LzyBrunette (7:56:09 pm): appearently fucko was on TRL yesterday
LzyBrunette (7:56:40 pm): said of duff "that's rediculous, we went to lunch, my mother would kill me."
Thetis20 (8:00:51 pm): really?
LzyBrunette (8:01:04 pm): rora's friend saw it
Thetis20 (8:01:06 pm): i still don't know
Thetis20 (8:01:23 pm): didn't i just say last night what would his mother say?
LzyBrunette (8:01:29 pm): yeah
LzyBrunette (8:01:33 pm): i thought of you
LzyBrunette (8:02:20 pm): and then i thought "forget what momma would do...what about what I would do"
LzyBrunette (8:03:11 pm): he should worry more about what we would do to him
Thetis20 (8:05:43 pm): sorry catherine just called
Thetis20 (8:05:51 pm): even though i was with her for the past six hours
LzyBrunette (8:05:55 pm): haha
Thetis20 (8:06:00 pm): she had big news
Thetis20 (8:06:07 pm): britney's engaged
LzyBrunette (8:06:08 pm): oh really
LzyBrunette (8:06:11 pm): OH
LzyBrunette (8:06:13 pm): REALLY
Thetis20 (8:06:25 pm): yup
Thetis20 (8:06:32 pm): her publicist announced it
Thetis20 (8:06:38 pm): she's engaged to the dirty guy
LzyBrunette (8:06:42 pm): jesus i care as much as i care about j'lo's next wedding
Thetis20 (8:06:44 pm): with the pregnant ex
Thetis20 (8:06:49 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (8:06:49 pm): oh man
Thetis20 (8:06:59 pm): so....
LzyBrunette (8:07:01 pm): that woman...
Thetis20 (8:07:03 pm): joel?
LzyBrunette (8:07:09 pm): i believe him
LzyBrunette (8:07:16 pm): because i...
LzyBrunette (8:07:21 pm): i don't know why
LzyBrunette (8:07:25 pm): i want to?
Thetis20 (8:08:15 pm): I DON'T KNOW
Thetis20 (8:08:18 pm): oops
LzyBrunette (8:08:19 pm): i just thought it sounded too unbelievale to begin with...then there were more pix and more stuff and i got carried away
Thetis20 (8:08:21 pm): sorrt
Thetis20 (8:08:23 pm): *sorry
LzyBrunette (8:08:39 pm): what was that?
LzyBrunette (8:08:41 pm): =-O
Thetis20 (8:08:51 pm): what?
Thetis20 (8:08:57 pm): i hit caps by accident
LzyBrunette (8:08:57 pm): the i don't know
LzyBrunette (8:09:01 pm): oh
Thetis20 (8:09:08 pm): i don't know if i believe him
LzyBrunette (8:09:13 pm): i thought you were yelling at me
LzyBrunette (8:09:40 pm): i mean there are the pictures...but everything points away
Thetis20 (8:09:43 pm): no, sorry
LzyBrunette (8:09:51 pm): to me anyway
Thetis20 (8:09:55 pm): i don't know......
LzyBrunette (8:10:03 pm): and plus i don't WANT to believe it
LzyBrunette (8:10:21 pm): just like i refuse to believe they're assholes
Thetis20 (8:10:28 pm): he was at the simple plan concert and she was there, he wanted to see her and ONLY her at wango tango....
Thetis20 (8:10:34 pm): guess what?
LzyBrunette (8:10:44 pm): hmm, what?
Thetis20 (8:11:18 pm): when i was in the shoe store tonight her video came on and me and cat were making fun of her and the sales girl joined in and gave me half off my chucks because she hated her too
LzyBrunette (8:11:31 pm): wow
LzyBrunette (8:11:34 pm): cool
Thetis20 (8:11:47 pm): yeah, it was great
LzyBrunette (8:11:57 pm): yeah well i've heard hilary went shopping with pierre
Thetis20 (8:12:56 pm): you know.... there was nothing on the boards about him being on TRL yesterday
LzyBrunette (8:12:58 pm): and joel probably has the same crush a bunch of hinry older men have on her...i don't think he'd really act on it...i just don't...he never seemed like an indecent man................i'm so confused
LzyBrunette (8:13:05 pm): i know
LzyBrunette (8:13:17 pm): horny*
Thetis20 (8:13:35 pm): i was like what does hinry mean?
LzyBrunette (8:13:46 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (8:14:25 pm): is it ironic that "let's get it on" just came on?
LzyBrunette (8:14:37 pm): =-O
LzyBrunette (8:16:03 pm): oh wait...
LzyBrunette (8:16:18 pm): Appartently he told TRL "that's ridiculous, we only went out to lunch. we're not together. my mother would murder me..."

*shrugs* My friend told me...
LzyBrunette (8:16:30 pm): doesn't mean he was on trl
LzyBrunette (8:16:40 pm): this changes EVERYTHING
Thetis20 (8:16:47 pm): yes, yes it does
Thetis20 (8:16:49 pm): wait, how?
LzyBrunette (8:17:05 pm): cause that could be fake.
LzyBrunette (8:17:11 pm): and i was so hopeful
LzyBrunette (8:17:37 pm): friends tell friends and all of a sudden billy jo armstrong died in a car accodent
Thetis20 (8:17:38 pm): oh
Thetis20 (8:17:42 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (8:17:47 pm): which was a recent rumour
Thetis20 (8:17:58 pm): or paul from the wonder years is mariyln manson
LzyBrunette (8:18:11 pm): i read about how he is in fact alive and well, it was in spin this month
LzyBrunette (8:18:16 pm): yeah i heard that
LzyBrunette (8:18:31 pm): ....so false...paul got hot when he grew up
LzyBrunette (8:20:00 pm): brb
LzyBrunette (8:23:41 pm): ok
Thetis20 (8:29:41 pm): i'm gonna go finish packing
Thetis20 (8:29:43 pm): i'll be back
LzyBrunette (8:29:51 pm): ok
Thetis20 (8:38:23 pm): he was not on yesterday, nor did he call in
Thetis20 (8:38:40 pm): i posted on the boards and people said no
LzyBrunette (8:38:57 pm): then where'd she get it?
Thetis20 (8:39:06 pm): i don't know
LzyBrunette (8:39:17 pm): well you ruined my day
Thetis20 (8:39:20 pm): someone said they mentioned that he was going to be on next week
Thetis20 (8:39:22 pm): sorry
Thetis20 (8:39:29 pm): i had to know the truth
LzyBrunette (8:39:50 pm): well i'll be taping it next week
Thetis20 (8:40:00 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (8:40:14 pm): if i not i will quit my job and stalked fucko madden until i know the truth
LzyBrunette (8:41:12 pm): i WILL know the truth....turns out i'm crazy like that
Thetis20 (8:41:17 pm): haha
Thetis20 (8:41:23 pm): i just....
Thetis20 (8:41:29 pm): don't seem to care anymore
Thetis20 (8:41:35 pm): but i do at the same time
LzyBrunette (8:41:55 pm): i care...i want to hear his words on the subject
Thetis20 (8:46:52 pm): i want to do him
LzyBrunette (8:47:00 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (8:47:15 pm): oh
LzyBrunette (8:47:21 pm): i didn't tell you about patrick
LzyBrunette (8:47:34 pm): he got hit in the balls today...i felt so bad for him
Thetis20 (8:47:41 pm): awwww
Thetis20 (8:47:47 pm): did you rub them for him?
LzyBrunette (8:47:51 pm): i want to "comfort" him
LzyBrunette (8:48:16 pm): he kept coming in and checking with me too...
LzyBrunette (8:48:37 pm): Me: how're the lads?
P: getting better
Thetis20 (8:49:01 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (8:49:24 pm): when he got hurt, he came to see me
LzyBrunette (8:49:27 pm): it was weird
Thetis20 (8:57:48 pm): i just bought my tickets
LzyBrunette (8:57:57 pm): good
Thetis20 (8:58:05 pm): catherine asked why i still wanted to go
Thetis20 (8:58:19 pm): i told her it was so i could have sex with benji on a pile of money
Thetis20 (8:58:32 pm): she said, oh, as long as you have a good reason
LzyBrunette (8:58:43 pm): haha
Thetis20 (8:58:52 pm): she asked how i was going to seduce him
LzyBrunette (8:58:55 pm): excellent reason
Thetis20 (8:59:49 pm): i said, "i'll tell him i have to get pregnant to avoid getting drafted intot the military. 'Benji, we have to do this for the good of the country.'"
LzyBrunette (9:00:04 pm): hahaha
LzyBrunette (9:00:19 pm): that's a good one
LzyBrunette (9:00:26 pm): i dare you actually say that
Thetis20 (9:00:28 pm): isn't it?
Thetis20 (9:00:40 pm): oh, you don't know me very well do you?
Thetis20 (9:00:45 pm): I'd totally say it
Thetis20 (9:00:56 pm): i make a fool of myself everyday
LzyBrunette (9:01:04 pm): say it say it!
