Last Night.
It was just you and me playing in the field, it was so pure that love had to be our sheild.
we held hands and gazed into each others eyes, strongest hope for no soon good byes. I was right not to let this angel pass me by.
Her patience was another term for saying actions speak louder than words but I will also have the Bible as my sword.
Last night we shutout the world The moment was ours. Her smile and voice touched the side of me,it was time to rejoice and feel free
Written by Ade
May 23'98
My heart pounds continously with so much hurt, but it is mending.
I lie down on the floor full of thought, my eyes with so much hate for this cruel world.
everyday it seems like a billion thoughts are going through my head.
I produce so much water, it could be another name for waterfall. I have serious chills.
I also feel I have been taken advantage over, I have been kicked,slaped and almost stripped mentally,
my emotions have been messed with....
Has each day passes by, I forget who you are the more. Recuperation is what I had to go through
with your Case,your mase of games almost succeded in ruinin my pace. If there is a reason for this
the almighty knows the answer why, for I am not too shy to cry. Sadly the ways of the World are...
the ways of the World. You were my lesson, I had to learn. now it over I am much more wiser....
there is lots more to be learnt, when it comes to those terms, generally not from your end hopefully ever.
written by Ade Summer 97
Concentration
Modivation is always possible through the words of legends.
The climbing race then begins, so let your heart listen , your experience will
increasing.
Fear of failure is not an option.
confidence will be your guide and protection.
Fighting your fears will add to your years, but always check your rears*
never flare up in the process otherwise, you will ruin your path to success.
wisely take the time you want to take and believe me people will trust your taste.
(do things right).
by Ade 7/29/98
I Had to go for a walk in the Clouds. My emotions had been going wild.
on one of those clouds I will sit and watch...gazing down at the earth, wondering what
was next??
The text was perplexed thinking made me flex, what is going to happen next I have
asked myself times and times again.
relying on Patience was my sayin.
I see similarities to this Place.
By Ade Sept 7 98
Relying on patience was my saying,how I became so Vulnerable I don't Understand.
Certain people were designed for each other, I sure hope that wasn't the reason, Because
a trip on that stone was really a big fall in dissapointment. Scarred but still moving,
You are probably not like that other but becoming part of me. To be sure I am not.
Ok lets do this. I waited long enough and healed, but are You sure that, that kiss of
yours can build up my Courage to follow through, because if the puzzle is solved, it can
be read. I still have to let You know my other option, No I will let You figure it Out.
Now I have absorbed Courage to Proceed.
Ade feb 9 '99
everything is was so scattered, but throught injury I began to understand the lick lollipop issues
it has happened before, I am going to get stronger, very strong speaking reality in the right ways, through unbelivable
means Can produce ground. I hear the keyboards, the violin and the flute, yes thats the way it feels. if You try your
hardest it can't be taking out that easyly, do you feel me? what must I do. all I need is to be reached, I think not.
Can that Vulnerable spot be reached? please tell me, I haven't been given one yet so, I have to communicate the most
sacred way, after Adapting this life.
There is so much to live for...
Ade feb 23, 99
It is getting close, that place comfort is at hand. The hours the days and the months, years of training and over time
was worth it, You can't say it wasn't, because experiences are different, but I promise you,*there are no similarities,
In the one. Sue me if I accomplised what you dreamt about accomplishing. I valued my Plans, it's not about the king sized
egho. I am still holding on to pride.
its just 365 days away, but I look at it to be 7 weeks away, we are all gifted in some kind of way. I lied for good causes,
Revenge is also sweet, because you were the error of a serious portion of my ambition, seal your lips, for if You stroll a mile
in my shoes, exposure has to do with desperation.
I feel Granted.
Ade mar 99
Don't go Away, I myself, I am just around for a little While
like You. let me unbotton the last one, yes the last one.
feel Comfortable, you know why because you have given me the reasons
and acts of truth, this One has to be true, Cause the feeling brought
a wind that hit my act to speak. I am sure you have looked into my eyes
knowing you must not give me the kiss of betrayal. Now lets Lay together but
lets lay at my place because you are all I got tonight, when I wake up do not disappear
don't Disappear.
Ade 6/28/99
What are you going to do now? attack me like you always do,
the other day it was a slight word I picked up about vague,
but no I had dead cells and now Mother Africa's seed freshens
me up, I could not let anybody get in my way. Heartless? no
I don't think so I have been too kind, yes too kind that when
the issue about getting heartless becomes noticable, and you
yes you , took it away so quickly, I had invested on that,yes that*
I ended up getting december 96 running again and more ruthless than
before. look into my eyes, it's your choice. I remmeber the air got
Contaminated but the few walked through and showed the supportive way
but you it was way too little afterwards.
Ade 7/12/99
Born into this World regardless of Appearance
the Knowledge with the grabable acessibility. is in
it's own Importance. Controlled by ones interest can also
be based on one's desires. aggression towards knowledge
introduces flip sides but more on the producing .
Heart can love it or like it or dislike at the same time,
all falls into human nature or Supernatural manmade tools.
either does not have to really apply. it also has to do with
enjoying of ones' intelligence. discouragement from the jeaulousy
tends to occur, but praise plus props will be giving and said by most.
Slit Real deep.
My Anxiety
Courage
Adapt
It's getting Close
Don't Disappear
Afterwards
Intelligence