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well I'm home. it's 3:25 AM. i was originally supposed to go home tomorrow but I just needed to come home today so I went with justin and jaclyn who were originally going home tonight anyways. tonight i'll write about today and tomorrow i'll get to the other two days. today around 8:15 PM i told mom that we should bring a movie in since it's due in by 9 PM. after like 10 minutes I talked her into it and we went. well when we got to the bridge there were maybe three cars parked on it and a random woman directing traffic through. no police or anything. there was an accident. so mom rolls down her window and explains that she's trained for first response and this guys all "GET OUT HERE" . there's this man lying on the ground, unconscious, not breathing, in a pool of blood. i was told to drive the car down to this restuarant and run back with someone else. when I get back mom is doing chest compressions on the guy and he started breathing for maybe 3 seconds in which blood was gushing out of his mouth, then he stopped again. his motorcycle was lying 3 feet away from him, by me. and it was so disturbing, his music was still playing from it. country blaring. his head was flopping around when they tried to move him like his neck was broken and there was a pink inner tube on the ground. then the police came and took over so we had to leave and then cars and ambulences were everywhere so I had to go back for the car and I realised my shirt was inside out, my shorts were undone, hair all over my face, I had blood on my shorts just from the ground, i was crying just from the sight. people were staring at me like I was insane and I didn't even realise it. we couldn't get back cuz of all the cars so we drove around aimlessly then when we got back we found out kanoodleas actualy saw the inner tube fly off of the truck. they were boating under the bridge. I just can't get it out of my mind. you know you hear about things like that all the time on the news and see them in movies but you never think you're gonna be face to face with it.


blah. other stuff. the first two days at the cabin were really fun. I did a lot with jaclyn, it was a lot of fun. did a lot of swimming, hung out with the relatives. sarah was out today, even. tomorrow I'm gonna hang out with pix all day and wednesday I'm gonna be with josiah.