Chapter 8
She silently wondered where Buffy was. The gang assumed Willow's depression was concern over Buffy. She couldn't tell them that her lover was gone. Willow found herself at the mansion. Memories came back to her. She missed her family. Then she paused, she knew just how right Angelus was, she would never be the same. She found herself rubbing the mark on her neck. Oz would do for now, after all it was expected. Willow had made a full recovery,which made Giles happy. Wilow then did the glamour spell and went to the Fish Tank. It was the official dive bar, but she liked dancing to the music here.
Willow had her fill of dancing and left. She then went home and got ready for Bronzing. Oz's band was playing so she had to be there. Willow had let Oz stay in her life. She didn't care anymore. She lost her lover, her dark knight. It had been almost four months since he left. She missed him terribly. She didn't care when Buffy left, well she did, but not like losing Angelus. She missed a decent night of sleep. She saw Angelus in hell in those dreams, it only made her heart ache more. She missed him terribly. Things with Oz had been strained since the events of summer. Oz wanted so much more from her. She didn't want him. She found his kisses to be repulsive.
Willow was looking over some files when there was the knock on her door. She saw Buffy standing in the doorway, looking older."Willow?"
Willow got up and hugged her friend. Buffy told her how she went to LA. Willow understood how hard the challenge was for Buffy. "Do the others know you are back?"
"I came to you first, well second. I went to Mom first. We had a long talk. I told her everything. She was hesitant to let me out. But I had promised her I would be back. Did I miss anything?"
"No, the hellmouth was well, un helly. You were missed. The cops were looking for you."
"I know, I talked to them. I told them I ran away from an abusive boyfriend, they had nothing on me. Synder has booted me from attending classes. Mom and I are resolving that."
At the library, Buffy was warmly welcomed. Willow smiled, and felt a little less empty. She knew Angeuls was gone. Soon, it was like old times, Buffy was back in school. Things with Oz were alright. She didn't love him. But the sex was nice, but it paled next to what Angelus could do to her. She pretended to be a virgin for him, a little spell fooled him. Oz reminded them the band was playing tonight and they were invited. Willow dressed in leather pants, since she knew Oz liked it. She liked it even more. Angelus taught her to love the feel of leather against her bare skin. She saw Owen at the Bronze and decided to say hello. She knew he was afraid of her. "Hello Owen." Willow sweetly said.
"Hello Willow. How are you?"
"Bored mostly. I was thinking about what you said that night. I was a crappy dresser. How do I look tonight?"
Willow knew Owen was liking the sight of her leather covered ass. "You look very hot, if that doesn't offend you."
"Thanks, I forgive you." Willow said and walked away. She swayed her hips just a little bit, knowing he was still looking at her ass. She then went back to the group. She knew Owen was watching her. Her mind raced. Owen could be dangerous. She liked dangerous men. Oz might have a monster within him, but he wasn't dangerous. The band had played its second set. Cordelia had noticed "slut-o-rama" on the dance floor. Willow was wondering who she was and how to be her friend. Buffy could sense the vampire and went out, with the group trailing behind her. Willow licked her lips when she realized there was a new slayer in town. Her name was Faith. Willow found the irony of a slayer named Faith. Willow knew this girl was dangerous and god Willow wanted her. Willow was getting frustrated as everytime she tried to befriend the girl, she was shut down.
With Oz on the road, Willow found Owen alone. Willow was glad to be wearing a just a little too short skirt. She took the empty seat next to him. "You look good tonight."
"Thanks. I didn't know I would find you here." Willow said. The bar was a dive, but the drinks were cheap and the music was good.
" Sorry I couldn't talk, Oz was around. He is protective."
"You have protective friends."
Willow smiled. "I do, too protective at times. Want to dance?"
Wilow led him onto the floor. He pulled her close, letting her feel him against her. Willow loved the feeling. She felt his hands on her hips as she rubbed against him. She felt herself on fire. His hands wandered up her skirt. She danced as he touched her most sensitive area. She moved to the music whimpering out her release. She then led him to the parking lot. She followed him to the car. Soon she was riding him, making him crazy. She felt his hands squeeze her hard. She didn't care as she knew she would bruise. She had to admit, he felt good inside her. She then got dressed and left him half naked in his car. She walked home. She drew herself a healing bath to soak away the buising. He wasn't Faith, but he would do.
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