about me playa
Basics
full name: Christopher Luke Edwards
Your gender: male
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?nope
If not, do you want to be? hell no
Birthdate: 7/11/90
Your age: 14
Age you act:3
Age you wish you were: 21
Your height: 6'2 1/2
Eye color: greenish golden brown
Happy with it? yea lots of compliments
Hair color: dark brown
Happy with it? yes
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: ambidextrous
Have any pets? yes, my doggy Maxwell
Whats your job?dont have one
Piercings? yes left ear...it was a dare
Tattoos? nope
Obsessions? nope
Addictions? maybe
Do you speak another language? french and a lil polish
Have a favorite quote? dont hate the playa hate the game


Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment? umm sure
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yes of course
Do you have any secrets? i have a lot, sometimes willing to share
Do you hate yourself? yes
Do you like your handwriting? ya i like it
Do you have any bad habits? alcohol
What is the compliment you get from most people? eh my eyes
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? dont make mistakes like i've done
What's your biggest fear? umm dying in pain?
Can you sing? yes very well i suppose
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? no thats not me
Are you a loner? not really
What are your #1 priorities in life? soccer, love, family
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? haha umm i dunno, i can be scary...jk
Are you a daredevil? sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? my cancer
Are you passive or agressive? both
Do you have a journal? yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness? trusting someone...weakness and strength
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? so i wouldnt die
Do you think you are emotionally strong? sometimes, not lately
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yes a lot of things
Do you think life has been good so far? no it fuckin sux
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? umm nothing
What do you like the most about your body? oh i think u know...hehe
And least? eh i dunno my muscles...they need to get bigger
Do you think you are good looking? hell no
Are you confident? yes
What is the fictional character you are most like? frodo...lol
Are you perceived wrongly? most of the time...yes

Do You...
Smoke? nope
Do drugs? of course not
Read the newspaper? every morning
Pray? yes i do
Go to church? yes
Talk to strangers who IM you? haha yes...its fun
Sleep with stuffed animals? ummm no
Take walks in the rain? yes by myself
Talk to people even though you hate them? no
Drive? not yet
Like to drive fast? no not really

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? yea i do
Hurt yourself? i already have...suicide anyone?
Been out of the country? mmhmm
Eaten something that made other people sick? no
Been in love? i am in love
Done drugs? nope
Gone skinny dipping? of course
Had a medical emergency? yes
Had surgery? a couple times
Ran away from home? yes it was raining
Played strip poker? haha mmhmm
Gotten beaten up? sadly yes
Beaten someone up? all the time...came back to haunt me
Been picked on? yes everyday it seems
Been on stage? yes i sang a solo
Slept outdoors? yes
Thought about suicide? almost did it...was in the hospital
Pulled an all nighter? i do that all the time
If yes, what is your record? 89 hours
Gone one day without food? yes i dont eat anymore :(
Talked on the phone all night? almost
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? yes its fun
Slept all day? no i cant do that
Killed someone? almost did :X
Made out with a stranger? haha maybe
Had sex with a stranger? nope
Thought you're going crazy? i think i am rite now
Kissed the same sex? eeww never
Done anything sexual with the same sex? hell no
Been betrayed? all the time
Had a dream that came true? yes
Broken the law? all the time
Met a famous person? mmhhmm
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yes a squirrel
On purpose? no of course not
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? nope im a man of word
Stolen anything? no
Been on radio/tv? i dont think so
Been in a mosh-pit? maybe
Had a nervous breakdown? yes when i found out i had cancer
Bungee jumped? oh god no
Had a dream that kept coming back? yes

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets? no
Miracles? yes
Astrology? yes
Magic? eh no
God? with all my heart
Satan? yes
Santa? haha eh maybe ;)
Ghosts? depends
Luck? yes
Love at first sight? of course
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? yes i do
Witches? no
Easter bunny? haha yea he's my gangsta
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? yes it is
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? nope sorry
Do you wish on stars? eh sometimes

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yes
Do you think God has a gender? nope
Do you believe in organized religion?...?
Where do you think we go when we die? where ever god wants us

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yes
Who is your best friend? kyle and breezy
Who's the one person that knows most about you? umm breezy of kimmy
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? go to your full potential
Your favourite inside joke? i like it ROUGH! haha breezy good times
Thing you're picked on most about? my race
Who's your longest known friend? alfredo


Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? no why would i?
What do you find romantic? everything bout my girl
Turn-on? eyes, smile, body, waist...mmmm
Turn-off? bad breath
First kiss? nadia in the rain...aww
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? umm pretty good, id give em a chance maybe
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going? umm knowing someone
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out? haha yes!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? umm maybe
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? i hope so
What is best about the opposite sex? they always know what ur thinking...sometimes good, sometimes bad
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? shopping
What's the last present someone gave you? umm a card
Are you in love? yes i am
Do you consider your significant other hot? very hot...yes!

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? josh
You wanted to kill? myself
That you laughed at? umm i dunno
That laughed at you? my bio teacher :(
That turned you on? ohh wow umm kimmy?
You went shopping with? kimmy
That broke your heart? kimmy
To disappoint you? eric
To ask you out? kimmy...lol
To make you cry? myself
To brighten up your day? uhh breezy
That you thought about? mary :(
You saw a movie with? mary, robert, breezy and kevin
You talked to on the phone? breezy
You talked to through IM/ICQ? kyle
You saw? breezy
You lost? kimmy

Right This Moment...
Are you going out? no
Will it be with your significant other? nope
Or some random person?...
What are you wearing right now? my baggy jeans, wife beater, trucker hat
Body part you're touching right now: oh you know which one...hehe
What are you worried about right now? dying, like always
What book are you reading? catcher and the rye
What's on your mousepad? my mouse...duh
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: hurt, pain, sorrow, mad, sinful
Are you bored? very
Are you tired? yes i dont sleep at all...i cant
Are you talking to anyone online? yes a few people
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope
Are you lonely or content? content
Are you listening to music? yes