the after diner payback
Now Playing: the chariot
today was idk whatever. did a lot of cleaning and sitting around. had to break up with my friends boyfriend for her lol..not the whole yeah she doesnt want to go out with you anymore. i had to sign into her email and pretend I was her. they do that just cuz i'm good at it aparantly. not that I've done it a lot i'm just good at knowing what to say for mimimal pain. then we left at 5:30 to meet spanky and we ate at perkins and went to the mall for a little bit then we still needed groceries so we did that then went to target and I saw the midget there. yes, corey's ex girlfriend. arch enemy. but i smiled and waved anyways. I also saw becca, that ruled. I haven't seen her since I left acgc either. then we came home and we still have to go into the laundry mat cuz our drier is broken. once again, haven't talked to ross all day. he keeps his phone off so idk. and now I'm talking to tani and nic and they're both gonna be at sonshine..i'm so excited for that, i wish ross was going! blah. but anyways i'm out.
-jen-

Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Hawk Nelson
today's been long and annoying. I woke up around ten and took a shower and we started cleaning but I just couldn't kick into gear, i was tired. so I didn't get a whole lot but I got through all my old clothes so my room is basically clean. then I was outside for awhile with justin and zoe and Justin is moving out on the first of august to an apartment in grove city. he was gonna pay me 75 for the Xbox but I don't use it much anyways so when he offered twenty I accepted and got screwed over lol. oh well. i haven't talked to ross yet all day, for some reason his cell number isn't in my phone, I could have sworn it was. can't get ahold of air either. she has a new boyfriend, too. lol frank's brother. never woulda seen that one comin. the rents are finally going out tonight for their anniversary, we're sposed to get huge storms tonight so that should be kool. tomorrow me and mom are going to supper with spanky and her mom and wednesday we have to go to hutch for zoe's shots and tag and we're picking up air for sonshine. well i'm out.

-jen-

tired
Now Playing: comeback kid
yeah today we had to be at church at 8 and stay for both services for this philadelphia thing. and of course I over-slept till 7:30, which is when we leave, so we were a little late..not much fun. i'm not one to enjoy talking in front of a large group of people. but whatever.

justin was in willmar so we went to culvers and then i went home with julie. i get a check tomorrow w00t w00t. should be bigger than the last one. and i start working at pioneer next week.

AHH wow..like i've looked at the sonshine lineup many times now, but it's just hitting me how many of my favorite bands are playing... just at the HM stage[or i'm guessing HM since they're metal, not including some that are hard rock]..spoken, desciple, kids in the way, winter solstice, haste the day, nodes of ranVier, bloodlined caligraphy, blessed by a broken heart, mortal treason, bloody sunday, still remains, symphony in peril... wow i'm excited..ahhh..i member my first year. i went with jason and I was ten and he brought me into the HM stage and i fell in love with it. and mom told him not to bring me in there ever again, so I'd go by myself.


what else..umm..idk but i'm bored. tomorrow nothings going on. tuesday i'll be in willmar all day, and in the evening with spanky. wednesday sonshien.

-jen-

Zoe
well this morning I had behind the wheel. sucked but now I'm all done with it for good so that's nice. then we did some errands and i saw scottie and talked to him for awhile and we got my dog. she's like the most loving affectionate thing ever..towards me. when justin met her she was in the car in my lap and he was by the window and she cowered away from his hand. then she met my uncle brian..cowered away from his hand and hid behind my legs. then when we were in the grass justin walked up and she lunged at him and bit his hand..then he was whacking weeds to make room for her huge dog house, she lunged again and got his leg. we found out she was abused by the man of her old home so justin had to get her used to him now she loves him and she was fine with dad right away so it's good lol. I have to work again today, i had originaly had it off for behind the wheel but I just have evening instead now. so i'm out for now.
-jen-

zoe
Now Playing: nothing
hello all..well today was pretty good I'd say. I got a dog. or claimed her, I get to bring her home tomorrow. she's a black lab. ah I love it. i was gonna name her spooky but for some reason zoe got stuck in my head and I like it. tomorrow i have behind the wheel from 9-11..my last lesson, so it's parallel parking [joy]..then we have to do some stuff then I get to pick up zoe and go home..might have to work too at 3, blah. had to work today, too. not much fun but it's money! well i'm out


..i really want food right now...

joy!
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: mortal treason
MY PERSON IS GOING TO BE AT SONSHINE!

