I rushed into my room,blinded by tears,dwelling up in my eyes.
I laid down on my bed,trying to calm myself enough so i could think
clear
again.
Why did i cry because of the meanings of a silly guard?
And i didn`t even know him well.
I rested my head on one of the pillows.Closing my eyes.
Felt how my breathing went back to normal.
I must had fallen asleep,cause it felt like i was somewhere else.
In another time,place and with others.
I was standing by a road,white horses were passing me.It was night.
Everything was so unclear,like it was only a flashback,just
memories,forgotten by all others.
The riders were dressed in grey cloaks,and their golden hair were
shining in
the starlight.
They were talking,low in something that sounded like sindarin.
But i didn`t understand.
Suddenly,they stopped their horses and looked back at me.
They stared at me,but didn`t say anything.
A rider,with dark hair and a fair face that seemed familiar to
me,turned his
horse around and rided down the road,until he was so near me,that i
could
have touched him,if i wanted to.
He didn`t look at me,just stared down the road,like he was waitening
for
something to happen.
And it did.
Loud battlecries,and the sound of many hurried feets could be heared.
A large group of orcs appeared in back of me,and the elves draw their
swords.
I looked up on the rider beside me.His face were unafected,and the
blade of
his sword,mirrored the moonlight.
With a loud,clear voice he cried something that i understanded like,
"Follow me,into death and beyond,cause we do not fear forces of
darkness."
And after that.he and the riders rided against the orcs.
"No!"i screamed,and ran out on the road.
There was nothing i could do.It was the past,catching up with me.
The elves were brave,and killed many of the enemies,but many moore were
appearing from the black woods.
There was no hope.
The elves fought bravely,but had to give in for the enemy in the end.
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I woke up,and saw that it had becomed early night.The city were
silent.
My room felt treathing in the moonlight,and i walked outside.
I looked up at the stars.
One of them shined brighter then everyone else.
It was chilly,and i held my hands on my upperarms.
"Not for those who are familiar with them."i answered,and he smiled.
"I`m sorry i ran away earlier this day.It was very rude of me,i
apologize."i
said.
"For what reason did you come this way,when your room is up there?"i
asked
him.
To be continued
His eyes were closed and i reached out and touched his cheek gently.
My tears felled down in his hair and mingled with the rain.
He had been the leader of his people,and his father before him.
Now,they were both gone,and had therefore passed the task to me.
"Isn`t it a little to late,to gaze the stars?"
I turned around,and the lighthaired prince came up on my side.
It was silent for a while.I could feel his eyes dwelt by my face.
"You had a good reason to leave,that guardian was very insensible."he
answered-"Beside,i found the way back."
I laughed a little,and raised my gaze up to the velvet nightsky again.
He nodded,and i continued.
"In my dreams,something is haunting me,calling me by my name.
Trying to get me.Sometimes they do,sometimes they dont.I dont know what
it
is,or why it is are haunting me,but it makes me so afraid."My voice
went
low,like i was talking to myself.
"Do you know what causes you this?"
I nodded,slowly and looked at the floor between us.
"It`s things that happened in my past.When my father died,fightening.
And my mother whom died of sorrow when i was very young.I blamed myself
for
their deaths."
He held my upperarms,and looked at me.
"Aarien,you know that it wasn`t your fault.There was nothing you could
do.The guilt lays with the darkness,and it`s servants."
I looked at him,and his gaze fell still in her eyes.
I laid my arms on his,and gently kissed him.