. chaos .
What a beautiful day.
Flowers are blooming,
birds are singing,
bunnies are fucking,
it's chaos.
The sun is high,
my enemy.
The night is my lover,
I, the master.
How do I explain it all to you?
I cannot.
Every day becomes blacker,
the sun brighter,
forcing me further into my own darkness.
I crawl, curl up inside myself.
Knowing that I am my own saviour,
yet I see nothing worthy of saving myself for.
This is your world, your existence;
I am either too early or too late.
I belong not unto this time.
My light is too dark for you,
My darkness, too deep;
My pits, too ravenous;
Though you seek me,
You cannot understand me,
I am beyond reckoning.
Only my lovers know me.