Thetis20 (9:01:05 pm): with the retarded things i say
Thetis20 (9:01:09 pm): oh my god i rhymed
LzyBrunette (9:01:20 pm): i couldn't say it...but you can...do it
Thetis20 (9:01:24 pm): i must be some kind of genius
Thetis20 (9:01:46 pm): wow, it's 12:00 and i'm not packed
Thetis20 (9:01:49 pm): fantastic
LzyBrunette (9:01:52 pm): oh geez
LzyBrunette (9:01:55 pm): woman
LzyBrunette (9:02:02 pm): you've been packing for 2 days
Thetis20 (9:02:12 pm): but i'm not packed
Thetis20 (9:02:16 pm): i packed to come home
Thetis20 (9:02:23 pm): but i didn't pack to go away
LzyBrunette (9:02:29 pm): haha
Thetis20 (9:02:41 pm): i have to take stuff out of my suitcase that i'm not taking with me
LzyBrunette (9:02:46 pm): you better pack
Thetis20 (9:02:51 pm): and put my shampoo and all that stuff in
Thetis20 (9:02:52 pm): i know
LzyBrunette (9:03:26 pm): i suck at writing
Thetis20 (9:03:43 pm): i suck at packing
LzyBrunette (9:03:44 pm): how do you spell cheasepeake?
LzyBrunette (9:03:50 pm): chesapeake
Thetis20 (9:03:57 pm): so, i'm going to seduce/lie/rape benji
LzyBrunette (9:03:59 pm): cheasapeake
Thetis20 (9:04:06 pm): what should i do to fucko
Thetis20 (9:04:12 pm): chesapeake
LzyBrunette (9:04:15 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (9:04:18 pm): um...
LzyBrunette (9:04:22 pm): slap him?
Thetis20 (9:04:26 pm): besides that
Thetis20 (9:04:30 pm): after i slap him
LzyBrunette (9:04:37 pm): awwwwww i just remembered slappy
Thetis20 (9:04:41 pm): shove my tongue down him throat?
LzyBrunette (9:04:41 pm): i miss slappy
Thetis20 (9:04:45 pm): kick slappy?
LzyBrunette (9:04:49 pm): slap slappy
Thetis20 (9:04:51 pm): poor slappy
Thetis20 (9:04:59 pm): lick slappy?r
Thetis20 (9:05:03 pm): *?
LzyBrunette (9:05:10 pm): hey now
Thetis20 (9:05:35 pm): too much?
Thetis20 (9:05:38 pm): too slutty?
LzyBrunette (9:05:42 pm): i bet this is all slappy's fault...he's too big for his bitches
LzyBrunette (9:05:48 pm): britches*
LzyBrunette (9:05:50 pm): hehe
Thetis20 (9:05:57 pm): nice slip there
Thetis20 (9:06:12 pm): don't blame slappy
LzyBrunette (9:06:13 pm): hey now is the expression my mom and i use as "god idea"
Thetis20 (9:06:20 pm): he's an innocent by stander
Thetis20 (9:06:24 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (9:06:29 pm): good*
LzyBrunette (9:06:31 pm): damn
LzyBrunette (9:07:05 pm): my CD player is karmically possessed
Thetis20 (9:07:28 pm): i should ask joel how slappy is
LzyBrunette (9:07:29 pm): "...i hate everyhing about you, then why do i love you..."
Thetis20 (9:07:35 pm): oh god i said his name
Thetis20 (9:07:44 pm): i should ask FUCKO how slappy is
LzyBrunette (9:07:45 pm): because we're getting over it
LzyBrunette (9:07:54 pm): you should ask him that
Thetis20 (9:07:57 pm): "how did you know about slappy!?!?"
LzyBrunette (9:08:01 pm): and get the cute wtf face
LzyBrunette (9:08:06 pm): hahaha
Thetis20 (9:08:11 pm): and i'll give him a blue crayon
Thetis20 (9:08:29 pm): "benji! benji! look what i got!!! let's fuck!!!"
LzyBrunette (9:08:30 pm): ooo if you do that he might talk about you later.....
Thetis20 (9:08:36 pm): haha
Thetis20 (9:08:37 pm): maybe
LzyBrunette (9:08:49 pm): "what's the weirdest thing a fan gave you?" "a blue crayon."
Thetis20 (9:08:54 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (9:08:55 pm): "i use it all the time!"
Thetis20 (9:09:03 pm): "and she called me slappy"
LzyBrunette (9:09:10 pm): "it's a mood enhancer"
Thetis20 (9:09:14 pm): hahahaha
LzyBrunette (9:09:51 pm): "She should come to more shows....i need a red crayon"
Thetis20 (9:10:15 pm): i'll put that one in my bra for him
Thetis20 (9:10:21 pm): come and get it fucko
LzyBrunette (9:10:27 pm): haha
Thetis20 (9:10:44 pm): i can't wait to wear all my new stuff
LzyBrunette (9:10:58 pm): i've dome to the conclusion that i will marry benji or patrick
Thetis20 (9:11:10 pm): the girl was going to give me half off two pairs of chucks but they only had black in my size
Thetis20 (9:11:13 pm): i wanted black
LzyBrunette (9:11:13 pm): or by some weird act of god tony lovato
Thetis20 (9:11:18 pm): but i wanted pink too
Thetis20 (9:11:28 pm): tony?
LzyBrunette (9:11:33 pm): i still want link
LzyBrunette (9:11:41 pm): i still want some*
LzyBrunette (9:11:47 pm): i'm freaky, yes?
Thetis20 (9:11:52 pm): i'm still convinced i'll marry joel
Thetis20 (9:11:55 pm): for real
LzyBrunette (9:11:58 pm): i think i'm finally going insane
LzyBrunette (9:12:06 pm): no i'm being honest too
Thetis20 (9:12:10 pm): hey, look who you're talking to
Thetis20 (9:12:17 pm): um hello?
LzyBrunette (9:12:24 pm): i will marry benji or patrick
Thetis20 (9:12:26 pm): i'm over here talking about signs
LzyBrunette (9:12:35 pm): maybe both
Thetis20 (9:12:45 pm): i really think it's all more than a coincidence
LzyBrunette (9:13:05 pm): it's very odd...if you told him he'd be fasinated
LzyBrunette (9:13:13 pm): at least i think he would
Thetis20 (9:13:24 pm): i think he'd be frightened
Thetis20 (9:13:34 pm): i was considering writing him a letter
Thetis20 (9:13:39 pm): but i decided not to
LzyBrunette (9:13:52 pm): they have a special place for those kind of letters...
LzyBrunette (9:13:58 pm): the fireplace
Thetis20 (9:14:01 pm): the trash?
Thetis20 (9:14:02 pm): haha
Thetis20 (9:14:18 pm): that's why i'm not going to
Thetis20 (9:14:22 pm): he wouldn't care
Thetis20 (9:14:28 pm): what happens happens
Thetis20 (9:14:31 pm): can't force it
LzyBrunette (9:14:32 pm): they actually have a high tech sorting mchine....good, freaky, hot
Thetis20 (9:14:40 pm): maybe one day i'll get to tell him
LzyBrunette (9:14:56 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (9:15:26 pm): it was the last thing that really convinced me though
Thetis20 (9:15:45 pm): that kid starting to work with me, his last name is combs and he's from d.c.
LzyBrunette (9:15:51 pm): oh yeah
Thetis20 (9:15:53 pm): well, right outside d.c.
LzyBrunette (9:16:04 pm): that's the freakiest part
Thetis20 (9:16:08 pm): first my friend moves to waldorf
Thetis20 (9:16:16 pm): then the saved by grace thing
Thetis20 (9:16:23 pm): then the shane madden thing
Thetis20 (9:16:26 pm): then the warehouse
Thetis20 (9:16:29 pm): then that kid
LzyBrunette (9:16:30 pm): what if was like a relative or something
Thetis20 (9:16:33 pm): it's too much
Thetis20 (9:16:41 pm): that's what i was thinking
Thetis20 (9:16:44 pm): but i doubt it
LzyBrunette (9:16:53 pm): never know
LzyBrunette (9:17:07 pm): i met a madden woman from maryland at pier one once
Thetis20 (9:18:51 pm): cool
Thetis20 (9:19:14 pm): i told catherine i was going to send back one of my made flip flops and half of my shirt
LzyBrunette (9:19:24 pm): i know a madden too...she's a weird old lady
Thetis20 (9:19:25 pm): and i wanted the half of my money that fucko got back
Thetis20 (9:19:29 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (9:19:34 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (9:19:41 pm): her daughter is strange too
LzyBrunette (9:19:46 pm): michelle madden
Thetis20 (9:19:57 pm): my jaw hurst
Thetis20 (9:20:01 pm): *hurts
LzyBrunette (9:20:12 pm): my arms hurts
Thetis20 (9:20:18 pm): i have a huge wad of gum in my mo9uth
Thetis20 (9:20:20 pm): mouth
LzyBrunette (9:20:25 pm): oh
LzyBrunette (9:20:37 pm): i almost swallowed my gum tonight
Thetis20 (9:20:47 pm): i had a giant blow pop
Thetis20 (9:21:00 pm): i always swallow my ghum
Thetis20 (9:21:01 pm): gum
LzyBrunette (9:21:05 pm): i was falling asleep on the trolley
Thetis20 (9:21:06 pm): i can't throw it away
Thetis20 (9:21:31 pm): i feel like i'm wasting it if i throw it away
Thetis20 (9:21:35 pm): or catherine chews it
LzyBrunette (9:21:37 pm): and had to wake myself up so that i didn't get groped, mugged, or die from choking on my gum
Thetis20 (9:21:39 pm): after me
Thetis20 (9:21:41 pm): it's gross
LzyBrunette (9:21:44 pm): eww
Thetis20 (9:21:54 pm): i know
Thetis20 (9:22:00 pm): i don't do it with her gum
Thetis20 (9:22:06 pm): that's just nasty
LzyBrunette (9:22:14 pm): wanna know something gross
LzyBrunette (9:22:35 pm): my sister's best friend Heidi, thinks it's cute if a guy picks your nose for you
Thetis20 (9:22:35 pm): maybe
Thetis20 (9:22:41 pm): ewwww
LzyBrunette (9:22:44 pm): yeah
LzyBrunette (9:22:45 pm): sick
Thetis20 (9:22:47 pm): that's so foul
Thetis20 (9:23:09 pm): speaking of gross
LzyBrunette (9:23:11 pm): i can't even blow my nose in front of people
Thetis20 (9:23:17 pm): i bought a new bathing suit today
Thetis20 (9:23:20 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (9:23:23 pm): haha
Thetis20 (9:23:24 pm): i always do
Thetis20 (9:23:40 pm): and i say "whew, that was a rough one"
LzyBrunette (9:23:47 pm): hha
Thetis20 (9:23:49 pm): i had the best sneeze today
Thetis20 (9:23:54 pm): it was orgasmic
Thetis20 (9:24:05 pm): i'm nuts
LzyBrunette (9:24:08 pm): is it okay to do a two year jump in one episode?
