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YOU DONT KNOW
You don't know who I am
Beyond my face and name
You don't know what I feel
Beyond my anger and a smile
You don't know what I want
Beyond the basic human need
I know more about you
Than you know about yourself
I know what you feel
Without a hint or a trace
I know what you want
What you want for me
You're so set in your ways
You'll never change
You're so sure of your faith
You'll never think
You're so self assured
You'll never see fault
You think your age
Makes you superior
That mine makes me stupid
You don't think I know
Know just who you are
I'm a stranger to you
But you're so familiar to me
I'm a mystery to you
But I've got you figured out
HIDDEN
DREAMS
The weight of the world
On my shoulders it seems
The pressures of life
Have me bursting at the seems
I hide awya
In my secret heart
Waiting, just waiting for my life to start
Controlled by the masses
Expected, teh norm
Afraid to be different
but wishing to be more
I scream in my mind
Try to break free
My heart is aflame
With dreams I can't see
I know what I want
But fear to speak out
My heart goes one way
While my life turns another
Like a captive my soul is battered and bruised
I scream in my dreams for all that I'll lose
Each day with the sunrise comes a new hope
But each night with the setting it's dashed while i cope
I scream in my mind
Try to break free
My heart is aflame
With dreams I can't see
I'm lost and confused
Blinded by life
A path not my own
My fate is unsure
I feel betrayed by my mind
Unloyal to my heart
I see all I can
And learn all I must
Yet still I've no way
To do what I must
I scream in my mind
Try to break free
My heart is aflame
With dreams I can't see
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days until I return to the deepest Pit of Hell (a.k.a. High School)
Random
Thoughts/ Useless Information Pessimism
is a way of sheilding yourself. When you expect
the worst, it's not so bad when it finally comes.
What's more, when something good happens, once
you get past your cynicism and accept it, it's
that much better. And then, when it all breaks
down, it's not so bad because you expected it not
to last.
It
takes seven full rotations of that little handle
on a manual can opener to get the top off of a
can of Spaghettio's
The
only thing you get from 'looking on the
bright side'
is one of those weird floating dark spots in your
field of vision.
How
can anyone be sure their religion is the right
one? What if they're all way off? What if God is
really like, some fat old guy who can't even move
because he literally weighs a ton and we only
exist because of some cosmic fart that started a
chain reaction, thus creating life? I call it Gastianity.
I'm
going to hell because I like
Harry Potter. Tell me, what are you damned for?
::innocent smile::
Sauron
wasn't evil. He just wanted his ring back. They
stole it from him. He just wanted what was his
damnit! Stop picking on him!
Deep
down, Voldemorts a really great
guy.
Incoming...
Mike? Hello? I have something to tell you. Your
name's not Incoming. Nor is it Mike. Your name is
now Archie. Don't ask. Just accept it Oh
Great-Abortion-Thread-King.... What is it with
you anyway? You somehow turn every other thread
you post in into an abortion discusion. Do you
have a fetish or something?? ::is waiting for
reply::
Hmm....
Yeah... what was I going to write? Oh Yeah! In
the booklet for the Pearl Jam album Yeild, people
say that there's an image of a yeild sign in
every picture. I spent an entire Spanish class
once looking for them... I found most of them
too. ::swells with pride::
"I'll
scream it from the mountaintops pride goes before
a fall." -Creed, Freedom Fighter. ::deflates
previous pridal swell::
Read
my Fanfiction here, and here. And my
original fiction here.
My
screen name, Oloranya, is in Quenya. I bet most
people reading this don't know what the hell
Quenya is...
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Quotes "Did
you ever notice how in the Bible when God needed
to punish someone, make an example, or whenever
God needed a killing he sent an angel? Have you
ever wondered what a creature like that must be
like? Your whole existence praising your God but
always with one wing dipped in blood. Would you
ever really want to see an angel?" - Thomas,
The Prophecy
"Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys
them so much." - Oscar Wilde
"The dumber people think you are, the more
surprised they're going to be when you kill
them." - William Clayton
"Never eat more than you can lift." -
Miss Piggy
"Cynicism is an unpleasant way of saying the
truth." -Lillian Hellman
"The power of accurate observation is
commonly called cynicism by those who have not
got it." -George Bernard Shaw
"Idealism is what precedes experience;
cynicism is what follows." -David T. Wolf
"A cynic is a man who, when he smells
flowers, looks around for a coffin." -H. L.
