highlights
Now Playing: ashlee simpson-
he's dead. jim tintes called. he's dead.

back home
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well I'm home. it's 3:25 AM. i was originally supposed to go home tomorrow but I just needed to come home today so I went with justin and jaclyn who were originally going home tonight anyways. tonight i'll write about today and tomorrow i'll get to the other two days. today around 8:15 PM i told mom that we should bring a movie in since it's due in by 9 PM. after like 10 minutes I talked her into it and we went. well when we got to the bridge there were maybe three cars parked on it and a random woman directing traffic through. no police or anything. there was an accident. so mom rolls down her window and explains that she's trained for first response and this guys all "GET OUT HERE" . there's this man lying on the ground, unconscious, not breathing, in a pool of blood. i was told to drive the car down to this restuarant and run back with someone else. when I get back mom is doing chest compressions on the guy and he started breathing for maybe 3 seconds in which blood was gushing out of his mouth, then he stopped again. his motorcycle was lying 3 feet away from him, by me. and it was so disturbing, his music was still playing from it. country blaring. his head was flopping around when they tried to move him like his neck was broken and there was a pink inner tube on the ground. then the police came and took over so we had to leave and then cars and ambulences were everywhere so I had to go back for the car and I realised my shirt was inside out, my shorts were undone, hair all over my face, I had blood on my shorts just from the ground, i was crying just from the sight. people were staring at me like I was insane and I didn't even realise it. we couldn't get back cuz of all the cars so we drove around aimlessly then when we got back we found out kanoodleas actualy saw the inner tube fly off of the truck. they were boating under the bridge. I just can't get it out of my mind. you know you hear about things like that all the time on the news and see them in movies but you never think you're gonna be face to face with it.


blah. other stuff. the first two days at the cabin were really fun. I did a lot with jaclyn, it was a lot of fun. did a lot of swimming, hung out with the relatives. sarah was out today, even. tomorrow I'm gonna hang out with pix all day and wednesday I'm gonna be with josiah.

late night drama
Now Playing: Unseen- "false hope"
tonight's been funny. i'm online and we start this big huge convo with 27 people and I didn't know it but cor was in it, and I haven't talked to him since march. and I was all "branden where is troy. i'm gonna go wake 'em up!" and i leave and i come back and corey is spazzing out on me "so you don't have me on this email? if troy your new boyfriend? were you cheating on me with him? is it ur bf? huh?" i'm just like "why are you talking to me" and he left. or i thought he did. and i was like "i woke troy up. he says hello" and cor was still there and he starts spazzing again and i'm like "Why haven't you left yet?" but I left instead and continued talking to troy, and I was rolling around on our excercise ball on my stomach, and I fell off and snapped my mirror in half. he's gonna go to warped tour with meh. he's driving so we're totally rocking out in the celebrity w00t w00t. then Ross called, but he was drunk! so I'm not listening to 90% of what he's saying. but he's a kool kid so I'll give him the benefit of the doubt. and if I don't go downstairs and get my phone soon someone's gonna kill me so I should go.
-jen-

to fall and be caught
Now Playing: As I Lay Dying- "forced to die"
today..well I didn't get to see Josiah cuz of the storms and all, so I sat at home and cleaned. and packed a little. and hey I painted my nails, too. blood red. aand I mowed the lawn. troy called while I was mowing, he was on break so yeah. then Josiah called so I got to talk to him for like, five minutes and by the time I was done with all three lawns he'd gone to bed =(. i miss him. well tomorrow we're leaving for Grand Rapids. I still have to do some more laundry. then I'm pretty much ready. should be pretty fun, I'm excited. Jaclyn is coming so that should be kool. she wants to go shopping. we'll get back either late Sunday night or Monday evening. well I'm out for now.
-jen-

beyond the blinders
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Death By Stereo- "beyond the blinders"
hmm this morning was okay..i sat around. then at 1 I went to willmar with pix..on the way josiah called me, and it was three hours before he's supposed to be off work. he got hurt on the sight and had to go to the ER. scared the crap out of me when he first said he got hurt. but yeah then i just hung out with pix for awhile and came home, and then i had to pick rock, got 30 bucks for it so that was nice and now I'm just sitting online talking to people. i'm gonna leave and take a shower soon then go to bed. tomorrow i get to hang out with jo w00t w00t. then thursday we leave! yaay! well i'm out
-jen-

title
Now Playing: Relient K- "getting into you"
Good evening! no actualy it's not evening it's 12:05 AM, but whatever. i'm bored. i just got off the phone with troy and i'm talking to brittknee, yay..i miss her. i miss spanky too. and jason. i chopped off my hair today. six inches and i'm going back in tomorrow to get two more inches. pix is coming with me. i was gonna hang out with spanky but timing didn't work out again. our plans ALWAYS get messed up, it sucks. but what else..yeah i came home and talked to josiah for maybe an hour, he had to go pretty fast cuz mr. new job has to get up early lol. i'm going to the lake with him on wednesday, it's nice that the parentals actualy approve. and i'm talking to this really annoying guy and all he's doing is bad talking brian so I'm going to block him. anywho, i'm out. god bless
-jen-