-where is "GOD" when your parents say your such a stupid child..WHY CANT YOU BE LIKE YOUR OLDER BROTHER?!
-where is "GOD" when you have no friends and the ones you thought were your friends always leave you out
-where is "GOD" when your ready to kill yourself
-WHERE IS "GOD!" when people pick on your messed up hands and feet"where is this so called God"?

i see people say YAH i owe it to you god....but what kan i say?

 i cant say oo thanks god fo givin me good grades

i kant say thanks god for my friends

i kant say thanks god for finally healin my hands

i kant say thanks god for my brothers

i ask ,i listen, i ask i listen ,I ASK I LISTEN....I ASK I LISTEN!! I FUCKIN ASK AND I FUCKIN LISTEN!!! I HEAR NO FUCKIN REPLY NO FUCKIN WHISPER NO FUCKIN SHIT!!! why? why? why?

i have no reason to live right now...I TRY SO HARD TO REALIZE>>WHAT IM STAYIN ALIVE FOR!?

why am i even alive today? i should have dies years ago...i should have killed "them" years ago.... well if "GOD really is out there...."i hate this "GOD"

ok so me n my family went to this concert for the disabled right...and these disabled ppl had so much talent there was this blind grl who had so much talent..she sang so beautifully and played piano like she had the picture in her ead and hwas playin off that picture...it was so awsome...and PPL that went to that tkd demonstration..do you remeber adam king? the kid with the no legs...well he came and performed to...and there was this grl who was born with two fingers on each hand and she was like..krazy! she played piano fifteen times better than me and like .......wow and it was krazy dude!