES ME OR IS INTERESTED I DENY IT. I DON'T KNOW WHY. WE SPENT ANOTHER NIGHT TOGETHER. I GOT A LITTLE SLEEP THIS TIME, BUT I DON'T MIND NOT SLEEPING. I TOLD HIM I COULD FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM I GUESS KIND OF LIKE THE SELENA SONG.

SUNDAY, I CALLED ISABEL AND TOLD HER SHE WAS RIGHT AND THAT HE LIKED ME AND WE WANTED TO GO TO THE MOVIES THAT IF SHE COULD WATCH JOSHUA. WE WENT TO COCONUT GROVE TO SEE OPERATION CONDOR WITH JACKIE CHAN. I THINK WE WATCHED A FEW MINUTES OF IT. WE JUST SAT IN BACK LOOKING AT EACH OTHER, WHISPERING AND KISSING. IT WAS WONDERFUL. AFTER THE MOVIE WE JUST SAT ON A BENCH OUTSIDE AND JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER EXPRESSING OUR EMOTIONS. WE DECIDED TO LIVE TOGETHER THAT NIGHT ALSO.

WHEN WE GOT TO MY HOUSE, I GUESS OUR HOUSE, I HAD AN UPSETTING PHONE CALL FROM GARY. I GUESS JULIO COULD SEE I WAS UPSET AFTER I HUNG UP AND TOLD ME TO SIT DOWN NEXT TO HIM ON THE COUCH. I DID AND HE JUST HUGGED ME AND KISSED ME AND TOLD HE WAS SORRY THAT I WAS UPSET. I TOLD HIM HOW HAPPY HE MADE ME AND WE KISSED SOME MORE. HE IS SO WONDERFUL. I FELT I LOVED HIM ALREADY, BUT DIDN'T KNOW HOW OR IF TO TELL HIM. HE STOOD ME UP AND HUGGED ME AND TOLD ME HE COULD FEEL EVERYTHING I FELT, EVEN THE HURT AND THE PAIN. I ASKED HIM IF HE COULD FEEL HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM AND HE SAID YES AND THAT HE LOVED ME TOO. I AM SO COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY.

EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL AT OUR HOUSE. WE HAVE TALKED AND SAID WE WANT TO MARRY EACH OTHER. THE QUESTION IS WHEN. I GUESS THAT WILL HAPPEN IN TIME. I AM HAPPY TO KNOW HE WANTS TO MARRY ME. IT'S FUNNY, WE WERE EACH WITH SOMEONE ELSE 6 OR SO YEARS AND DIDN'T ACTUALLY GET MARRIED TO THE PERSON AND NOW WITH EACH OTHER, WITHIN A FEW WEEKS WE JUST KNOW.

WE WENT TO THE SEAQUARIUM YESTERDAY AND HAD A GREAT TIME. WE TOOK OUR FIRST PICTURE OF THE FOUR OF US. OUR FAMILY TO BE. WHEN WE GOT HOME, JULITO AND I WENT TO KMART TO GET SOME THINGS. THE GREATEST THING HAPPENED WHILE WERE THERE. JULITO TOLD ME HE LOVED ME LIKE THE SKY. THAT EVEN THOUGH HE ISN'T MY SON I TREAT HIM LIKE HE IS, WAKING HIM UP KISSING HIM, LIKE I DO JOSHUA. IT ALMOST MADE ME CRY THAT A PERSON THAT LITTLE COULD RECOGNISE THE LOVE I FEEL LIKE HE IS MY SON.

I WANT TO MARRY HIM NOW.

YESTERDAY WE GOT MARRIED. WE PUT THE KIDS TO BED AND I WAS STANDING THERE LOOKING AT JOSHUA AND HE CAME IN BEHIND ME. WE WENT INTO OUR ROOM AND SAT ON THE FLOOR AND DISCUSSED IF IT WAS POSSIBLE FOR US TO GET MARRIED THE NEXT DAY, WHICH WAS A MONTH SINCE WE MET, IT WAS.

YESTERDAY MORNING WE SENT JULITO NEXT DOOR WITH ANGELA AND THE KIDS. I TOOK JOSHUA TO DAY CARE. I CAME HOME, WE GOT DRESSED. WE WENT TO THE JEWELRY STORE AND BROUGHT RINGS. THEY PUT QUINTANA ON THE RECEIPT AND IT MADE ME FEEL SO GOOD. WE CAME DOWNTOWN TO THE COURTHOUSE AND IN LESS THAN AN HOUR WE WERE MARRIED, PICTURES AND EVERYTHING. I AM SO HAPPY.

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