tired
Now Playing: comeback kid
yeah today we had to be at church at 8 and stay for both services for this philadelphia thing. and of course I over-slept till 7:30, which is when we leave, so we were a little late..not much fun. i'm not one to enjoy talking in front of a large group of people. but whatever.

justin was in willmar so we went to culvers and then i went home with julie. i get a check tomorrow w00t w00t. should be bigger than the last one. and i start working at pioneer next week.

AHH wow..like i've looked at the sonshine lineup many times now, but it's just hitting me how many of my favorite bands are playing... just at the HM stage[or i'm guessing HM since they're metal, not including some that are hard rock]..spoken, desciple, kids in the way, winter solstice, haste the day, nodes of ranVier, bloodlined caligraphy, blessed by a broken heart, mortal treason, bloody sunday, still remains, symphony in peril... wow i'm excited..ahhh..i member my first year. i went with jason and I was ten and he brought me into the HM stage and i fell in love with it. and mom told him not to bring me in there ever again, so I'd go by myself.


what else..umm..idk but i'm bored. tomorrow nothings going on. tuesday i'll be in willmar all day, and in the evening with spanky. wednesday sonshien.

-jen-

Zoe
well this morning I had behind the wheel. sucked but now I'm all done with it for good so that's nice. then we did some errands and i saw scottie and talked to him for awhile and we got my dog. she's like the most loving affectionate thing ever..towards me. when justin met her she was in the car in my lap and he was by the window and she cowered away from his hand. then she met my uncle brian..cowered away from his hand and hid behind my legs. then when we were in the grass justin walked up and she lunged at him and bit his hand..then he was whacking weeds to make room for her huge dog house, she lunged again and got his leg. we found out she was abused by the man of her old home so justin had to get her used to him now she loves him and she was fine with dad right away so it's good lol. I have to work again today, i had originaly had it off for behind the wheel but I just have evening instead now. so i'm out for now.
-jen-

zoe
Now Playing: nothing
hello all..well today was pretty good I'd say. I got a dog. or claimed her, I get to bring her home tomorrow. she's a black lab. ah I love it. i was gonna name her spooky but for some reason zoe got stuck in my head and I like it. tomorrow i have behind the wheel from 9-11..my last lesson, so it's parallel parking [joy]..then we have to do some stuff then I get to pick up zoe and go home..might have to work too at 3, blah. had to work today, too. not much fun but it's money! well i'm out


..i really want food right now...

joy!
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: mortal treason
MY PERSON IS GOING TO BE AT SONSHINE!

Glorious Day
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: weezer-
today..wow..well for starters last night I didn't sleep..at all..then today air was over and we went walking..a lot. and we were gonna go kayaking in the slew but she was tired too and we didn't have the energy. we streaked our hair pink. she went home at like 2 and I fell asleep and woke up at five and julie went to some pampered chef party thinger at 7 at heathers and I sat at home and when they got home I got yelled at for an "article of jewelry", i was soo confused cuz I really don't have ANYTHING to hide or anything anymore and it was this black bracelet that I got from Good News Bookstore. it's a black rubber one and in white it says "JESUS" on it and it snaps. she was SO mad cuz she said it looked goth and I'm trying to look goth again. and i was trying to explain that I dont' want to look goth at all I just thought she wanted me to have more christian messages and I got flipped out on. i dunno. lol whatever. I'm emailing spanky right now about sonshine. it's in 6 days! I'm soo excited..5 when you think about it cuz we camp there the day before, too..wow I can't wait. well I'm out for now. bye bye
-jen-

Sonshine Xcitement
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: surrender
blah i'm so excited for sonshine! air's comin' with me and she's gonna be at her dads so I had to send her the list for everything last night..man, i might explode over this too. but yeah last night I couldn't sleep at all after hearing he was dead. then today i have to go to the doctor cuz I have an ear infection, another reason I couldn't sleep last night. i'm not having much fun with the fact that I'm broke. but that's life. so whatever. i'm out for now though.
-jen-

highlights
Now Playing: ashlee simpson-
he's dead. jim tintes called. he's dead.