LzyBrunette (9:24:12 pm): haha
Thetis20 (9:24:27 pm): i guess so
LzyBrunette (9:25:06 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (9:25:22 pm): i've lost my best respondents
Thetis20 (9:25:27 pm): awww
LzyBrunette (9:25:36 pm): i'm gonna have sucky feedback from now on
Thetis20 (9:25:43 pm): why?
Thetis20 (9:25:48 pm): where'd they go?
LzyBrunette (9:25:55 pm): oskar's gone, em's depressed, you never post
Thetis20 (9:26:01 pm): oh yeah
LzyBrunette (9:26:02 pm): and i relied on you guys
Thetis20 (9:26:03 pm): i suck
LzyBrunette (9:26:15 pm): i'm left with carly
Thetis20 (9:26:24 pm): i'm so sorry
Thetis20 (9:26:29 pm): what have i done?
LzyBrunette (9:26:30 pm): who i'm strangely becoming friends with
Thetis20 (9:26:38 pm): you don't deserve that
Thetis20 (9:26:42 pm): really?
LzyBrunette (9:26:45 pm): yeah
LzyBrunette (9:26:53 pm): i just...i've found worse people
Thetis20 (9:26:57 pm): don't pull a joel and start dating her
LzyBrunette (9:27:03 pm): she's moved up in the food chain
LzyBrunette (9:27:07 pm): hahaha
LzyBrunette (9:27:41 pm): i can't blame you...i mean i can't make you do anything...i don't have a right to be so selfish
Thetis20 (9:28:54 pm): i want to read
Thetis20 (9:28:57 pm): i just forget
LzyBrunette (9:29:06 pm): it's ok
LzyBrunette (9:29:12 pm): i'll deal
Thetis20 (9:30:06 pm): sorry
LzyBrunette (9:30:13 pm): my monitor is hardcore
LzyBrunette (9:30:27 pm): it's covered in stickers
Thetis20 (9:30:27 pm): i got a new hoodie!!!!!!
Thetis20 (9:30:29 pm): sorry
Thetis20 (9:30:31 pm): haha
Thetis20 (9:30:50 pm): i love hoodies, but my mom threw all mine away
LzyBrunette (9:30:53 pm): ooo i need a new hoodie
Thetis20 (9:30:55 pm): so i got a new one
Thetis20 (9:30:57 pm): i love it
Thetis20 (9:31:02 pm): it's hurley
LzyBrunette (9:31:06 pm): HEY
Thetis20 (9:31:07 pm): and it's dark blue
Thetis20 (9:31:11 pm): yes?
LzyBrunette (9:31:18 pm): i was gonna buy a hurley one from my store
LzyBrunette (9:31:21 pm): a guy's one
LzyBrunette (9:31:28 pm): but if i want a car i can't
Thetis20 (9:31:47 pm): and i got a volcom beater
LzyBrunette (9:31:49 pm): what's it look like
LzyBrunette (9:31:54 pm): the hoodie
Thetis20 (9:31:55 pm): i've been wanting it for so long
Thetis20 (9:32:05 pm): hold on, i'm looking for a pic
LzyBrunette (9:32:50 pm): whoooooooooooo hooooooooooooo
LzyBrunette (9:32:58 pm): i wrote two sentences!
Thetis20 (9:33:03 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (9:33:34 pm): oh this is pregressing nicely...at this rate slls will be over next year
LzyBrunette (9:33:41 pm): progressing*
Thetis20 (9:33:45 pm): hmmmmm
Thetis20 (9:33:54 pm): hte pacsun webiste isn't working
Thetis20 (9:33:59 pm): for me anyway
Thetis20 (9:34:04 pm): let my try hurley
LzyBrunette (9:34:06 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (9:35:01 pm): hmmm, if you were tramatized would you eat more or eat less?
Thetis20 (9:35:19 pm): personally..... probably more
Thetis20 (9:35:27 pm): and this is for benji right?
LzyBrunette (9:35:31 pm): better question...should benji be fat or thin
Thetis20 (9:35:32 pm): benji would eat more
LzyBrunette (9:35:33 pm): yeah
LzyBrunette (9:35:44 pm): ok
Thetis20 (9:35:59 pm): actually....
Thetis20 (9:36:06 pm): he might eat less
Thetis20 (9:36:11 pm): i don't know
Thetis20 (9:36:22 pm): he seems like he would eat less
Thetis20 (9:36:31 pm): cause he likes to eat
Thetis20 (9:36:39 pm): i don't know what he would do
LzyBrunette (9:36:40 pm): yeah i don't know
LzyBrunette (9:36:47 pm): either
LzyBrunette (9:39:17 pm): We sat down at the little table. I sat Isabel's seat on the chair next to mine. I picked at my sandwich I wasn't very hungry. Benji took one big bite and then didn't eat anymore. Benji'd actually been eating a lot lately. He was home since the band was taking a break for a while and I had to get groceries almost 3 times a week (try that with an infant?!). he'd "grown" considerably and come to think of it so had I, but mine was baby fat.
LzyBrunette (9:39:19 pm): ?
Thetis20 (9:40:46 pm): i don't know....
Thetis20 (9:40:56 pm): it's good like that
Thetis20 (9:41:06 pm): but i feel like maybe how WOULD go the other way
LzyBrunette (9:41:09 pm): but the non eating works too
Thetis20 (9:41:10 pm): *he
Thetis20 (9:41:14 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (9:41:20 pm): i think he might not eat
Thetis20 (9:41:25 pm): to punish himself
LzyBrunette (9:41:59 pm): hmm....eat really small things...a piece of fruit...drink lots of coffee
Thetis20 (9:42:13 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (9:42:15 pm): i like that
LzyBrunette (9:42:22 pm): i like the coffe part
LzyBrunette (9:42:32 pm): he'd want to stay up alot
LzyBrunette (9:45:25 pm): Benji actually hadn't been eating much at all. All his shirts hung loose and he was down to one chin.
Thetis20 (9:45:28 pm): listen to what conan just said
Thetis20 (9:46:02 pm): "a judge was accused of mastubating under his robe while a trial was going on. legal experts say this may finally explain why justice is blind."
Thetis20 (9:46:08 pm): i almost peed myself
LzyBrunette (9:46:09 pm): hahhahaha
LzyBrunette (9:46:14 pm): i love conan
LzyBrunette (9:46:24 pm): i was watching the repeat a few hours ago
Thetis20 (9:49:45 pm): i can't find a pic of the hoodie
Thetis20 (9:49:49 pm): it's zip up
Thetis20 (9:49:53 pm): and navy blue
LzyBrunette (9:50:02 pm): plain?
Thetis20 (9:50:03 pm): with gold hurley across the chest
LzyBrunette (9:50:08 pm): oh yeah
Thetis20 (9:50:08 pm): it sound tacky
LzyBrunette (9:50:10 pm): i know it
Thetis20 (9:50:11 pm): but it's not
LzyBrunette (9:50:16 pm): we had that one
Thetis20 (9:50:26 pm): it says a bunch of stuff
Thetis20 (9:50:44 pm): i love it
LzyBrunette (9:50:44 pm): wait....maybe not
Thetis20 (9:50:48 pm): i miss hoodies
Thetis20 (9:51:01 pm): pacsun website is down
LzyBrunette (9:51:18 pm): we had a blue one with gold hurley...but that's all it said
LzyBrunette (9:52:02 pm): Benji took one big bite and then didn't eat anymore. Benji actually hadn't been eating much at all. All his shirts hung loose and he was down to one chin. He'd eat a piece of fruit or a salad. At first I though he was being lazy and so I started cooking for him, but even then, he ate less than half. He stayed up all night and drank at least 2 pots of coffee a day. Didn't he know how worried I was?

