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Have you ever thought finally, I have something so important to me thats seemingly rock solid. You feel like things are going great, and you're ready to take the next step, but then.. maybe the other person says that they're not ready, speaking for the both of you. It really makes me wonder how long he thinks things are going to be bad, I mean, it's summertime. It's our season. And I thought things were better than ever, especially after last night together. Maybe he just needs some reassurance, but it's really hard when someone's expecting the worst when you're really trying your best. Things I don't like talking about happened, things that changed my mind when it comes to being with someone, that I can't help, but I have a friend who's really helping me out and trying to make me feel better. And I feel so much better already. It's a different feeling, almost freeing. I feel so much more like myself than I have in a long time. For a while I thought I had it back, but now I know for sure that everything, with me at least, is going to be okay. Maybe all he really needs is time, time to reassure him how good everything will be. This is the single most important relationship in my life, and I'll do anything I can to help it along, and develop it even more.<3
lilyy