selquet015: well thats a nice welcome back :-)
LzyBrunette: i'm really unhappy
selquet015: why...whats up?
LzyBrunette: beatrice hates me
LzyBrunette: and i'm just sad
selquet015: and duble huggles to you
selquet015: why does beatrice hate you?
LzyBrunette: i've been crying for 2 hours
LzyBrunette: it won't stop
selquet015: awww
selquet015: im sorry :-(
LzyBrunette: i didn't feel good and so i wanted to try writing and thinking about bj and jess and beatrice made me feel stupid
LzyBrunette: and then i got upset and she got mad
selquet015: i'm sorry :-(
LzyBrunette: she says she can't talk about writing
selquet015: why?
LzyBrunette: and it just seems like she's telling me that i'm stupid cause that's all i worry about
LzyBrunette: she doesn;t want to i guess
selquet015: A. its not stupid to worry about writng B. You are not stupid C. i love you and your writing. D. Maybe she is having a bad day and E. benji loves you
LzyBrunette: she's always having a bad day
LzyBrunette: i don't know why were friends
LzyBrunette: she makes me feel......
selquet015: maybe she needs a theripist
LzyBrunette: inferior
selquet015: you aren't
LzyBrunette: no one has time or patience to hear me gripe about slls anymore
LzyBrunette: i thought she cared but she doesn't
selquet015: I care!!!
LzyBrunette: brb, i need to find tissue
selquet015: ok
LzyBrunette: maybe this is all cause i'm on my period
selquet015: it happens...hormones suck
LzyBrunette: i really can't stop
LzyBrunette: i'm freaking out
selquet015: awww
selquet015: run some cold water over the underside of your wrists and breath calmly
LzyBrunette: does that cold water thing really work?
selquet015: yep, its a presure point
selquet015: try it babe...it will make you feel better
LzyBrunette: that's kinda hard to do
selquet015: whats kinda hard to do?
LzyBrunette: the wrist thing
LzyBrunette: i have to do it one wrist at a time
selquet015: ahh
selquet015: you could get a wash cloth wet and lay it over your wrists
LzyBrunette: it's ok
LzyBrunette: i think i'm ok
selquet015: ok...i worry...
LzyBrunette: thanks
LzyBrunette: you're the only person who...gets it...who comforts
selquet015: thats cause I am amazing :-) and I care
LzyBrunette: beatrice got defensive and rora just...made me mad
LzyBrunette: she keeps asking questions and stuff
selquet015: thats irksome
LzyBrunette: when all i really want is someone to tell me to breathe and calm down
LzyBrunette: or say something funny to make me smile
selquet015: hey i did that...i must be psychic!!!!
LzyBrunette: that's why i love ya
selquet015: YAY for me!!!
selquet015: brb...have to go potty
selquet015: backs
LzyBrunette: when you icon stops dancing it looks like a seal
selquet015: hahaha
selquet015: coolo
LzyBrunette: i don't wanna go to work tomorrow
selquet015: can you be sick?
LzyBrunette: no
LzyBrunette: i open
selquet015: aww
selquet015: im sorrys
LzyBrunette: i feel sick though
LzyBrunette: i always get terrible cramps
selquet015: and there is no one you can call or anything?
LzyBrunette: not now
selquet015: i'm sorry :-) I will work for you!!!
LzyBrunette: god i wish you could
selquet015: me too
LzyBrunette: i'm leaving in a week though
selquet015: quitting?
