Bleh life sucks
Mood:  hug me
Dude, I'm so bored!!!! Tj went back to Nj to visit his lil borther...his aunts in the hospital. Watch him not even come back, that would be my luck. I dunno what I should do today...probably just wait around for him to call and see if he is...wow I'm pathetic, can't help it though, I'm weak now and I love him to much. I don't know what really happened to me though I used to be so outgoing and wild but sometimes I think the change is for the better, I always ended up hurt. I just wonder who I am sometimes because I feel like maybe I don't even know.
I'm talking to Johnny, he's so sad :(
It makes me sad because I still love him and everything...though I'd never tell him that because he would just say that i don't.
Tj and I were trying to have a baby :) but i dont think he can because we've been together 5 months now and I still haven't gotten pregnant...FYI we've known each other for like goin on 4 or 5 years now.
I hope he come back I LOVE HIM!!!!! punks...
Moms gonna be pizzed cause she bought me three pack of cig on thrusday and its saturday...I'm on my third pack...dude..not cool...I'll post later k?
BYE!!! ALL MY ADORING FANS!! lol j/k

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