. wilting .
All that I touch decays;
All that I love fades away;
The pain continues.
My kiss is venom;
My touch corrosive;
Nothing survives me.
I have touched beauty;
I have felt tenderness;
It was fleeting.
I am the cloud to your silver lining;
I am the thorn in your rose;
I am pain in your existence.
if i hold you, you whither;
if i love you, you hate;
you can be nothing to me, you will not allow it.
I am everything that you want;
I have everything that you need;
yet you need nothing.
I do everything when it needs to be done;
I say everything when it needs to be said;
but it all escapes you.
My wants are not important;
My needs are not important;
I already knew this.
when you come I rejoice;
when you leave I despair;
but you do not notice.
You said that you cared;
I believed you,
but i dont know why.
You never meant to hurt my feelings;
I told you I had no feelings;
I fucking lied.
I offered you my heart;
and you took it;
so do the right thing,
and cut it into little pieces
before it hurts anyone else,
like me.