Can you Handle the Truth?

"We only know what we have been told and for all we know thats not even true!"

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Mandy Linkner Is so freakin' cool

My Online Diary!
Hi!I guess since your visiting my page you want to hear about me, huh? Your either extreamly bord or you just actually wanted to know, which in that case your lucky, Ima great person to know! Goodness, I hate talking about my self but I figure its virually painless so I guess I can tell you a few things. I had to start this page for a class that i use to attend in High school. I guess they thought I'm some kind of computer genius. Guess again! I wouldn't know the first thing about designing web pages. So thanks to bunchs of friends, this page is up and running w/ almost no errors.

Maybe... I should start out with my name? Yeah that would be good! My name is Amanda Ann, better know as Mandy, Manda, La la {Megan and Ronnie) Cowbutt (Roup and Mr.Hearn), Miss Mandy (Mr.Hansen, Penny, Jeffy, and Roupy), Toots (Roupy),dirty slut (Brandon) etc. Ask about the names and I'll have to shoot, For some of them I hate with a passion but they are all so very speacial to me in so many ways.

I live in the Daytona Beach area of Flordia, In a very small town called De'land.. better known as the Dead-land. Point taken?! Deadland=nothing to do. I love the beach and the sun. I think that the beach is so much better at night though. The sounds and veiws, but then again almost everything I do seems to be better at night. Night time just gives you the energy and playful attitude that I very much enjoy having.
I Graduated from Taylor High school in the year of 2000. Go Wildcats! I was so active in the FFA and Sga. I did so much in high school that I was always so busy! Sometimes I miss those days weather it be the innocennce that The Teen life gives you, the friends that are there but are later no where to be found, or the laughs, loves and your biggest worry being what to wear the next day. Desions that I would gladly have besides todays worries, where am I going in life? who am I? where do I belong?
Now I attend DBCC... Im glad I have gone back to school, its just that sometimes Its hard.
I like to play all sports and enjoy hanging out at all kinds of places.. Most of all I like to skate. Skate you say.. yeah Rollor skate. I dont know why, but its me. I skate all the time. Its something that I love to do.It is refreshing and relaxing to me. Its a plus that its also excercise. Its takes away my worries, and makes me whole again. Its werid I know but It gives me strangth. I use to skate at the Deland Skating rink- where the good times rollor all the time. They are so awlsome. I worked there all through High school, but Like everything else that too changed.
Click here to see the Real Jam skaters
r> I was born in New york and soon moved to fla around the age of 5. (half way through kindergarten)I'm my mothers (Nancy ) third and youngest But My Daddy's (William ) one and only little girl. I have two sisters, Chrissy ,whom got married to Christopher and had a baby, my neice, Hayley and My nephew Garrett Dale. Jill ,is my other sister. They are cool! Except when they get me in trouble. I have lots of other family down here. My granparents, Rose marie and William ....( I love ya'll) and My Aunt Mary and Uncle John and Uncle richy and the Cousins, Mark goober, karen, Jordan, niclohas, and Harley. They are all one wreido family. Sometimes I think I'm adopated.{ But then I remenber that I'm a Little werid too.}

"I never knew how to worship until I knew how to love - Henry W. Beecher"

I am a memebr of The Alliance Church of Deland. I accepted Christ at the age of 10 (Thank You Kathy) and got baptized shorty after that. I love God. I have been through some hard and trying times in my life like heart ache, parents divroce and more. God has gave me the Friends and Family to pull me through.(Thank You Elisa for never giving up)But Like alot of you out there, Im not perfect.. sometimes I don't even remenber I'm a christian or what a christian does.Its scary when you realize that youve done wrong but you just don't know how to get back to where you once belonged and when you do you feel you just dont belong in that very spot anymore.

Love is such a strong word.. Looking in the dictionary it says : A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. wow.. thats intense. it hurts and sometimes its too Scary but wasn't it William M. Thackeray who said "To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best"
If thats so true why does it hurt so much to be alone? Why does it hurt so much to love? why have I fallen once and now am to chicken or broken to even start to let myself again.And when I have why is it that the one I have choosen is the only one that is out of my reach?
True love is something that is like a ghost which everyone has talked about but few have seen. So is it when it hurts so much that the pain just lays there deep in your soul like a womb you have loved?

"Within you I lose myself
Without you I find myself
Wanting to be lost again"

I love Too. They are the next best thing to Cows and Manatees. They help me to deal with the everyday probelms that life throws my way. When I haev probelms I just hop on and Ride and the day just dissappears and I'm in a world that I have created. My own fantasy land!

This is my baby Salvester! We had to put him down almost a year ago. It was a very sad day!

Aren't these the cutest? Isn't it nice to have someone to love and to spoil and to spend eternity with. I don't know, but one day I' will find that someone. Maybe I already know him, maybe I don't and right now, I'm just having fun and learing how to live, Love and hurt.

This is Penny's man" Me- I just think he has a nice butt. He is hott for an older man. Penny was my high school best friend. Its werid how you think that you'll be friends with people forever and then one day without warning or even meaning to they just are gone. I have learned that the hard way with alot of people but you'll have to visit my links to see those people.

This is my man, and one day no doubt I'll get him..forever...lol... in my dreams but isnt he so dreamy!"

Well thats about it..
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These things are so
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Hey don't pick on me, I like them.

Heres a few of my quotes comments and words, staright out of the Cowbutts mouth..{lol}

My Favorite things about boys:

Eyes
Butts
Attitudes

The first kiss

Where is the best place to get your first kiss?

anywhere as long as its with your crush

in a bush

on the beach

in front of a sunset

i dont like kissing it gives you cooties...

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Some Krazy Pictures of some of my life
These are My friends from high school
You know it would be great if you e-mail me and tell me what you of my page and give me hints for more great toys to put on my page Email: Countrysk8er@yahoo.com