LzyBrunette: no
LzyBrunette: i'm going to new york on the 31st
selquet015: oooh awesome...very jealous
LzyBrunette: i wanted to go shopping today but i ended up in the back seat for an hour to see the Screaming Yeehaws play poolside at a white trash grad party
selquet015: interesting
LzyBrunette: the screaming yeehaws is a pyschobilly punk band whose guitarist is my sister's roommate and whose leadsinger is a hottie
selquet015: hotties are goodo
LzyBrunette: i met his girlfriend though
selquet015: sucks that he has a girlfriend
LzyBrunette: he's like way older anyway...but he's hot
LzyBrunette: he's like 30-31 something like that
selquet015: ooh that is older
LzyBrunette: they're a cool band
selquet015: god how i love music
LzyBrunette: i bought nfg and jay-z on friday
selquet015: i almost bought nfg yesterday but i ending up buying modest mouse instead
LzyBrunette: i don't get modest mouse
LzyBrunette: well i didn't really hear the song very well
selquet015: it makes me want to jump around a lot
LzyBrunette: really it was slow
LzyBrunette: hmmmmmmm
selquet015: its got a different kind of beat...not slow, not fast...it works for me
LzyBrunette: so what kind of injuries do you think benji can incur
LzyBrunette: from the accident
selquet015: brusied collerbond...maybe internal injuries...but most likely just bruising along the seatbelt line, jammed finers sprained elbow....
LzyBrunette: i was thinking about internal injuries
LzyBrunette: but i couldn't think of any
selquet015: he could bruise his lungs
LzyBrunette: you can bruise your lungs??!@?
LzyBrunette: wow
LzyBrunette: holy hell
selquet015: you can bruise anything really
selquet015: its just a blood vessel that pops
LzyBrunette: see i was thinking of jessa forcing benji to get checked out...and then...MAYBE he's just banged and bruised up and the doc tells him to rest up and relax and that maybe benji spaces out cause he's traumatized
LzyBrunette: but i kinda wanted him a little more hurt
selquet015: he could just be in shock...that can give you physical problems and he just went through double trama...accident and baby
LzyBrunette: i would say the baby was the only thing that didn't make the accident worse...like he could have been freaked out more, but the happiness of having a baby kinda overshadows part of it
selquet015: its big on the emotions though and adds to shock
LzyBrunette: maybe it's only a mask
LzyBrunette: like it'll be worse later
LzyBrunette: hmmm
selquet015: that can happen...
LzyBrunette: then gc will have a really long break...because they need to recoup
LzyBrunette: benji does, chris does, and joel does
selquet015: yeah
selquet015: plus it will give them time with the babies
LzyBrunette: yup
LzyBrunette: that's what joel needs it for
LzyBrunette: billy can get married in that time possibly and maybe lilly and paul can have their other baby
selquet015: :-)
LzyBrunette: brb
selquet015: ok
LzyBrunette: i needed ice cream
LzyBrunette: no
LzyBrunette: i DESERVED ice cream
selquet015: oooh yummy
LzyBrunette: it must have been on sale
LzyBrunette: or my mom sensed i deserved it
LzyBrunette: because there are 6 different flavors
selquet015: damn skippy
LzyBrunette: chris is gonna be okay
selquet015: YAYAYAYAYA since i love him and all
LzyBrunette: they're gonna go downstairs and visit him with the baby
selquet015: oooh :-)
LzyBrunette: the hospital would let them right?
selquet015: depends on where he is
LzyBrunette: er, i think
selquet015: what kind of injuries does he have?
LzyBrunette: he hit his head, bled, needed stitches, was unconscious for 3 hours...so i guess head injuries
selquet015: they would probably move him out of the er...to itc if the head injury was bad or to a ward if they just wanted to observe him
LzyBrunette: itc?
LzyBrunette: like the icu?
selquet015: thats what i meant
LzyBrunette: ok
LzyBrunette: i don't want them to be too serious...so a ward i guess
LzyBrunette: i don't want chris with brain damage
LzyBrunette: but maybe he has totally blacked out the accident and how they got there
selquet015: that works...memory loss
LzyBrunette: "I remember being at the restaurant and then i don't know." chris shook his head. "The doctor said something about an accident, but i don't remember."
LzyBrunette: "Good." benji said.
selquet015: goodo :-)
LzyBrunette: i think i should go to bed
LzyBrunette: my eyes hurt
selquet015: okays
LzyBrunette: thank you...for everything
selquet015: sleep :-) and I will talk to you tomorrow
LzyBrunette: i love you
selquet015: anytimes
LzyBrunette: ok
LzyBrunette: bye
selquet015: love you too
LzyBrunette: night
selquet015: bye bye
selquet015: and say night to benji for me :-)
LzyBrunette: i will ;-)