Glorious Day
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: weezer-
today..wow..well for starters last night I didn't sleep..at all..then today air was over and we went walking..a lot. and we were gonna go kayaking in the slew but she was tired too and we didn't have the energy. we streaked our hair pink. she went home at like 2 and I fell asleep and woke up at five and julie went to some pampered chef party thinger at 7 at heathers and I sat at home and when they got home I got yelled at for an "article of jewelry", i was soo confused cuz I really don't have ANYTHING to hide or anything anymore and it was this black bracelet that I got from Good News Bookstore. it's a black rubber one and in white it says "JESUS" on it and it snaps. she was SO mad cuz she said it looked goth and I'm trying to look goth again. and i was trying to explain that I dont' want to look goth at all I just thought she wanted me to have more christian messages and I got flipped out on. i dunno. lol whatever. I'm emailing spanky right now about sonshine. it's in 6 days! I'm soo excited..5 when you think about it cuz we camp there the day before, too..wow I can't wait. well I'm out for now. bye bye
-jen-

Sonshine Xcitement
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: surrender
blah i'm so excited for sonshine! air's comin' with me and she's gonna be at her dads so I had to send her the list for everything last night..man, i might explode over this too. but yeah last night I couldn't sleep at all after hearing he was dead. then today i have to go to the doctor cuz I have an ear infection, another reason I couldn't sleep last night. i'm not having much fun with the fact that I'm broke. but that's life. so whatever. i'm out for now though.
-jen-

highlights
Now Playing: ashlee simpson-
he's dead. jim tintes called. he's dead.

back home
Now Playing: nothing
well I'm home. it's 3:25 AM. i was originally supposed to go home tomorrow but I just needed to come home today so I went with justin and jaclyn who were originally going home tonight anyways. tonight i'll write about today and tomorrow i'll get to the other two days. today around 8:15 PM i told mom that we should bring a movie in since it's due in by 9 PM. after like 10 minutes I talked her into it and we went. well when we got to the bridge there were maybe three cars parked on it and a random woman directing traffic through. no police or anything. there was an accident. so mom rolls down her window and explains that she's trained for first response and this guys all "GET OUT HERE" . there's this man lying on the ground, unconscious, not breathing, in a pool of blood. i was told to drive the car down to this restuarant and run back with someone else. when I get back mom is doing chest compressions on the guy and he started breathing for maybe 3 seconds in which blood was gushing out of his mouth, then he stopped again. his motorcycle was lying 3 feet away from him, by me. and it was so disturbing, his music was still playing from it. country blaring. his head was flopping around when they tried to move him like his neck was broken and there was a pink inner tube on the ground. then the police came and took over so we had to leave and then cars and ambulences were everywhere so I had to go back for the car and I realised my shirt was inside out, my shorts were undone, hair all over my face, I had blood on my shorts just from the ground, i was crying just from the sight. people were staring at me like I was insane and I didn't even realise it. we couldn't get back cuz of all the cars so we drove around aimlessly then when we got back we found out kanoodleas actualy saw the inner tube fly off of the truck. they were boating under the bridge. I just can't get it out of my mind. you know you hear about things like that all the time on the news and see them in movies but you never think you're gonna be face to face with it.


blah. other stuff. the first two days at the cabin were really fun. I did a lot with jaclyn, it was a lot of fun. did a lot of swimming, hung out with the relatives. sarah was out today, even. tomorrow I'm gonna hang out with pix all day and wednesday I'm gonna be with josiah.