He took another bite and pushed his plate away.

LzyBrunette (9:52:05 pm): there
Thetis20 (9:52:34 pm): i like it
Thetis20 (9:52:47 pm): did you finish the sex last night?
Thetis20 (9:52:49 pm): *scene
LzyBrunette (9:52:50 pm): no
Thetis20 (9:52:56 pm): oh
LzyBrunette (9:52:59 pm): he's still rubbing her thighs
Thetis20 (9:53:07 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (9:53:11 pm): i thought about it at work allday
LzyBrunette (9:53:22 pm): i couldn't get past it
LzyBrunette (9:54:01 pm): oops i mean benji's fondling her
LzyBrunette (9:54:18 pm): and wanting to fuck her really bad
Thetis20 (9:54:23 pm): wait wait, i may have found a pic
Thetis20 (9:54:31 pm): i did!
Thetis20 (9:54:33 pm): woo!
LzyBrunette (9:54:37 pm): i haven't decided it they're at home or still at his mom's house
LzyBrunette (9:54:46 pm): woot
Thetis20 (9:55:11 pm): front: http://images1.pacsun.com/products/0527770.psd.xml?cmp-show=Backgrou nd&cmp-show=01&cmp-hide=00&cmp-hide=02&cmp-end=1&wid=320& qlt=90&cvt=jpeg
LzyBrunette (9:55:38 pm): we never had that one
Thetis20 (9:55:42 pm): back: http://images1.pacsun.com/products/0527770.psd.xml?cmp-show=Backgrou nd&cmp-show=02&cmp-hide=00&cmp-hide=01&cmp-end=1&wid=320& qlt=90&cvt=jpeg
LzyBrunette (9:55:49 pm): but i reminds me of a zip up guys on we had
Thetis20 (9:55:53 pm): the back on the side it says funcompany
LzyBrunette (9:55:53 pm): one*
Thetis20 (9:55:58 pm): i love it
LzyBrunette (9:56:10 pm): yeah a lot of stuff says that
Thetis20 (9:56:17 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (9:56:21 pm): i love hurley
Thetis20 (9:56:24 pm): and volcom
Thetis20 (9:56:27 pm): and DC
Thetis20 (9:56:49 pm): i'm a big fan of board shorts too
Thetis20 (9:57:06 pm): in the summer all i wear are boardshorts and bathing suits
LzyBrunette (9:57:07 pm): it's either billabong or hurley that says "never established"
Thetis20 (9:57:10 pm): when i'm not working
LzyBrunette (9:57:37 pm): i don't fit into anything...i always feel like an old lady in clothes
Thetis20 (9:58:49 pm): i like my beater too
Thetis20 (9:59:00 pm): it says The Volcom Stones
LzyBrunette (9:59:10 pm): ok
Thetis20 (9:59:31 pm): and "make rock fun, raw, and cool again"
LzyBrunette (9:59:34 pm): i can't wear any of those kinds of clothes
Thetis20 (9:59:43 pm): sometimes i can
LzyBrunette (9:59:46 pm): it sucks
Thetis20 (9:59:50 pm): it depends on how they're cut
LzyBrunette (9:59:58 pm): i can wear the guys sweatshirts
LzyBrunette (10:00:07 pm): maybe the shirts
Thetis20 (10:00:15 pm): i love guys clothes
LzyBrunette (10:00:19 pm): i don't
LzyBrunette (10:00:30 pm): i can only look one of two ways...
LzyBrunette (10:00:36 pm): old or dykey
Thetis20 (10:01:03 pm): how do you look dykey?
LzyBrunette (10:01:16 pm): like a dyke
LzyBrunette (10:01:21 pm): a lesbian
LzyBrunette (10:01:46 pm): or i can also look like a fat girl
Thetis20 (10:01:47 pm): yeah, i know but how?
LzyBrunette (10:01:57 pm): t-shirts
LzyBrunette (10:02:09 pm): real crew neck kind
LzyBrunette (10:02:21 pm): i have to cut them up or i feel icky
Thetis20 (10:02:44 pm): i don't wear those kind of t-shirts for just that reason
LzyBrunette (10:02:45 pm): i never look cute
Thetis20 (10:02:49 pm): i wear them to bed
LzyBrunette (10:03:01 pm): i can't fot in anything else though
Thetis20 (10:03:04 pm): i feel like i always look messy
LzyBrunette (10:03:06 pm): fit*
LzyBrunette (10:03:17 pm): i just look unattractive
Thetis20 (10:03:39 pm): i feel like i do too
LzyBrunette (10:04:09 pm): i try to find cute clothes but it's hard
LzyBrunette (10:04:17 pm): i'm so shirt
LzyBrunette (10:04:19 pm): short*
LzyBrunette (10:04:29 pm): pants are hard to find
LzyBrunette (10:05:52 pm): if you were a woman like benji's mom what would you say instead of "bullshit"
Thetis20 (10:05:56 pm): i hate buying pants
Thetis20 (10:06:05 pm): bull crap
Thetis20 (10:06:09 pm): bull poop
LzyBrunette (10:06:10 pm): hehe
LzyBrunette (10:06:15 pm): that makes me giggle
LzyBrunette (10:06:19 pm): both of those
LzyBrunette (10:06:49 pm): or just bull
LzyBrunette (10:07:46 pm): "Benjamin, you better eat that!" his mom yelled. "I made it for you."
"I'm not hungry mom."
"Bull!" she stared at him. "You're way too skinny. I don't like it, it's not healthy."

Thetis20 (10:08:04 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (10:08:11 pm): i ate so much at dinner tonight
Thetis20 (10:08:18 pm): but it was soooooo
Thetis20 (10:08:20 pm): good
LzyBrunette (10:08:21 pm): i didn't have one
Thetis20 (10:08:26 pm): we went to Friday's
LzyBrunette (10:08:35 pm): i had enchiladas last night.........mmmmmmmm
LzyBrunette (10:08:38 pm): mmmmmmm
Thetis20 (10:08:50 pm): i had french onion soup
Thetis20 (10:08:56 pm): and chicken fingers and fries
LzyBrunette (10:08:59 pm): i'm not into sou[
LzyBrunette (10:09:01 pm): mmmmmmmm
LzyBrunette (10:09:03 pm): my favorite
Thetis20 (10:09:04 pm): and we shared a brownie obsession
LzyBrunette (10:09:15 pm): yummy
Thetis20 (10:09:55 pm): best meal at fridays and a staple in beatrice and catherine dinners: artichoke and spinach dip, chicken fingers and fries, margaritas and brownie obsession
Thetis20 (10:10:29 pm): chicken fingers and margaritas are so good together
LzyBrunette (10:10:39 pm): haha
Thetis20 (10:10:58 pm): i hate michael moore
LzyBrunette (10:11:24 pm): eh
LzyBrunette (10:11:46 pm): i'm not a big fan
LzyBrunette (10:11:57 pm): well i'm not a fan at all
LzyBrunette (10:12:01 pm): i'm a nothing
Thetis20 (10:12:01 pm): me either
Thetis20 (10:12:28 pm): i think i should pack now
Thetis20 (10:12:35 pm): for real this time
Thetis20 (10:12:40 pm): and....
Thetis20 (10:12:46 pm): i'm thinking about.....
Thetis20 (10:13:00 pm): letting fucko.....
Thetis20 (10:13:06 pm): back in the house
LzyBrunette (10:13:06 pm): off the hook?
Thetis20 (10:13:11 pm): oh no
Thetis20 (10:13:16 pm): just back in the house
LzyBrunette (10:13:18 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (10:13:30 pm): has he been sleeping in the flower bed?
Thetis20 (10:13:31 pm): for slappy's sake
Thetis20 (10:13:38 pm): the dirt
LzyBrunette (10:13:45 pm): awww
Thetis20 (10:13:49 pm): he doesn't want to ruin the pretty flowers
LzyBrunette (10:14:01 pm): benji said he took him a pb&j today
Thetis20 (10:14:10 pm): that was nice of him
Thetis20 (10:14:21 pm): he's not giving it up to him is he?
LzyBrunette (10:14:26 pm): with a nail file in it...then i reminded him he wasn't in jail
Thetis20 (10:14:33 pm): hahahahaha
LzyBrunette (10:14:36 pm): and he said "not yet"
Thetis20 (10:14:41 pm): good
Thetis20 (10:14:52 pm): he needs to suffer a little more
Thetis20 (10:15:10 pm): not like his hand hasn't been in his pants the whole time
LzyBrunette (10:15:13 pm): he said that joel said "slappys unhappy"
Thetis20 (10:15:24 pm): good
LzyBrunette (10:15:53 pm): and that the neighbors were scary
Thetis20 (10:15:56 pm): i saw him chasing some bunnies this afternoon
Thetis20 (10:16:20 pm): well, that's what happens when you sit outside naked for three days
LzyBrunette (10:16:22 pm): yeah benji says he calls the bunnies his "minions"
Thetis20 (10:16:31 pm): i left him at the shore and he followed me here
Thetis20 (10:16:40 pm): weirdo
Thetis20 (10:17:07 pm): he ran away from a squirrel
LzyBrunette (10:17:11 pm): haha
Thetis20 (10:17:18 pm): screaming something about not geting his nuts
Thetis20 (10:17:27 pm): *getting
LzyBrunette (10:17:27 pm): "Joel said squirrels are sent by the devil"
LzyBrunette (10:17:35 pm): "to get his nads"
LzyBrunette (10:17:57 pm): "he said the devil is jealous of slappy's size and preformance"
Thetis20 (10:17:58 pm): tell fucko i am still very very angry with him
LzyBrunette (10:18:30 pm): "when i see him...he siad he needed alone time to think about some stuff and to color"
Thetis20 (10:18:43 pm): NO
Thetis20 (10:18:48 pm): no crayons
LzyBrunette (10:19:02 pm): "but he thinks better when he colors"
Thetis20 (10:19:11 pm): where did he get crayons anyway?
