I ¢¾ My One & Only
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Dec 3, 2005 7:42 PM
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nig.
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Dec 3, 2005 5:40 PM
and ive never cried this much in my life.
these faggots will see. they are only hurting themselves. i love you joshy.
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nig.
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Dec 3, 2005 5:38 PM
josh.
people are fucking sending me messeges saying i should do it also. and that your lying and you just want atteention. and im disgusted. it makes me fucking sick to know that people just because they didnt know you can act like that and have no fucking hearts at all. im sorry. and i swear to god when i find out who the fuck they are. they will die. i love you so much <3 why cant you come home?
RIP baby<3
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LovelyLoverLove[R.I.P.]
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Dec 3, 2005 4:31 PM
People are being so mean i hate it. They are really careless slefis people and they are saying mean things about you in messages and i just keep cussing them all out and telling them how amazing you were. I can't believe people could be so mean. You were amazing and i will always miss and you will always be in my thoughts. I just wish that i could be with you, but i can't. Soon enough though, i will see again in heaven. I can't wait til that day comes. I love you Josh and i iwll never meet anone that was as nice and amazing as you. It's really hard dealing with this, but i known we will all get better. I know you want us to be happy like you always do, but it's really hard. i love you Josh Ballard.<3
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kyle
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Dec 3, 2005 4:25 PM
josh u were the coolest guy in the wolrd ..... u were loved by every1 ..if only u were here to c.....im ganna miss you
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♥
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Dec 3, 2005 3:39 PM
Josh. I miss you more than words can say ♥ I miss our wedding and bk <33 KISSES...Hmmm Yummy =) Well I love you so much.
Rach
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Christina Danielle
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Dec 3, 2005 3:08 PM
I cant get you out of my head, darlin..
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lovelyloverlove
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Dec 3, 2005 2:52 PM
josh....
i miss you more than you know.
i cant stop thinking about what happened.
im lonely with you not around.
i miss getting texts from you like every 5 minutes
and i miss hearing your voice on the fone.
i miss listeing to your voice messages when you would ramble on and say things like.
"hey its josh"
"i love you"
"i dont know what to say... "
i miss it when you would fight to get me a christmas present even when i told you not to....
i didnt want you to waste your money on me.
you have no idea the impact that you had on my life.
i loved/love you more than you could no and im truely sorry that you couldnt see it the last few days that you lived.
I wish you could come back so we could have a conversation in person...
i know that we never go to and its my fault. im sorry for that to...
i'll always love you Joshua Anson Ballard
no matter what.
with love,
your lovelyloverlove
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now that your gone i cant say i love you</3
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Dec 3, 2005 1:37 PM
we all need you. im dieing with out you here. thers practiclly nothing to live for. theres just to much of an emptyness. we are all going through the biggest pain. i want you back.
i love you.♥
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I ¢¾ My One & Only
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Dec 3, 2005 12:54 PM
hello lovely♥
i miss you terribly.
so terribly.. i told you that u'd impact me like this..
i know last week. wen i was in so much pain from other people hurting me..i was absolutly in love with you..and i would have done nething to be with you. like we always talked about us being together. together..
we were 2 in a million that understood eachother...we were family. like u said. u were more than just mi best friend. and i dontthink you know how much i love you.
if crying and begging and killing miself would get you baq....i would...but i know it wont.
you treated me so good. and you always knew how to make me smile. just by looking at ur face...would make me smile and laugh. and you would never know why..neither would i.
thinking about ur smile still brings a smile to mi face...
i miss you mi deaar. and i would never forget any of the good times we had together..they were the best days of mi life..
like i told youbefore...you made mi day everyday..and u told me the same which makes me smile still to know..
&&& like you also said.."id do anything for you<3" i still...especailly making all the dumbfucks who think theyr making a statement by saying shit..ill make em pay i promise..
im guna be more like you ok? im guna be just like you.
i love you always and forever. more than air. more than life. more than anything.
you are mi angel, love. forever.
we'll be together again i promise.
<33333333333333333
always, your alicia (ur bff, ur one and only, ur daymaker, ur otherhalf, ur love)
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dYr{jSmOr
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Dec 3, 2005 12:36 PM
josh i miss you and im fighting everyday for you. all u little fuckers who are making a joke of this whole thing have no damn life or HEART and i just cant wait til you experience a tragedy, you dont know how it feels, obviously. so go run along and move on in your little pathetic lives cuz ur not funny, n the people who think u are have no self esteem. you guys r pathetic.
i miss you josh. forever and always
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LovelyLoverLove[R.I.P.]
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Dec 3, 2005 12:15 PM
I loved him.
I miss him.
I would have died in place of him.
I will never be the same.
He has forever changed me.
Please God let Josh rest in peace.
And for all of you sick freaks that think that his death is funny, you seriously need to get a life and stop saying shit about it.
I love Josh.
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RickyThong : )
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Dec 3, 2005 9:16 AM
I cant believe what i have read. You were the best guy in the world and i will miss you dearly.
<3 Rick
HOSH!