back home
Now Playing: nothing
well I'm home. it's 3:25 AM. i was originally supposed to go home tomorrow but I just needed to come home today so I went with justin and jaclyn who were originally going home tonight anyways. tonight i'll write about today and tomorrow i'll get to the other two days. today around 8:15 PM i told mom that we should bring a movie in since it's due in by 9 PM. after like 10 minutes I talked her into it and we went. well when we got to the bridge there were maybe three cars parked on it and a random woman directing traffic through. no police or anything. there was an accident. so mom rolls down her window and explains that she's trained for first response and this guys all "GET OUT HERE" . there's this man lying on the ground, unconscious, not breathing, in a pool of blood. i was told to drive the car down to this restuarant and run back with someone else. when I get back mom is doing chest compressions on the guy and he started breathing for maybe 3 seconds in which blood was gushing out of his mouth, then he stopped again. his motorcycle was lying 3 feet away from him, by me. and it was so disturbing, his music was still playing from it. country blaring. his head was flopping around when they tried to move him like his neck was broken and there was a pink inner tube on the ground. then the police came and took over so we had to leave and then cars and ambulences were everywhere so I had to go back for the car and I realised my shirt was inside out, my shorts were undone, hair all over my face, I had blood on my shorts just from the ground, i was crying just from the sight. people were staring at me like I was insane and I didn't even realise it. we couldn't get back cuz of all the cars so we drove around aimlessly then when we got back we found out kanoodleas actualy saw the inner tube fly off of the truck. they were boating under the bridge. I just can't get it out of my mind. you know you hear about things like that all the time on the news and see them in movies but you never think you're gonna be face to face with it.


blah. other stuff. the first two days at the cabin were really fun. I did a lot with jaclyn, it was a lot of fun. did a lot of swimming, hung out with the relatives. sarah was out today, even. tomorrow I'm gonna hang out with pix all day and wednesday I'm gonna be with josiah.

late night drama
Now Playing: Unseen- "false hope"
tonight's been funny. i'm online and we start this big huge convo with 27 people and I didn't know it but cor was in it, and I haven't talked to him since march. and I was all "branden where is troy. i'm gonna go wake 'em up!" and i leave and i come back and corey is spazzing out on me "so you don't have me on this email? if troy your new boyfriend? were you cheating on me with him? is it ur bf? huh?" i'm just like "why are you talking to me" and he left. or i thought he did. and i was like "i woke troy up. he says hello" and cor was still there and he starts spazzing again and i'm like "Why haven't you left yet?" but I left instead and continued talking to troy, and I was rolling around on our excercise ball on my stomach, and I fell off and snapped my mirror in half. he's gonna go to warped tour with meh. he's driving so we're totally rocking out in the celebrity w00t w00t. then Ross called, but he was drunk! so I'm not listening to 90% of what he's saying. but he's a kool kid so I'll give him the benefit of the doubt. and if I don't go downstairs and get my phone soon someone's gonna kill me so I should go.
-jen-

to fall and be caught
Now Playing: As I Lay Dying- "forced to die"
today..well I didn't get to see Josiah cuz of the storms and all, so I sat at home and cleaned. and packed a little. and hey I painted my nails, too. blood red. aand I mowed the lawn. troy called while I was mowing, he was on break so yeah. then Josiah called so I got to talk to him for like, five minutes and by the time I was done with all three lawns he'd gone to bed =(. i miss him. well tomorrow we're leaving for Grand Rapids. I still have to do some more laundry. then I'm pretty much ready. should be pretty fun, I'm excited. Jaclyn is coming so that should be kool. she wants to go shopping. we'll get back either late Sunday night or Monday evening. well I'm out for now.
-jen-