Thetis20 (10:19:14 pm): i took them all
LzyBrunette (10:19:17 pm): "nowhere"
Thetis20 (10:19:20 pm): from his little girlfriend?
LzyBrunette (10:19:32 pm): "i'm not supposed to say"
Thetis20 (10:19:35 pm): i'm sure she has some
Thetis20 (10:19:45 pm): it's ok benji, i won't be mad at you
LzyBrunette (10:19:48 pm): "she gets them from preschool"
Thetis20 (10:19:55 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (10:19:56 pm): "big fat ones"
Thetis20 (10:19:58 pm): that bitch
Thetis20 (10:20:10 pm): he's never coming back inside now
Thetis20 (10:20:21 pm): tell him to stay far far away from me
LzyBrunette (10:20:43 pm): "i wish my brothere was a normal sex loving guy again"
LzyBrunette (10:20:55 pm): "not a bunnie chasing child molestor"
Thetis20 (10:21:06 pm): well, what can you do?
Thetis20 (10:21:12 pm): he's messed up and perverted
LzyBrunette (10:21:13 pm): "it makes mr. wiggles hurt"
Thetis20 (10:21:20 pm): aand i want nothing to do with him
LzyBrunette (10:21:39 pm): "to think of all the stuff i did with that sick fuck"
Thetis20 (10:22:01 pm): it's ok benji
Thetis20 (10:22:04 pm): we didn't know
LzyBrunette (10:22:06 pm): "come on beatrice, we all knew he was perverted"
Thetis20 (10:22:16 pm): yes, but not like that
LzyBrunette (10:22:28 pm): "remember what he said about harry potter?"
Thetis20 (10:22:38 pm): i do
LzyBrunette (10:22:39 pm): "i should've seen the signs"
Thetis20 (10:22:52 pm): it's so easy to see when you look back
LzyBrunette (10:23:05 pm): "i'm a bad brother"
Thetis20 (10:23:11 pm): no you're not
Thetis20 (10:23:16 pm): you're a good brother
LzyBrunette (10:23:17 pm): "maybe joel can go to rehab like that other twin"
Thetis20 (10:23:22 pm): he's a bad brother to you
Thetis20 (10:23:29 pm): what other twin?
Thetis20 (10:23:31 pm): you?
LzyBrunette (10:23:33 pm): "that mary-ashley chick"
LzyBrunette (10:23:40 pm): "the anorexic one"
Thetis20 (10:23:41 pm): she's in rehab?
Thetis20 (10:23:48 pm): mary kate
Thetis20 (10:23:53 pm): no ashley
LzyBrunette (10:23:55 pm): yeah for anorexia
Thetis20 (10:23:58 pm): oh
LzyBrunette (10:23:58 pm): which ever
Thetis20 (10:24:02 pm): it's ashley
Thetis20 (10:24:06 pm): i think
LzyBrunette (10:24:09 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (10:24:18 pm): that's sad
Thetis20 (10:24:27 pm): joel needs to be locked up
Thetis20 (10:24:33 pm): in a padded cell
LzyBrunette (10:24:33 pm): no mary-kate
Thetis20 (10:24:39 pm): away from children
Thetis20 (10:24:41 pm): oh
Thetis20 (10:24:44 pm): whatever
LzyBrunette (10:24:58 pm): i just went nd checked...it's irrelevent
Thetis20 (10:25:13 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (10:25:35 pm): i feel so lonely without slappy around
LzyBrunette (10:25:45 pm): "me too"
LzyBrunette (10:25:53 pm): what am i? chopped liver?"
Thetis20 (10:25:56 pm): hey, you have asha
LzyBrunette (10:26:00 pm): "you're no slappy"
Thetis20 (10:26:03 pm): i have no one
LzyBrunette (10:26:07 pm): HEY!
Thetis20 (10:26:13 pm): that was mean benji
Thetis20 (10:26:20 pm): slappy wasn't all that great
LzyBrunette (10:26:29 pm): "she's not she doesn't even have a...thingy"
LzyBrunette (10:26:34 pm): so?
LzyBrunette (10:26:40 pm): you like my thingy!
Thetis20 (10:26:42 pm): she's a girl dumbass
LzyBrunette (10:26:43 pm): you told me!
LzyBrunette (10:27:14 pm): "you like patrick's thingy BITCH!"
LzyBrunette (10:27:28 pm): "i heard you in the shower!"
Thetis20 (10:27:44 pm): why can't she like two thingy's?
Thetis20 (10:27:49 pm): you did
LzyBrunette (10:27:51 pm): "cause!"
LzyBrunette (10:28:01 pm): "but it's different"
Thetis20 (10:28:06 pm): how?
LzyBrunette (10:28:12 pm): "it just is"
Thetis20 (10:28:18 pm): you nerd
LzyBrunette (10:28:22 pm): "cause she;s my woman!"
LzyBrunette (10:28:27 pm): "she belongs to me"
LzyBrunette (10:28:33 pm): wrong bucko!
LzyBrunette (10:28:39 pm): you belong to ME!
Thetis20 (10:28:45 pm): benji, tell fucko to get off my property
LzyBrunette (10:29:05 pm): "He wrote a song though"
Thetis20 (10:29:12 pm): so?
LzyBrunette (10:29:24 pm): "it's called 'slappy hearts beatrice'"
LzyBrunette (10:29:29 pm): "he's sorry"
Thetis20 (10:29:33 pm): i wrote a song too
LzyBrunette (10:29:48 pm): "you write songs"
Thetis20 (10:29:57 pm): it's called 'i hate slappy'
LzyBrunette (10:30:19 pm): "are you mad at me?"
Thetis20 (10:30:27 pm): no
LzyBrunette (10:30:29 pm): "i helped him write it"
Thetis20 (10:30:35 pm): why would i be mad at you?
Thetis20 (10:30:40 pm): i'm mad at fucko
LzyBrunette (10:30:45 pm): "actually i wrote the whole thing and told him to tell you"
Thetis20 (10:30:50 pm): fucko is a sicko
Thetis20 (10:30:59 pm): so it's your words not his
LzyBrunette (10:31:11 pm): "he is sorry"
Thetis20 (10:31:16 pm): he could care less about me
LzyBrunette (10:31:17 pm): "really"
LzyBrunette (10:31:21 pm): "he is"
LzyBrunette (10:31:24 pm): "he does"
Thetis20 (10:31:34 pm): he has a new little girl now
LzyBrunette (10:31:43 pm): "SLAPPY'S COLD!!!!!"
Thetis20 (10:31:45 pm): they can live happily together in the sandbox
LzyBrunette (10:31:47 pm): WOW
Thetis20 (10:31:49 pm): full of cat pee
LzyBrunette (10:31:54 pm): joel just shwed up
Thetis20 (10:32:05 pm): jeez
Thetis20 (10:32:09 pm): at least he's not here
Thetis20 (10:32:21 pm): poor asha
LzyBrunette (10:32:21 pm): he said he needs a 'safe house'
LzyBrunette (10:32:30 pm): he thinks it's a game beatrice
Thetis20 (10:32:48 pm): oh yeah, it's such a fun gae
Thetis20 (10:32:52 pm): *game
LzyBrunette (10:32:56 pm): he's pretending to hide and giggling
Thetis20 (10:33:02 pm): moron
Thetis20 (10:33:09 pm): i hate you joel
LzyBrunette (10:33:09 pm): "beatrice is gonna come get me any minute"
LzyBrunette (10:33:23 pm): "any minute"
Thetis20 (10:33:31 pm): keep waiting pal
LzyBrunette (10:33:33 pm): "She's not coming man"
Thetis20 (10:33:39 pm): it's gonna be a looooooong time
LzyBrunette (10:33:40 pm): "uh huh, she has to"
Thetis20 (10:33:45 pm): as in never
LzyBrunette (10:34:04 pm): eww, don't touch slappy in here joel!
Thetis20 (10:34:10 pm): ewwww
LzyBrunette (10:34:15 pm): "but he's scared, look at him?"
LzyBrunette (10:34:18 pm): NO!