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brettly bear
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Dec 3, 2005 12:41 AM
i miss u alot...
and i swear that i will make all the people that are talkin crap about u shut up, cause u cant.
thats the least i can do to repay u for everything u did to me...
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Bryana Ashley
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Dec 2, 2005 11:22 PM
You're beautiful, and I will always remember you that way.
I still have a hard time trying to like grasp the fact that I'm never gonna talk to you again.
And it really makes me sad that we never got to hang out over the summer. We always used to say we would, me, you and stef, but it never happened. It really makes me sad. And i remember the few times you and Joyee used to come by where I ate lunch just to talk to us for a little bit.
I miss freshman year. The only time I think i ever saw you that year was after school on the
short bus. I miss that so much.
I still have the note you gave me the last day of sophomore year.. I'm gonna keep it forever. I'm never going to forget you. I can't. You were too sweet of a guy. There's no guy like you. You were unique.
I hope you're in a better place.
I love you. And I miss you.
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I will forever love my husband</3
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Dec 2, 2005 10:42 PM
p.s. i wish i could have just one more of his hugs or tickle him all day cuz thats what made him smile the most.
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I will forever love my husband</3
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Dec 2, 2005 10:39 PM
i loved this boy more than most of you. out of our 7 years of hanging out every single day i found to realize i loved him not only as a best friend or a brother...that it was something more.
i just dont think he knew how many people cared.
<3333333333
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Malina
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Dec 2, 2005 9:59 PM
i love you so much!!!!!
U ARE MY ANGEL!!!!
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Sararina ShyAnne
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Dec 2, 2005 9:26 PM
i love you...........
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kelsey
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Dec 2, 2005 7:48 PM
i can't stop thinking about you
i miss you
i want to have one of our long conversations again
like we used to.
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dYr{jSmOr
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Dec 2, 2005 6:21 PM
joshuaaaaa i just got back from you house, i hate how the only time i ever came over was after u were gone. i met some new people n i must say u had amazing friends. ill forever ask why josh but i miss you greatly, and things will never be the same.
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michelle.
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Dec 2, 2005 6:01 PM
when i talk to you i know you can hear me
because just because you're not here anymore
does not mean you are not alive
i pray for you all the time
i know its late
but i want you to know
im so glad your my brother in christ now
i cant wait to see you again
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¤ §íÇK GîR£ ¤
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Dec 2, 2005 6:01 PM
nutter-butter...
i miss how you asked me if i was ready for art everyday and how you would walk me to my classes and wait outside the door when i got out. you were my company buddy. what am i going to do without you? i miss making fun of your jacket and talking shit about people with you. you are such a fucking asshole. you broke my life.
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♥Becca♥
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Dec 2, 2005 5:54 PM
Josh i miss you so much, I just got back from your house, a bunch of us grls hung around there doing your signs and bringing the flowers. I Love you and i wish you could see how many ppl stopped by to show their love....
♥
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smokin weed drinkin beer and a pack a day
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Dec 2, 2005 5:40 PM
i cant beleive your gone. ill never forget u and the good times we had. every1 misses you and i hope you know that.
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save water. take a shower with me :)
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Dec 2, 2005 4:13 PM
God I miss you so much...
You have no idea...
You made it to the front page of the paper today, I started crying while reading it.
Im so sorry.
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thx
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Dec 2, 2005 3:58 PM
im glad i got to spend your last day with you
i miss you
bye
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now that your gone i cant say i love you</3
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Dec 2, 2005 3:13 PM
im so sorry u had to feel that way.i just wish i was there for you more. i cant stop thinking about you. your actually the only thing i think about.im not able to cooncentrate or think straight. im lost without you........
♥
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Dayna.
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Dec 2, 2005 2:43 PM
I loved the way you said, "Hi Dayna" to me.
I loved how you beat me in the racing game.
I loved how you would distract me with the game so I could lose.
I loved your hugs.
I loved how you always had cool shoes.
I loved that day you and i and tiffany and the neighborhood kids were at the creek and you and i started throwing dog poo bags at everyone.
I love you Josh.
I'll miss you forever.
I'll love you forever.
I will never ever forget you.
I hope you are smiling where you are now, because your smile was the best.
<3333333333
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♥ Meegan ♥
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Dec 2, 2005 1:09 PM
JOSH!!! I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!! U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVE YOU!!! I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR LONG TALKS ABOUT EVERYTHING, YOU ARE THE SWEETEST GUY EVER, I LOVE YOU AND IM GOING TO MISS YOU DEARLY!!!
R.I.P JOSHUA
I WILL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN!!!!
I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU, YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE MY MIND, I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH!!
