Sent: Thursday, March 15, 2001 11:12 AM
Subject: auditory flashbacks
Good news, bad news, I guess. Seems a little much for me. Beginning to have auditory flashbacks. At least that's better than not having had any at all. I mean, most people have flashbacks, if it's all real. I guess the more integrated I get, the more my pockets get emptied into one place and then I become aware at some level of all the stuff that was disintegrated and dissociated out of my conscious awareness. I guess. What say you? Sounds now like I'm more PTSD than DID, even though I'm very aware of my tendency (gift/curse) to dissociate-- and even having some control or choice over it... See ya,
Light and Love,
From : Sue
Sent : Friday, March 16, 2001 6:19 AM
Subject : Re: auditory flashbacks
The method of healing changes as the person grows. You must be ready to take on this new approach or your body wouldn't be doing it. Just allow, note, don't judge, record if able and go on with being in the present. Don't allow it to take over your beinghood. When you are ready and there with me we will discuss your fatigue and determine if any blood work is necessary.
In light and love,
From: "DevlynRhys Lighthawk"
Sent: Thursday, December 28, 2000 11:17 PM
Could you give me some feedback on why I have become so incredibly sensitive to chemical fumes, smoke, and other irritants in the air, to the degree that it is hard for me to breathe in certain places, with certain people, after eating certain foods, etc. And sometimes it's just so much more extreme than other times. It's not quite a constant, yet. But I'd rather not be such a terribly chemically sensitive person, because that makes it hard in this kind of environment (urban, you know).I'm not sure where it's coming from, although there was an asthmatic attack in one of the shifts from some trauma recovery. Scary for me, but Carole knew what it was. How strange! Thanks for listening. Talk to you later.
The only thing that comes tomind is the growing connectedness to the here and know on all levels by Roxanne. There are a number of unfinished memories stored in the body. Perhaps this is some of them triggering or being remembered. If you will allow the sensation to happen, bless it as an experience and then send it on its way, things should settle down.
Hope these thoughts help. HAPPY New Year.