Diary
2-09-00
another day.
Shannon called, waking me up this morning.
She wanted me to take gaby, her cat.
At least the cat loves me.
anyway, she brought the cat over.
I totally ignored her.
She just got her car back,
first time she's had it since the accident.
We took a drive to hear/feel any anomalies,
and it seemed to shake whenever we hit a bump.
When we got back, i just walked into the house and closed the door.
She was on her cell phone to the repair shop.
I threw on some Prodigy and cranked it up a bit.
"I think Gaby is a good reason for her to keep in touch with me"
She opened the door crying, and said she had to go.
I said "yeh, okay".
I am so tired of her tearing me apart.
I know she's fucking this dude at work, i won't be a fukin fool.
Then she calls me from her cell phone, to bitch about something or other,
I half way listened to her.
Gaby is so different from when she was at Shannon's,
she is a total lovin freak.
anyway, powernap, 2 hours.
Went to the doctor, I think I'll live.
Then the liquor store, hehe.
I fear I am becoming an alcoholic.
They dont even ask me what I want anymore.
Well, I am tired of this place,
and I am looking to move on.......
Talked to my bro and my ex's grandma on icq.
I am truly going fucking madd.