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ManNequin KrYsT♥l
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Dec 2, 2005 11:30 AM
Josh
i really cant stop thinking about you.. i cant stop the tears.. it hurts so much that your not here anymore. i miss you so much.i was thinking about all the fun times we had.there are so many memories i have that i will treasure forever. you were an amazing person and i love you so much♥
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♥
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Dec 2, 2005 6:51 AM
I love you. I miss you. I want you. ♥
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i kissed you
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Dec 1, 2005 11:46 PM
i wish that you understude just how much your leaving us meansit hurts and i know it wont ever stop
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♥Becca♥
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Dec 1, 2005 11:21 PM
Joshy, I miss you so much, My heart always aches. I wish I could’ve, Taken your place. Everyone that knew you, Loved you more than, life itself. You were understanding, So full of life. Then your time came. Now I sit here, Crying because of fate. Tear after tear. Why did it have to be this way? I would do anything, Just to tell you, I didn’t want you to go. I loved you, More than you could ever know. My heart always aches, Because you, Had to go.
I will always Love you, Forever and Ever! And i'll never forget those gorgous eyes, kissable lips, and that PERFECT personality of yours Josh! Your always on my mind, Day and Nyte....♥
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SYYYYYKE!
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Dec 1, 2005 11:10 PM
i love you and miss you so fucking much.
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now that your gone i cant say i love you</3
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Dec 1, 2005 10:50 PM
i love you josh. i will never stop crying.never.
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Jessica
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Dec 1, 2005 10:39 PM
josh. i miss u soo much. its really not the same without u and it never will be. i need u back. we all do
i love you forever<3
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I ¢¾ My One & Only
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Dec 1, 2005 9:33 PM
i told you before...
i cant live without you.
i just cant.
:[[[[[[
i love you. so so so much. best friend. you mean the world and more to me.
<3333333333333333333
rest in peace my love.
your beautiful.
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i'll miss him so much if only i could talk to him
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Dec 1, 2005 9:33 PM
theres a reporter thats looking at joshs stuff and nobody should say anything about i think someone is gonna delete all this stuff but plezzz nobody talk about anymore though so that repoter wont hear anything its none of her business
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i kissed you
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Dec 1, 2005 9:21 PM
i love you and i wish that i could have helped you you were and are the greatest thing in my life i just wished that you are watching and can see that you got our wish all the gang is back togetheri just love you soo much and im sorry ♥
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go to the beach
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Dec 1, 2005 8:26 PM
josh i know i only hungout with you in 8th grade but we had some fun times and im gonna miss u. everytime i look in my newhart year book i see ur signature and cant believe ur gone u seemed like one of the happiest kids ever and everything you said made me laugh im gonna miss u man
rest in peace josh
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Kathy Koos
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Dec 1, 2005 8:16 PM
joshie wow im gonna miss you! im gonna miss our intersting convo's<333
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Christina Danielle
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Dec 1, 2005 8:12 PM
i left you roses today.....
i love you joshy. ♥
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310 in 805
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Dec 1, 2005 4:13 PM
your were such a cool person. ill miss u like everyone else. <3
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♥nAnCy♥
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Dec 1, 2005 4:05 PM
R.I.P
you will be missed!!!♥
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have u ever loved somebody so much it made u cry?
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Dec 1, 2005 1:21 PM
I had seen a bulletin from one of my friends that said "Life what a word...a word that can break ur heart". I decided to read this. That’s when I found out about you Josh. So I started reading every thing that I could about you, since i have never seen you, meat you, talked to you, and so on. every thing that I have read you seam like you are a pretty-cool-person. its terrible event that all of those friends had to lose such a wonderful person, friend, and love-one. what ever the reason was, I guess we all make chooses that others don’t agree with. wither they are write or wrong. Josh I hope that you R.I.P. because every one that was around you; family, friends and even those like me that have not even meat you. except by what those around you say and what is posted on a web page. are thinking of you and miss you and thay all wish you were still with us all…
this is from a guy named Tim...<3
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have u ever loved somebody so much it made u cry?
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Dec 1, 2005 12:55 PM
i cant believe this happened? y Josh u were the sainest person i knew...maybe not? i love you babe...may god be with you alwayz!! ♥Lysa
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I ♥ MY BROTHER
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Dec 1, 2005 11:19 AM
a bond never broken RIP brother soon well be together ♥ 
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ms. gilmann
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Dec 1, 2005 10:58 AM
joshua- oh man. im sorry i didnt write
sooner. i didnt want to believe what they
were telling me. i just saw you driving
your car the other day. you looked so
happy. God i love you. i remember
when we would eat all of stevens lunch
cause he went and got the school food
instead. and how we would walk to bry's
group to hear about they're conversations.
you made everything so fun. i remember
ditching class with you at the bottom of
capo's hill. just sitting behind the sushi place.
i miss everything about you. your smile.
your hair. haha we would compete to see
who's hair was straighter. ahh im going to
cry. i still have the iams kitty food flier that
gave me and told me not to feed martini.
i remember going to school early every
morning and sitting next to you and talking
about the night before. and how you would
sleep over with the guys. you made fun of
me for bringing martini to school. but i knew
you loved it. cause you love cats. when you
got your kitty you were so happy. you kept
telling me how lazy she was. okay im done.
i cant write anymore. im going to break down.
i love you joshy poo. ♥
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you're cute when you scream
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Dec 1, 2005 9:15 AM
i dont even know how im going to be able to live without you....
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