Mencken
"My pessimism extends to the point of even
suspecting the sincerity of the pessimists."
-Jean Rostand
"Cynics regarded everybody as equally
corrupt... Idealists regarded everybody as
equally corrupt, except themselves." -Robert
Anton Wilson
"If you can find something everyone agrees
on, it's wrong." -Mo Udall
"I loathe people who keep dogs. They are
cowards who haven't got the guts to bite people
themselves." -August Strindberg
"Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter and those who
matter don't mind." -Dr. Seuss
"The fact that an opinion has been widely
held is no evidence whatever that it is not
utterly absurd; indeed in view of the silliness
of the majority of mankind, a widespread belief
is more likely to be foolish than sensible.
-Bertrand Russell
"When we remember we are all mad, the
mysteries disappear and life stands
explained." -Mark Twain
"Pity the meek, for they shall inherit the
earth." -Don Marquis
"The more I study religions the more I am
convinced that man never worshipped anything but
himself." -Sir Richard Francis Burton
"When I do good, I feel good; when I do bad,
I feel bad, and that is my religion. "
-Abraham Lincoln
"Science without religion is lame, religion
without science is blind." -Albert Einstein
"It is a fine thing to establish one's own
religion in one's heart, not to be dependent on
tradition and second-hand ideals. Life will seem
to you, later, not a lesser, but a greater
thing."-D. H. Lawrence
"Everyone ought to worship God according to
his own inclinations, and not to be constrained
by force. "-Flavius Josephus
"A myth is a religion in which no one any
longer believes." -James Feibleman
"To believe in God or in a guiding force
because someone tells you to is the height of
stupidity. We are given senses to receive our
information within. With our own eyes we see, and
with our own skin we feel. With our intelligence,
it is intended that we understand. But each
person must puzzle it out for himself or
herself." -Sophy Burnham
"A cult is a religion with no political
power." -Tom Wolfe
"Don't be a fool and die for your country.
Let the other sonofabitch die for his."
-George S. Patton
"Patriotism is the willingness to kill and
be killed for trivial reasons."-Bertrand
Russell
" 'My country, right or wrong,' is a thing
that no patriot would think of saying except in a
desperate case. It is like saying, 'My mother,
drunk or sober.' " -G. K. Chesterton
"Patriotism is your conviction that this
country is superior to all other countries
because you were born in it." -George
Bernard Shaw
"You'll never have a quiet world till you
knock the patriotism out of the human race.
"-George Bernard Shaw
"The Constitution gives every American the
inalienable right to make a damn fool of
himself." -John Ciardi.
"Hell of a life. Damned if you do and damned
if you don't. Puts a man in one confounded bind,
I'd say." -Scanlon, Once Flew over the
Cuckoo's Nest.
Frodo: Oh! There is something else here... along
the inside near the jewler's stamp.
Gandalf: What's this?!? Quick! What does it say?
Frodo:"Warning - Violets are blue, Roses are
red. If you wear this ring, you'll become
undead"
Gandalf: Oh, that... That is just the Surgeon
General's warning.
Frodo: Undead?!? That's horrible!
Gandalf: You said it, that's some of the worst
tripe to pass for poetry - even for the likes of
Sauron!
Frodo: No, no! The becoming undead part is
horrible!
Gandalf: Oh... Yes, well, simple enough, just
don't put the cursed thing on.
--Monty Pythons 'The Fellowship of the Ring'
"America's one of the finest countries
anyone ever stole." -Bobcat Goldthwaite
"Americans adore me and will go on adoring
me until I say something nice about them."
-George Bernard Shaw
"Half of the American people have never read
a newspaper. Half never voted for President. One
hopes it is the same half." -Gore Vidal
"Art is the desire of a man to express
himself, to record the reactions of his
personality to the world he lives in." -Amy
Lowell
"I believe that if it were left to artists
to choose their own labels, most would choose
none." -Ben Shahn
"Works of art, in my opinion, are the only
objects in the material universe to possess
internal order, and that is why, though I don't
believe that only art matters, I do belive in Art
for Art's sake." -E. M. Forster
"Illusions are art, for the feeling person,
and it is by art that you live, if you do."