Thetis20 (10:35:04 pm): pervert
LzyBrunette (10:35:18 pm): wow it's late
LzyBrunette (10:35:21 pm): sorta
Thetis20 (10:35:21 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (10:35:35 pm): i'd be up anyway
Thetis20 (10:35:47 pm): i get bored at night
LzyBrunette (10:35:51 pm): awww
LzyBrunette (10:36:09 pm): i can't have bad feelings about joel til wednesday
Thetis20 (10:36:14 pm): i like to sleep during the day
LzyBrunette (10:36:16 pm): so i'm giving up
Thetis20 (10:36:17 pm): i can
Thetis20 (10:36:23 pm): i have to go with what i feel
Thetis20 (10:36:31 pm): and i feel very confused
LzyBrunette (10:36:32 pm): innocent til proven guilty....
Thetis20 (10:36:37 pm): therefore, i will blame him
LzyBrunette (10:36:45 pm): so do i, and i feel like it's a lie and misconstrued
Thetis20 (10:36:59 pm): i really want to belive that
Thetis20 (10:37:05 pm): *believe that
LzyBrunette (10:37:19 pm): it was my gut feeling first off and i'm going back to it
Thetis20 (10:37:21 pm): and as pathetic as this may sound, i have to protect myself
Thetis20 (10:37:40 pm): even though i don't know him and never will
LzyBrunette (10:37:47 pm): it's opk
LzyBrunette (10:37:49 pm): ok*
Thetis20 (10:37:57 pm): i just get sucked into things so easily
Thetis20 (10:38:14 pm): i get caught up in little emotions and they turn into big emotions
Thetis20 (10:38:22 pm): and when i fall, i fall hard
Thetis20 (10:38:24 pm): and fast
LzyBrunette (10:38:46 pm): ok...i can understand that
LzyBrunette (10:39:04 pm): i did that with jason and patrick...
LzyBrunette (10:39:29 pm): i cried all last summer when patrick called me "his stalker"
Thetis20 (10:39:36 pm): but you actually know them
LzyBrunette (10:39:47 pm): because i thought he really thought that and that i was
LzyBrunette (10:39:54 pm): i didn't know patrick
LzyBrunette (10:40:02 pm): i just had a crush on him
LzyBrunette (10:40:28 pm): i went into his store and looked at their schedule to see when he was working
LzyBrunette (10:40:41 pm): i was weird
Thetis20 (10:40:51 pm): i did that with nick
LzyBrunette (10:41:18 pm): i called his store and hung up....just to hear him
LzyBrunette (10:42:19 pm): blah my story went into a tangent...i'm not focusing
Thetis20 (10:42:49 pm): it's fucko's fault
LzyBrunette (10:42:55 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (10:43:16 pm): not really...i'm just avoiding ben...cause it's awkward and hard
LzyBrunette (10:43:38 pm): and i don't know how cps works
LzyBrunette (10:43:45 pm): so i have to make it up
Thetis20 (10:44:09 pm): i don't even know what that is
LzyBrunette (10:44:19 pm): child protective services
Thetis20 (10:44:33 pm): oh
Thetis20 (10:44:41 pm): i don't know anything about it
LzyBrunette (10:44:50 pm): yeah same here
LzyBrunette (10:45:37 pm): ok so i did a search about it and i got...
LzyBrunette (10:45:39 pm): Break up recovery for men - How to get your power back after she breaks up - E-book $19
http://www.vitalcoaching.com
LzyBrunette (10:45:57 pm): what the hell is that?
Thetis20 (10:46:01 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (10:46:17 pm): oooo
LzyBrunette (10:46:31 pm): MDHR: Child Protective Services - Information about Maryland Department of Human Resources' Child Protective Services program. ... What is Child Protective Services (CPS)? ...
http://www.dhr.state.md.us/cps/
LzyBrunette (10:46:35 pm): PERFECTO
LzyBrunette (10:50:43 pm): interesting
LzyBrunette (10:50:47 pm): didn't help me
LzyBrunette (10:51:18 pm): ok it did a little
LzyBrunette (10:52:46 pm): packed yet?
Thetis20 (10:52:55 pm): nope
Thetis20 (10:53:10 pm): i haven't even gotten off my bed yet
Thetis20 (10:53:22 pm): i'm do0ing something bad
Thetis20 (10:53:26 pm): *doing
LzyBrunette (10:55:36 pm): oh really
LzyBrunette (10:55:43 pm): benji's intrigued
Thetis20 (10:55:45 pm): really
LzyBrunette (10:55:51 pm): "i like bad girls"
Thetis20 (10:56:18 pm): do you also like girls who torture themselves to the brink of insanity?
LzyBrunette (10:56:30 pm): what?
Thetis20 (10:56:55 pm): i'm driving myself crazy
LzyBrunette (10:57:02 pm): with what?
Thetis20 (10:57:15 pm): pictures
LzyBrunette (10:57:23 pm): oh no
Thetis20 (10:57:32 pm): not those pictures
LzyBrunette (10:57:36 pm): oh
LzyBrunette (11:02:41 pm): i wish i didn't have a job
LzyBrunette (11:02:57 pm): i wish i could write and chat for a living
Thetis20 (11:03:07 pm): yeah
LzyBrunette (11:03:16 pm): i really want sometime to focus and do this right
Thetis20 (11:03:43 pm): why, asha, why? http://img19.photobucket.com/albums/v58/Evie23_2/Good%20Charlotte/Gro up2.jpg
Thetis20 (11:04:02 pm): why is he so adorable?
Thetis20 (11:04:10 pm): and benji....
Thetis20 (11:04:17 pm): well he just looks fuckable there
LzyBrunette (11:04:24 pm): because he's not a bad guy...i think this just ogt out of hand
LzyBrunette (11:04:34 pm): that's my boy!
Thetis20 (11:04:52 pm): i wonder if that girl made it up
Thetis20 (11:05:03 pm): because everyone is saying that he wasn't on
Thetis20 (11:05:06 pm): and didn't call in
LzyBrunette (11:05:26 pm): forget that part
Thetis20 (11:05:36 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (11:05:40 pm): i just don't think it's true because i don't
LzyBrunette (11:07:56 pm): hmmm, georgie's parents would be at the reading of her will, yeah? and if they are the ones with ben, they'd bring him yes?
Thetis20 (11:09:57 pm): i guess
LzyBrunette (11:10:51 pm): sorry i know you don't like talking about writing
Thetis20 (11:12:00 pm): no, i really don't kow if they'd bring him
Thetis20 (11:12:16 pm): i was think about what i would do and i don't know'
LzyBrunette (11:12:21 pm): well where would he go....i'm just all confused
Thetis20 (11:12:21 pm): i can't imagine it
LzyBrunette (11:12:27 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (11:12:32 pm): how old is he?
LzyBrunette (11:12:35 pm): 5
Thetis20 (11:12:40 pm): oh....
Thetis20 (11:12:53 pm): i guess he'd be there then
Thetis20 (11:13:00 pm): if there was no one else to take care of him
LzyBrunette (11:13:29 pm): cause i'm not even sure about doing a "reading of the will"
LzyBrunette (11:14:35 pm): my original idea was benji and jessa going to the cps place and then meet with a social worker...and they have to go to georgie's parents to see ben....but it doesn;t make sense
LzyBrunette (11:16:17 pm): i could bullshit it all, but i don't even know how i want it to go
Thetis20 (11:21:22 pm): well, maybe georgie leaves custody to benji but her parents don't want him to have ben
LzyBrunette (11:21:34 pm): yeah i have that already
Thetis20 (11:21:47 pm): oh
LzyBrunette (11:21:51 pm): but i'm stuck on the how it all happens
LzyBrunette (11:23:55 pm): if she left benji custody...she had to have filled something legal. the only reason ben is at his grandparents house is because they are relatives and nearby. i'm just not sure how benji has to go about claiming his son
LzyBrunette (11:26:20 pm): hmmm...i wonder if it would work if they went to the reading and they find out benji has custody and all the legal happens at the courthouse or lawyers office where the will is...and gramps and gram put up a fight, even though they rarely saw the kid
LzyBrunette (11:26:28 pm): legal stuff*
Thetis20 (11:27:23 pm): i don't know
LzyBrunette (11:27:27 pm): you think they'd want to do like a blood test to make sure he's benji's?
Thetis20 (11:27:39 pm): maybe....
Thetis20 (11:27:44 pm): does he look like benji?
LzyBrunette (11:27:50 pm): exactly
LzyBrunette (11:28:07 pm): I was in love. That thick mop of dark brown hair. Those large chocolate eyes. Perfect nose, pouty curved lips, round little face. It was a tiny tattooless version of Benji.
Thetis20 (11:28:33 pm): awwww
Thetis20 (11:28:36 pm): how cute
Thetis20 (11:28:47 pm): he has benji's nose too?
LzyBrunette (11:28:57 pm): yes
Thetis20 (11:28:58 pm): i'm so obsessed with his nose
LzyBrunette (11:29:03 pm): you've seen that picture when they're kids, yeah?
LzyBrunette (11:29:08 pm): like 5 or 6
Thetis20 (11:29:13 pm): yeah
LzyBrunette (11:29:15 pm): Ben looks like that
Thetis20 (11:29:19 pm): awwwwww
Thetis20 (11:29:22 pm): i want one
LzyBrunette (11:29:33 pm): i added the nose thing cause of you
Thetis20 (11:29:38 pm): haha
Thetis20 (11:29:50 pm): i just want to lick his nose
Thetis20 (11:29:53 pm): and poke it
Thetis20 (11:29:56 pm): and play with it
Thetis20 (11:30:01 pm): and put it in my pocket
LzyBrunette (11:30:06 pm): haha
Thetis20 (11:30:10 pm): fucko has a weird nose
Thetis20 (11:30:16 pm): cute soemtimes
LzyBrunette (11:30:19 pm): this is my favorite part of ben:
"Benjamin, this…" Miss dunn began.
"My name is not Benjamin, it's just Ben." His eyes blazed as he crossed his arms and stared defiantly up at her.

LzyBrunette (11:30:21 pm): haha
Thetis20 (11:30:22 pm): horrible other tmes
Thetis20 (11:30:39 pm): it's cute
LzyBrunette (11:31:14 pm): he doesn't talk to benji for 2 days
LzyBrunette (11:31:24 pm): he likes jessa though
Thetis20 (11:31:30 pm): awwww
LzyBrunette (11:32:02 pm): when he finaly talks he says "I know you. Georgia showed me your picture once." He said simply. Benji was dumbfounfed. "you look like me."
Thetis20 (11:32:27 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (11:32:58 pm): ben's cute
Thetis20 (11:33:08 pm): yeah
LzyBrunette (11:33:09 pm): he doesn't lke isabel either
LzyBrunette (11:33:33 pm): "what is that thing?"
LzyBrunette (11:35:20 pm): ooo maybe there's like a day-care type place where they go to do the will stuff and they leave ben there while they work out the details...
LzyBrunette (11:36:04 pm): so benji and jessa don't get to see him right away.
LzyBrunette (11:41:41 pm): why can't i imagine benji in a dress shirt?
Thetis20 (11:42:33 pm): i don't know, but i have to go pack
Thetis20 (11:42:35 pm): for real
LzyBrunette (11:42:39 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (11:42:52 pm): have fun
Thetis20 (11:43:33 pm): i don't think i'll be back on tonight
LzyBrunette (11:43:40 pm): ok
Thetis20 (11:43:42 pm): and probably not tomorrow either
LzyBrunette (11:43:45 pm): i'm tired anyway
LzyBrunette (11:43:54 pm): well aren't you leaving tomorrow?
Thetis20 (11:44:02 pm): at 3:30
Thetis20 (11:44:22 pm): but i don't think i'll have time to get online
LzyBrunette (11:44:25 pm): i didn't expect you'd be on
Thetis20 (11:44:30 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (11:44:34 pm): bye
Thetis20 (11:44:39 pm): i'll talk to you next month
LzyBrunette (11:44:40 pm): have a nice time
LzyBrunette (11:44:44 pm): yeah
Thetis20 (11:44:50 pm): i'll take pictures for you too
LzyBrunette (11:44:51 pm): if i make it that far
Thetis20 (11:44:55 pm): take care of benji
Thetis20 (11:45:02 pm): don't wear him out
LzyBrunette (11:45:04 pm): always
LzyBrunette (11:45:13 pm): hehe
Thetis20 (11:45:19 pm): bye benji!!
LzyBrunette (11:45:34 pm): "bye beatrice, eat italian food for me"
Thetis20 (11:45:36 pm): i'll be fucko free for 17 whole days
Thetis20 (11:45:39 pm): oh i will
LzyBrunette (11:45:56 pm): maybe you'll ease up about it then
Thetis20 (11:46:10 pm): or maybe i'll just get over him all together
LzyBrunette (11:46:29 pm): but then i couldn't talk to you...we wouldn't have anything in common
Thetis20 (11:46:46 pm): i hate to think that all we have in common is joel
LzyBrunette (11:47:08 pm): well all i talk about are the twins and my stry
Thetis20 (11:47:22 pm): i still like benji
Thetis20 (11:47:32 pm): and the rest of gc
LzyBrunette (11:47:44 pm): joel's a main part
Thetis20 (11:47:54 pm): i'm just harboring some resentment towards a certain lead singer
LzyBrunette (11:48:07 pm): well maybe you won't after awhile
Thetis20 (11:48:08 pm): it's subsiding though
Thetis20 (11:48:10 pm): slowly
LzyBrunette (11:48:13 pm): have fun, relax
LzyBrunette (11:48:24 pm): don't fall in love
LzyBrunette (11:48:30 pm): or into fountains
Thetis20 (11:48:34 pm): i'll try not to kill myself from being with my family for so long
Thetis20 (11:48:47 pm): i doubt i'll fall in love
Thetis20 (11:49:04 pm): the fountain i can't gaurantee though
LzyBrunette (11:49:09 pm): maybe there's an italian joel look alike outthere
Thetis20 (11:49:14 pm): haha
Thetis20 (11:49:17 pm): weird
LzyBrunette (11:49:20 pm): just waiting for you
Thetis20 (11:49:29 pm): ha
Thetis20 (11:49:39 pm): ok, i'll talk to you later and show you my ictures
Thetis20 (11:49:43 pm): *pictures
Thetis20 (11:49:48 pm): bye
LzyBrunette (11:49:49 pm): now i'm imagining joel with a mario brothers type outfit
LzyBrunette (11:49:51 pm): bye
LzyBrunette (11:49:54 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (11:49:56 pm): later
Thetis20 signed off at 11:50:03 pm.
Thetis20 signed on at 6:31:31 am.
Thetis20 (7:18:12 am): i can't wait to get out of the country and away from all this fucko shit

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Auto response from LzyBrunette (7:18:13 am): i've got my feet on the ground
and i don't go to sleep to dream

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LzyBrunette (8:39:25 am): yeah

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Auto response from Thetis20 (8:39:26 am): Look at me, I'm gonna touch the butt!

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LzyBrunette (8:39:39 am): have a good time
Thetis20 (9:14:29 am): i can't close my suitcase
Thetis20 (9:14:33 am): i'm so screwed
LzyBrunette (9:14:35 am): haha
LzyBrunette (9:15:33 am): i rolled my shirts into little rolls
LzyBrunette (9:15:39 am): so that i had space
Thetis20 (9:16:25 am): it's my shoes
LzyBrunette (9:16:34 am): aww
LzyBrunette (9:16:39 am): ah*
Thetis20 (9:16:57 am): i don't know why i'm bringing so many
Thetis20 (9:17:08 am): i have shoes in there i haven't worn in months
LzyBrunette (9:17:14 am): cause you're a girl and you can
Thetis20 (9:18:40 am): i'm such a nerd
LzyBrunette (9:18:47 am): haha
Thetis20 (9:18:48 am): i brought four books for the plane
LzyBrunette (9:18:59 am): i had a whole magazine rack
LzyBrunette (9:19:05 am): like 6 or 7
LzyBrunette (9:19:24 am): and my cd player and a notebook
Thetis20 (9:19:46 am): i was going to bring magazines
Thetis20 (9:19:59 am): but then i brought the books so i would be forced to read them
LzyBrunette (9:20:05 am): i read about morrisey on the way to ny
LzyBrunette (9:20:28 am): the article in Spin
LzyBrunette (9:21:26 am): have you ever seen benji in one of those plaid shirts, like the one's fucko wears?
Thetis20 (9:22:31 am): i can't remember
LzyBrunette (9:23:53 am): hmmm....how do you think he'd look in them?
Thetis20 (9:34:17 am): good
Thetis20 (9:34:59 am): do you have text messaging on your phone?
LzyBrunette (9:35:01 am): ok...it's just hard picturing him in anything but a made shirt
LzyBrunette (9:35:04 am): yeah
LzyBrunette (9:35:21 am): where IS my phone?
Thetis20 (9:35:25 am): h wait, isn't he wearing the plaid shirt in my favorite picture f him?
Thetis20 (9:35:36 am): the 8 inches one?
LzyBrunette (9:35:39 am): oh yeah from mission bay
Thetis20 (9:35:54 am): ok,i have to go sorry
LzyBrunette (9:35:55 am): yeah i don't like that color
LzyBrunette (9:35:58 am): ok
Thetis20 (9:36:03 am): i'll be back
LzyBrunette (9:36:07 am): ok
Thetis20 (11:14:44 am): i just realized how much i'm goin to miss twincest

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Auto response from LzyBrunette (11:14:45 am): i am here, but am i really?
i'm very busy writing so unless your name is Beatrice, wanting to say goodbye before she leaves...then I'm sorry i can't chat

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LzyBrunette (11:19:14 am): awwww
LzyBrunette (11:19:42 am): dude i can't believe i missed you coming back
LzyBrunette (11:19:46 am): i kept checking
LzyBrunette (11:24:43 am): ?
LzyBrunette (11:28:48 am): hey
LzyBrunette (11:28:58 am): i never gave you my number
Thetis20 (11:29:23 am): i'm not sure if my phone will work over there
LzyBrunette (11:29:29 am): oh
Thetis20 (11:29:33 am): i don't think i'm going to bring it actually
LzyBrunette (11:29:35 am): well you asked
LzyBrunette (11:29:37 am): ok
Thetis20 (11:29:38 am): i don't want to lose it
Thetis20 (11:29:48 am): yeah, i was thinnking about it
Thetis20 (11:29:58 am): but i'm afraid i might lose it
LzyBrunette (11:30:14 am): aren't you supposed to be gone?
