First Entry
I started my blog today, It's more of a time waster then anything really. But who knows, maybe it will be fruitful somehow. Anyhoo, I'm on Spring Break (yes!) and this week isn't looking to be too much fun. The only thing I'm really looking forward to is I'm going to do something with Cassie, which is long over due. We haven't really done anything since Winter Break and that was like four months ago. Most of this week will be spent job hunting, baby sitting (hey I need the cash) and filming for my DF project. Prom is right around the corner and once again the only thing I'm looking forward to is the part with Cassie, hey at least I get a dance with her, which is better then the alternative of not getting anything with her. But I'm going to prom with some girl I don't even know, but hey at least I'm going (yay I guess). I really hope Cassie has a good time though, she deserves it, I mean with all the shit she has to put up with (me included) she deserves to have some form of fun. I think I have it tough, well she has it worse. At least my parents seem to generaly like me unlike hers who don't trust her. Woa I'm seeing spots. I guess that's what writting this goddamn thing at 1:18 in the moring gets you. I haven't been able to sleep good lately, I guess it's cause I know I'm going to dream of something bad. My dreams use to be a safe haven in my head but now all I seem to have is anxiety dreams, you know the ones where you wake up really quickly gasping for air. My bad thoughts are reaching my dreams, is nothing safe anymore? I mean shit I thought I could have pleasent dreams not dreams that make me feel like shit. In other Alex news, I started a new story, it's about a journalist. Sound interesting? Well I hope it turns out to be and I hope I can improve on my dialouge. :::YAWN!!::: God I'm so tired, but I can't sleep, not now anyways. Well I'm going to watch a movie or something to keep me from getting bored. I think I'll go running in the morning and not the typical teenager moring with begins at 12 noon, I'm saying the normal morning like 6 or 7. Well Chief Marqueef out. :::::YAWN!!!::::::: Head crashes on desk.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz