Author: Victoriasegovia320@hotmail.com

Rating: NC17

Spoilers: part of an ongoing series, a sequel to Darkfire by Christine Feehan, see for previous part.

 

PART VII

LISTEN TO MY SONG

Note: this takes place after part VI in time, just after the conversion

After a week Victoria and Dayan had their first rise as carpathians lifemates, and as Darius had decided they would travel to New York for performs, this time Dayan will sing again and Syndil will also play, Tempest will sat by to watch the band play, she will not perform again until the baby was delivered.

“Well I never thought I will hear Dayan serenading anyone” said Syndil mockingly she knew Dayan and Victoria were still trying to strike some balance after the storm they had just undergone so little ago.

“I asked him to sing for me because he has never done so and everybody says he’s great, you know as his mate I should know if he really it’s that good” said Vicky knowing Dayan was trying to get in her good graces, which he hadn’t achieved after the last incidents, she was still blue and mad but she tried to hid it away, so Dayan wouldn’t think she was still mad at him, but she was.

“He wrote you a song in spanish, I never knew Dayan could speak spanish or even sing in it, but he says you’d love it” said Syndil stroking victoria’s soft waves, her hair was loose and she looked young and inocent, Syndil felt for her, she had had a rough week and was holding back the pain she felt deep inside, Syndil hoped Dayan could take her out of that abism of emptyness her heart seem to sink in. “You miss your family very much, don’t you Vicky?”

“A lot, I have hardly use my native tongue in days and I don’t know too well how to express how I feel without someone to say it to” what she meant to say was that she was different to the other mates and she felt like she was friendless and also lacking the warm feeling of returning home once and for all, returning to the ones that really knew her, here she had no one to talk to, that was what she meant to say.

“I have to go, your song it’s about to start, I’m playing the piano in it I hope you like it Vicky” before victoria could say thank you the mic and the stage lights were on, and Dayan was siting in the middle of the stage with a guitar on his lap, Darius and tempest were siting on the bar, and barack was guarding the door and Desari was playing back choire and Julian was standing next to Darla near the bar. But as the light focused on Dayan all of them turn their heads to the stage.

“Good evening, I’ve written a song for a very special lady, whose been blue lately, she is among the crowd tonight... it’s in spanish which is her native tongue, she´s my beloved and my wife and I need to see her happy and smiling again, so Victoria baby this is for you, I hope you enjoy it” Dayan’s eyes looked shiny with tears and he was trying to hold back the emotions raging in his heart, Victoria was standing at the left side of the crowd, she was acting serious and she had her arms crossed around her chest, she was staring at the floor trying to hold back tears and hugging herself to bring warm to the chilly feel she had inside.

(lyrics by Alejandro Sanz from his CD “el alma al aire”, song tittle “cuando nadie me ve”)

A veces me elevo, doy mil volteretas, a veces me encierro tras puertas abiertas, a veces te cuento por que este silencio, y es que a veces soy tuyo y a veces del viento, a veces de un hilo y a veces de un ciento, y hay veces mi vida te juro que pienso porque es tan difícil sentir como siento, sentir como siento, que sea difícil.

A veces te miro y a veces me dejas, me prestas tus alas, revisas tus huellas, a veces por todo aunque nunca me falles, a veces soy tuyo y a veces de nadie, a veces te juro de veras que siento no darte la vida entera, darte sólo estos momentos, porque es tan difícil vivir sólo es eso, vivir sólo es eso, por que es tan difícil

Coro:

Cuando nadie me ve

Puedo ser o no ser

Cuando nadie me ve

Pongo el mundo al revés

Cuando nadie me ve no me limita la piel

Cuando nadie me ve

Puedo ser o no ser

Cuando nadie me ve

 

A veces me elevo, doy mil volteretas, a veces me encierro tras puertas abiertas, a veces te cuento por que este silencio, y es que a veces soy tuyo y a veces del viento.

Te escribo desde los centros de mi propia existencia, donde nacen las ansias, la infinita esencia, hay cosas muy tuyas que yo no comprendo y hay cosas tan mías pero es que yo no las veo, supongo que pienso que yo no las tengo lo entiendo mi vida se encienden los versos que oscuras te juego, lo siento, no acierto, no enciendas las luces que tengo desnudas el alma y el cuerpo.

 

Coro:

Cuando nadie me ve

Puedo ser o no ser

Cuando nadie me ve

Me parezco a tu piel

Cuando nadie me ve yo pienso en ella también

Cuando nadie me ve

Puedo ser o no ser

Cuando nadie me ve

Puedo ser o no ser

Cuando nadie me ve no me limita la piel

Cuando nadie me ve

Puedo ser o no ser

Cuando nadie me ve no me limita la piel

Puedo ser o no ser...

 

 

“I Love it” said Victoria whipping out tears from her cheeks, and sobing, Dayan had dropped his guitar and jumped down off the stage to hug his mate, “I didn’t knew you have such a good voice, promess me you’ll keep writing and performing” Dayan was looming above her tiny frame, leaning his head in the hollow point between her neck and her shoulder, she was grabing the hem of Dayan’s jacket and tuging at it to bring his attention back to her eyes, “Dayan” her voice a soft whisper, “Everybody is looking at us” Dayan borrowed deeper into her embrace and placed her arms around his neck and lifted her to look into his eyes, they were covered with red blood tears, “Dayan don’t cry please”

“Why not? I swore I will see to your hapiness and so far all I have done is make you sad” Victoria kissed his tears and hug him with all her strenght.

“You are the only thing I have Dayan and the fact that you can hurt me so much it’s because I love you more than live itself, and I don’t blame you, you did what you had to do, and now will be together forever, I understand your pain and your reasons and I don’t want you to cry, It’s too hard, you are like my third leg, and without you I will fall, so low I will never get out of it” by this point she was crying too and he spoke soothing words to her mind, “I know you are still sore about leaving your home, your parents, your friends, and most of all our baby, I need to grieve too, baby, ...Vicky, you are not the only one who lost I feel it too worse because I swore to see to your hapiness and health above all, don’t you see you are my life, my light, my everything, seing you like this brakes my heart and I want to erase it all, pretend it never happened, pretend I just met you today and we had no past but earlier this evening, but I can’t forget or erase so I have to make it bearable and swallow the pain”

“It’s our test, we have to endure and deal with what we got left, I love you Dayan and I will do whatever you want me to” Dayan did felt the disturbing gaze of people around them and picked up his mate in his arms and carried her into the forrest, “All I want you to do it’s be yourself and to be with me as the sweet, loving mate I adore, I need to see you smile at least, to know you still remember how to” she gave him a pitifull smile and leaned lower in his arms, “kiss me Dayan, I miss you kiss” and so he kissed her and went to go bound to earth with her, to make love and rest together.

 

“Dayan can we talk in spanish?” she was laid back beneath Dayan caressing his hair with her fingers and he was staring at her breasts, “Why did you have to be so goddamn beautiful, this perfect big, soft, creamy, round breasts, they are too much too perfect, and this silky skin so soft and white” he was kissing his way down to her core and as he reach it he looked with mischief into her eyes foretelling her what he was about to do; “you have a certain something that would drive any man crazy, but it’s all mine, mine from the begining of this soft curls to the deepest core of molten fire and blood underneath the silky satiny sotf walls I’m pushing and probing now” to each of his words victoria had ripples of pleasure and raised her body to meet his even closer, until her legs trembled and buckeled down, she was going taut and as she felt the fire and contraptions she looked down to see Dayan staring back at her. “You do have a talent to make me sated love” he was playing his fingers in and out of her, “you are still virgin tight and I take great pride to know I’m not just your lifemate but your first and only” he said his last word as he pushed his throbing manhood inside her, she was squezzing him hard with her tiny women shell, as he was tall, big and sinewy he covered her body with his form from every posible angle and rested his weight in his elbows, each a side of her head, both hands and fingers entwined with hers above her eyes, his pelvis bone and abs griding into hers as they both soared higher reaching a never ending peak and orgasm hard enough to make them die and reborn like a fenix from the ashes. “I am glad my mate is the best lover in the world” said Dayan kissing her eyelashes as she drift off to sleep, “so good even asleep it’s gorgeous and makes the cutests little sounds as if she knows I love her so much... I know you hear me in your head Vicky and I want you to rest camly and confident of your mate, I know you know how much I love watching you asleep, specially if it’s inside you, ...mine, you are my baby, my wife, my lifemate, all mine, only mine” to his words her arms closed around his neck and draw him to sleep with his head above her chest.

 

After their wild makeloving and second rise Vicky had a vision, the entire troupe will be traveling back to the carpathian mountains for a mask ball, Victoria will meet Maeniel and Alexandria and Aidan, and Darius will have big suprises ahead of him and so will tempest.