-Elizabeth Bowen
"Every artist dips his brush in his own
soul, and paints his own nature into his
pictures." -Henry Ward Beecher
"Through all the world there goes one long
cry from the heart of the artist: Give me leave
to do my utmost." -Isak Dineson
"We must never forget that art is not a form
of propaganda; it is a form of truth." -John
F. Kennedy
"To live a creative life, we must lose our
fear of being wrong." -Joseph Chilton Pearce
"Creativity is...seeing something that
doesn't exist already. You need to find out how
you can bring it into being and that way be a
playmate with God." -Michele Shea
"I passionately hate the idea of being with
it, I think an artist has always to be out of
step with his time." -Orson Welles
"Every child is an artist. The problem is
how to remain an artist once he grows up."
-Pablo Picasso
"Painting is just another way of keeping a
diary." -Pablo Picasso
"There are painters who transform the sun to
a yellow spot, but there are others who with the
help of their art and their intelligence,
transform a yellow spot into the sun."
-Pablo Picasso
"Every artist was first an amateur."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
C"reativity is allowing yourself to make
mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to
keep." -Scott Adams
"A positive attitude may not solve all your
problems, but it will annoy enough people to make
it worth the effort." -Herm Albright
"The absence of flaw in beauty is itself a
flaw." -Havelock Ellis
"I'm tired of all this nonsense about beauty
being only skin-deep. That's deep enough. What do
you want, an adorable pancreas?" -Jean Kerr
"I would never die for my beliefs because I
might be wrong." -Bertrand Russell
'"I would rather have a mind opened by
wonder than one closed by belief." -Gerry
Spence
"Oh, what a tangled web we weave when first
we practice to believe." -Laurence J. Peter
"Some people are born on third base and go
through life thinking they hit a triple.
"-Barry Switzer
"When I was born I was so surprised I didn't
talk for a year and a half." -Gracie Allen
Reading, after a certain age, diverts the mind
too much from its creative pursuits. Any man who
reads too much and uses his own brain too little
falls into lazy habits of thinking. -Albert
Einstein
Books are the quietest and most constant of
friends; they are the most accessible and wisest
of counsellors, and the most patient of teachers.
-Charles W. Eliot
This is not a novel to be tossed aside lightly.
It should be thrown with great force. -Dorothy
Parker
"Screw you and the horse you rode in
on." -Zoltan, The Dark Tower
"Everything in the universe denies nothing;
to sugggest an ending is the one absurdity."
-The Gunslinger, by Stephen king
George
Carlin Quotes
"If
there were only one cherry pie in the world, and
Bill Clinton owned it, I might get a piece of it.
If Bush or Reagan owned it, you'd have to kill
them to get a piece of pie. That's my feeling
about Bill. And Bill's a good bullshitter.
America likes a good bullshitter. That's one of
the reasons he was re-elected. Honesty has no
place in politics. It would throw everything
off."
" Stay cool, and don't believe anything the
Bush administration tells you. In fact, play it
safe: don't believe anything anybody tells
you."
"Because even though I disagree with his
policies, and think he is a dangerous imbecile,
he is, after all, the President of all of us, and
he is a fellow human being, deserving of respect.
(That was hard to say, but I wanted to keep the
record straight.) "
"I hope Mickey dies. I do. I hope he goddamn
dies. I hope he gets ahold of some tainted cheese
and dies lonely and forgotten behind the
baseboard of a soiled bathroom in a poor
neighborhood with his hand in Goofy's
pants."
"Let a smile be your umbrella, and you'll
end up with a face full of rain."
"May the forces of evil become confused on
the way to your house."
"Oh Beautiful for smoggy skies, insecticided
grain,/ For strip-mined mountain's majesty above
the asphalt plain./ America, America, man sheds
his waste on thee,/ And hides the pines with
billboard signs, from sea to oily sea. "
"Think of how stupid the average person is,
and realize half of them are stupider than
that."