LzyBrunette (11:30:27 am): it's 2:30
Thetis20 (11:30:32 am): 3:30
LzyBrunette (11:30:36 am): i know
LzyBrunette (11:30:44 am): but i thought that's when you were leaving
Thetis20 (11:30:53 am): we're leaving the house at 3:30
LzyBrunette (11:30:58 am): like the plane leaving
LzyBrunette (11:31:05 am): oh
Thetis20 (11:31:12 am): the flight iksn't till 6 something
LzyBrunette (11:31:37 am): then you're leaving way early
LzyBrunette (11:31:48 am): how long to get to the airport?
Thetis20 (11:33:14 am): like 40 minutes
LzyBrunette (11:33:21 am): oh
Thetis20 (11:33:29 am): but you're supposed to get there 2 hours ahead
LzyBrunette (11:33:30 am): i don't like waiting in the airport
LzyBrunette (11:33:33 am): i didn't
LzyBrunette (11:33:44 am): it made me bored
Thetis20 (11:33:44 am): i hate flying and anything having to do with flying
LzyBrunette (11:33:55 am): flying is awesome
Thetis20 (11:33:56 am): i don't want to go
LzyBrunette (11:34:04 am): i love take off
Thetis20 (11:34:05 am): i want to be back at the shore
LzyBrunette (11:34:16 am): awwww
Thetis20 (11:34:20 am): i hate this
LzyBrunette (11:34:21 am): you'll have fun
LzyBrunette (11:34:25 am): you will
LzyBrunette (11:34:33 am): you'll feel better when you get home
LzyBrunette (11:37:50 am): i wrote alot
LzyBrunette (11:38:03 am): my plan worked
LzyBrunette (11:46:01 am): did you get your suitcase shut?
Thetis20 (11:50:38 am): yeah
LzyBrunette (11:51:20 am): did you have to take anything out?
Thetis20 (11:51:32 am): a few things
Thetis20 (11:51:46 am): i think i might open it up again and take more out
Thetis20 (11:51:52 am): i brought too much
LzyBrunette (11:52:04 am): you won't know that til you're there
Thetis20 (11:52:26 am): i brought stuff i haven't worn in forever
LzyBrunette (11:52:39 am): haha
LzyBrunette (11:52:54 am): what the biggest carot of diamonds?
Thetis20 (11:53:09 am): i don't think there is a biggest
LzyBrunette (11:53:23 am): well what's big?
Thetis20 (11:53:33 am): for what? a ring?
LzyBrunette (11:53:38 am): necklace
Thetis20 (11:53:50 am): what does it look like?
Thetis20 (11:53:56 am): one stone or lots of stones?
LzyBrunette (11:53:57 am): but i'm gonna do half of whatever you say
LzyBrunette (11:54:03 am): one stone
LzyBrunette (11:54:06 am): a pendant
Thetis20 (11:54:35 am): mmmmm.....
Thetis20 (11:54:49 am): three?
LzyBrunette (11:55:05 am): is 3 big?
Thetis20 (11:55:06 am): i like big stones so....
Thetis20 (11:55:29 am): go to adiamondisforever.com
LzyBrunette (11:55:40 am): well it's a necklace benji gave georgie a long time ago
LzyBrunette (11:55:41 am): ok
LzyBrunette (11:56:27 am): ooo i've been here before
LzyBrunette (11:56:41 am): my cousin and i stayed up one night designing rings
Thetis20 (11:56:51 am): yeah, i love that
LzyBrunette (11:57:53 am): damn them
LzyBrunette (12:01:31 pm): i just need to know how the numbers of carats go
Thetis20 (12:01:35 pm): ok, i'm going to go lighten my suitcase
Thetis20 (12:01:46 pm): just regular numbers
LzyBrunette (12:01:48 pm): no
LzyBrunette (12:01:55 pm): i mean what's considered big
Thetis20 (12:02:00 pm): no what?
Thetis20 (12:02:02 pm): oh
Thetis20 (12:02:14 pm): i think 3 is big
Thetis20 (12:02:18 pm): i like 5
LzyBrunette (12:02:20 pm): what's small and medium and this isn't helping
Thetis20 (12:02:22 pm): but that's huge
LzyBrunette (12:02:34 pm): really?
Thetis20 (12:02:37 pm): small 1 and under
Thetis20 (12:02:47 pm): medium 2-3
LzyBrunette (12:02:48 pm): that's how they number
Thetis20 (12:02:51 pm): large 4 and up
LzyBrunette (12:02:53 pm): that small
Thetis20 (12:03:16 pm): i'm confused
LzyBrunette (12:03:23 pm): they number that small
Thetis20 (12:03:24 pm): but i have to go fix m suitcase
LzyBrunette (12:03:27 pm): ok
LzyBrunette (12:05:35 pm): i got it now
Thetis20 (12:10:42 pm): there's nothing i can do about the suitcase
Thetis20 (12:10:54 pm): it's locked and loaded
LzyBrunette (12:10:59 pm): oh, sorry
Thetis20 (12:11:14 pm): i feel sick
Thetis20 (12:11:24 pm): i forgot to get my medicine
LzyBrunette (12:11:27 pm): don't it'll be fine
LzyBrunette (12:11:38 pm): what medicine?
Thetis20 (12:11:48 pm): no, like sick for real, my head is killing me
Thetis20 (12:12:04 pm): i'm supposed to take this sinus medication for three days before i et on a plane
LzyBrunette (12:12:19 pm): oh
Thetis20 (12:12:19 pm): because my head always hurts so bad landing
LzyBrunette (12:12:23 pm): oh
Thetis20 (12:12:40 pm): my sister is sick too
Thetis20 (12:12:46 pm): she came back from maryland sick
LzyBrunette (12:12:49 pm): the air was too clean in upstate...my nose hurt when i got there
LzyBrunette (12:12:51 pm): awww
Thetis20 (12:13:03 pm): i said it was joel's fault
Thetis20 (12:13:15 pm): is benji going to miss me?
LzyBrunette (12:13:29 pm): very much
Thetis20 (12:13:35 pm): awww
Thetis20 (12:13:39 pm): i'll miss him too
LzyBrunette (12:13:40 pm): "i miss you already"
Thetis20 (12:13:45 pm): and mr.wiggles
LzyBrunette (12:13:57 pm): "mr. wiggles thanks you"
Thetis20 (12:14:01 pm): haha
Thetis20 (12:14:37 pm): "hi benji!!"
LzyBrunette (12:14:50 pm): "is that joel?"
Thetis20 (12:15:01 pm): "i'm going to show beatrice around italy"
Thetis20 (12:15:02 pm): no
LzyBrunette (12:15:19 pm): "TONY!"
Thetis20 (12:15:40 pm): "dude, who's mr. wiggles?"
LzyBrunette (12:15:54 pm): "noobody"
LzyBrunette (12:16:02 pm): "just a nickname"
LzyBrunette (12:16:14 pm): "you know me dude"
LzyBrunette (12:16:21 pm): "i'm a goofball"
Thetis20 (12:16:52 pm): "that's not what i heard...."
LzyBrunette (12:17:23 pm): "w-what did you hear?"
Thetis20 (12:18:01 pm): "i heard mr. wiggles was more than a nickname"
LzyBrunette (12:18:21 pm): "well whoever said that was bullshitting you"
Thetis20 (12:18:23 pm): "at least i named mine something cool dude"
LzyBrunette (12:18:30 pm): "shut up"
Thetis20 (12:18:40 pm): "you shut up"
LzyBrunette (12:18:43 pm): "You're not cool"
Thetis20 (12:18:50 pm): "i am SO cool"
Thetis20 (12:19:22 pm): "i'm tony bologna"
LzyBrunette (12:19:25 pm): benjimooned you
Thetis20 (12:19:30 pm): "how can i not be cool"
Thetis20 (12:19:37 pm): "that was hot"
LzyBrunette (12:19:45 pm): his ass is really white too
LzyBrunette (12:19:52 pm): benji you need a tan
Thetis20 (12:19:53 pm): "i know"
Thetis20 (12:20:01 pm): "i've seen it many a time"
LzyBrunette (12:20:01 pm): "i like glowing in the dark"
Thetis20 (12:20:15 pm): "does mr. wiggles like it too?"
LzyBrunette (12:20:27 pm): it does help me find it
Thetis20 (12:20:33 pm): haha
LzyBrunette (12:20:43 pm): "asha doesn;t like the lights on"
Thetis20 (12:21:08 pm): i know someone else like that too
Thetis20 (12:21:23 pm): "beatrice, forget about him"
Thetis20 (12:21:31 pm): "he was a sad, sad little man"
LzyBrunette (12:21:37 pm): "Hey...don't tell her what to do"
LzyBrunette (12:21:54 pm): "Joel's hiding in our closet crying"
Thetis20 (12:21:57 pm): "i'm just trying to make her feel better
Thetis20 (12:22:00 pm): gotta go
LzyBrunette (12:22:02 pm): bye
Thetis20 (12:22:03 pm): bye
LzyBrunette (12:22:06 pm): have a good time
Thetis20 signed off at 12:22:13 pm.