. die .
I came into this life,
I learned,
I matured,
I collected many lovers,
None meant a thing to me until you.
Everything I had was yours,
and you were my everything.
You held me close to you,
and whispered sweet lies into my ears.
I listened with great zeal at them,
and structured myself around you.
I watched you grow more beautiful with each passing day.
and watched as I withered away.
I carried you,
supported you,
adored you.
You carried me into oblivion,
and into the depths of hell.
We shared so many things,
I gave you all I had,
and you consumed it with lascivious delight.
You took that which I could never attain,
and smeared it into my face.
What have I done to you?
Was my love so venomous, my kiss so vile,
as you stole the few possessions I owned?
I know now that you have another,
yet you ask to come back.
I have, now, will always love you,
but you seek only my destruction.
so I'll welcome it.
destroy me, if you can do so more now than before.
You still speak to me,
swear your love for me,
miss me deadly.
and in the end, I know
everything you say,
the actions and emotions portrayed,
are fucking lies.
die bitch; die alone,
as you have killed me so many times with your words.