"I was a loner as a child. I had an
imaginary friend -- I didn't bother with
him."
"Weather forecast for tonight: dark."
"I'm
completely in favor of the separation of Church
and State. My idea is that these two institutions
screw us up enough on their own, so both of them
together is certain death."
"I'm not concerned about all hell breaking
loose, but that a PART of hell will break
loose... it'll be much harder to detect."
"Some national parks have long waiting lists
for camping reservations. When you have to wait a
year to sleep next to a tree, something is wrong."
"Think of
how stupid the average person is, and realize
half of them are stupider than that."
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Song
of the Moment
Pearl
Jam | Ghost
The mind is grey... like the city
Packing in and overgrown.
Love is deep... dig it out
Standing in a hole alone.
Working for something... one can never hold
A place in the clouds.
Good place to hide oh my oh.
So I'm flying --------away away
---Driving -----------away away
Finding hope in ways I've missed before... I've
missed before
The tv, she talks to me
Breaking news and building walls
Selling me, what I don't need
Didn't know soap made you taller
So I'm riding away away
Hiding away away
So much talk it makes no sense at all
My sense have gone awol...
awol...awol...awol...awol
So I'm hiding away away
Driving away away
Passing noew friends I won't know at all... won't
know at all
It doesn't hurt... when I bleed
But my memories they eat me
I've seen it all before,.....
Bring it on 'cause I'm no victimSong
Interpretation: This is, to me, one of
the easiest Pearl Jam songs to interpret. Some
have suggested that it is about a worker cleaning
up at Ground Zero after 9/11. But to me, it's
more than that. It's about the state of our
country as a whole after 9/11.
The first verse does indeed seem to speak of the
cleanup, "Standing in a hole alone, working
for something, one can never hold."
The next verse refers to the events in the world
after the attacks. Every day there was more
'breaking news' for many the world was in a
frenzy. the line 'breaking news and building
walls' refers to the news frenzy and the divides
that went up within our country. Namely
discrimination against Americans of
Middle-Eastern descent. The second part of that
verse says 'selling me, what I don't need, never
knew soap made you taller.' This is talking aout
how insignificant other things seemed in light of
world events.
The final verse is, by far, one of the best four
lines on the entire album, the last line
especially. 'Bring it on'cause I'm no victim.'
Eddie's saying to the terrorists, 'you've hit us
about as bad as you can. So go ahead, try and
attack again. Bring it on.' He's saying that
instead of weakening us, the attacks have only
made us stronger.
Send me your
interpretation, I want to know.
More
Information on this album/song/band at The Sky I
Scrape.
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Quiz
Me!
I like to take online quizzes.
Mostly on teh site 'Quizzilla'. But I've no where
to display my results, so i've stuck another
table on this page and voila! The results are in
gray, my comments are in blue, inside these
things- { }. Note: The red underlined titles are
not links. Why? I'm lazy.Which
HR Board Reg Are You?
~You Are Bonnie! etc. etc.... {Bonnie...
Yoda Bonnie? She's cool...}
Where's
Your HR Board Niche?
~You're a serious debator. etc.
etc.... {I think I'm somewhere between
serious debator, and semi-newbie...}
IQ
Test
Your general IQ score is 147.
{Nyah Nyah! I'm gifted!}
Right-Brained,
or Left-Brained?
Your percentage score for the right brain is 32%.
Your percentage score for the left brain is 15%. {Wait a
minute... that's only 46% !!! WTF!!??}
You are more right-brained than left-brained. The
right side of your brain controls the left side
of your body. In addition to being known as
right-brained, you are also known as a creative
thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather
information. You retain this information through
the use of images and patterns. You are able to
visualize the "whole" picture first,
and then work backwards to put the pieces
together to create the "whole" picture.
Your thought process can appear quite illogical
and meandering. The problem-solving techniques
that you use involve free association, which is
often very innovative and creative. The routes
taken to arrive at your conclusions are
completely opposite to what a left-brained person
would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to
express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some
occupations usually held by a right-brained
person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician,
actor/actress, craftsman, and artist. {Artist..
that's me. ::big grin::}
One
of The Best Personality Quizzes I've Found
Life as an INTJ
(Introvert, Intuitive, Thinker, Judger)
People of this type tend to be: autonomous,
aloof, and intellectual; imaginative, innovative,
and unique; critical, analytical, and logical;
intellectually curious, driven to learn and
increase their competence and knowledge; socially
cautious and reserved; organized and definitive.
The most important thing to INTJs is their
independence and being able to live according to
their own standards. {Hell yeah!}
Great careers for INTJs
Here are just a few popular and often satisfying
careers for people whose Personality Type is
INTJ.
Intellectual property attorney
News analyst
Design engineer
Biomedical researcher
Network integration specialist
Software developer
Psychiatrist
Cardiologist
Freelancer writer {I like this one!}
Inventor
Media planner
Chief Financial Officer
Webmaster {This too!}
Architect
Desktop publishing specialist
Parenting INTJs
The Joys and Challenges of Raising INTJs:
They are imaginative and intellectually curious
but tend to also be stubborn and unwilling to
back down. While they are logical, direct, and
skeptical, they are usually intensely private,
independent, and appear emotionally aloof and
superior.
What works with INTJs:
don't push them into social situations; {My mum
does that} respect their hesitancy and follow
their lead {She doesn't do that}
provide a constantly expanding source of
intellectual stimulation {Or that,
hence my internet addiction}
expect an analytical thinking style, and don't
take their criticism personally {Ha! She
takes everyhitng personally!}
Results
From Two Quizzes Telling Me What Kind of writer I
Am.
^_^ *glomps* {Glomp? That means hug,
right? I mean... right?} You are a
cool writer who likes to make up dark and gothic
things. You rock! I love you! {She loves
me!}
You
are the Angsty Romance Writer. Dark as they are,
your fics center on one thing-a relationship that
is challenged by every external force you can
think up. Whether it's the traditional
Draco/Hermione, the edgy Ginny/Draco, one that
crosses age boundaries, or the ever-present (but
often ridiculed) genre of slash, you live for
romance that beats the odds...or at least causes
some delicious angst. {Harry
Potter Fanfic writer quiz, that one.}
What
Pearl Jam Song Are you? Three Quizzes....
You are YIELD. You are tuned in to the big
picture and are a grade-A tree-hugger. You're
upbeat, easy going, and go for the simpler
pleasures. (sicko) {Okay, so this was what
album are you... so sue me!}
You are Gardens. You have a kick
ass solo somewhere. Maybe you think too much
though. Chill out... {Think too much!? Think
too much!? Okay.. yeah, maybe....}
What
Black Sabbath Song Are You?
WAR PIGS- Man...you really hate the
government and war. You are so mad at
establishments and the society in general. This
is your anthem. {Eh? Right.. well I didn't
say all these quizzes were good.}
What
Creed Song Are You?
My Sacrifice- You are in touch with your inner
self and are always striving to find answers to
life's most difficult and troubling questions.
'You have seen your share of ups and downs', but
you were able to profit from your mistakes. Go,
you. We could make excellent friends, ya know.
What
Kind of Girlfreind are You? {Taken
'cause lots of people on an HP site I go to took
it, and curiosity bit me.}
Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care
about presents or about going to fancy places.
Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being
around your boyfriend. {And look,
there's a picture!}
What
Kind of Typical High School Character From A
Movie Are You?
You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad no one notices. Try
communicating with people, not just looking down
on them. {I'll look down on them all I want.
My High School is full of ignorant morons!}
How
Much Do You Know About Lord of the Rings?
LOTR fanatic-- You have read the Silmarillion
almost as many times as you have read the
trilogy, {Novel! Novel you moron! It's a
novel!} and you are willing to debate with
anyone on the legitimacy of Arwen being the
predominant female figure in the movie--which, by
the way, you think was way off base of the books.
That's probably because you read the books at
least two or three times before they even had a
blueprint of what the movie was going to look
like.
Which
Lord of the Rings Character Are You?
You are Legolas. A Prince of the Elves, you're a
valuable teammate. You're definitely one of the
hottest, and DAMN, you can fight! {Hey, I'm
apparently a guy... but I'm hot!}
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